Friday, December 26, 2008
wow . another lonely day .
nat will only be back on the 1st .
damnn ..
oh well . packed myself with activities till then !
cycling at ubin tml with a few council guys .
family bbq on the 28th .
bbq at malaysia with a few council peeps on the 29th .
only coming back on the 30th .
meeting the usual gang for count down party on the 31st .
so i guess i wont feel so bad for the next few days .
hopefully .
=)
oh well . slacked in the noon and went gym .
good work out i guess .
super weak though .
=(
after which came the best part of the day .
enjoyed the serenity and tranquaility of teenage life .
not exactly quiet though .
with cars zooming by me and my nano playing .
walked around in woodlands with no direction in mind .
with a target though - a coffee shop to get dinner .
so with the slow songs ringing in my ears ..
i set off from lacasa .
thinking that im heading in the right direction .
half an hour later .. i reached the junction before lacasa .
how nicee ...
but oh well .
i enjoyed the walk .
i walked the pace that is so anti singaporean/joshua .
the pace that allowed my steps to follow my heart beat .
the pace that made me realised how slow life could actually be .
and the pace that kinda eases my mind, soul and body .
with the evening sun and gentle breeze blowing against me .
i have nothing to complain about .
even though i just came out of the gym .
and despite me having no direction ..
all i wanted to do was to just keep on walking ..
enjoy the blue sky .. breeze .. and the silence inside me .
couldnt help but missed my baby girl .
snapped a few photos that she'll love . guess i'll post it at the end of the entry .
i wished she was beside me .
i wished she'll be there enjoying the peace with me .
but oh well ...
i realised my life before this was tiring at some point.
everything just seems to suck energy from me .
even the activities that should energise myself seems to be exhausting .
walking along orchard road is the best example .
at the pace everyone is walking .
you cannot stop or relax at any moment .
everything seems to be so err .. tensed up ??
at least thats to me .
so im glad i had to get my own dinner tonight .
and happy that i made the decision to walk to the coffeeshop .
ironically, losing my directions helped .
hahahs .
thats all .
maybe if you have nothing to do like me ..
try having a slow walk around your neighbourhood with your favourite songs playing in your ears . it'll be nice .
or if you'r hardworking enough .. or a romantic moment with your partner ..
the beach will be excellent .
just have a stroll along the coastline ..
and my baby girl, i miss you .
bye all .
torn