Monday, November 19, 2007
boo!~
okays.. gonna blog before i go off.
so yar. been busy with preparation of sis wedding.
n VERY busy i mean.
like its not my wedding..
but im still so busy helping out.
how bad can it be for my sis n bro in law man..
wonders..
but whatever it is..
its done.
successfully. beautifully, i wanna add.
its real nice..
everything went so nicely...
maybe bcos it was my sis.
it was more affectionate for me..
she was telling something to my mum n family.
n tears immediately rushed to my eyes.
yes tears.
but. luckily i could control it. if not it'll be so embarrassing.
her friens since sec sch did a video for her.
it was really nice of them.
n my bro in law did his part of speech too.
n he promised that he'll take GOOD care of my sis !
he beta do man.
if not i'll definitely be the first to thrash him.
so yar.. took alot of pictures..
450? yar i guess so.
i was the assistant cameraman on the day.
lol.
so yup.
wish my sis all the best!
live a great life ahead man!
oh ya. this random thought.
think i once wrote on my blog smth about my life..
was sayin smth like it was only revolving around a small grp of friens and bball.
n woohoo.. whats up now man..
so many things on.
together. at the same time !
guess its the law of attraction?
the video cheewan showed us.
mayb being optimistic really helps.
good things just comes along..
so nicely..
so yup!
tats all..
law of attraction.
optimistic.
smiles.
=)
gonna miss singapore weather!
n food.
bye.
till 28th.
=)
torn
Thursday, November 08, 2007
heys.
ahhh.
tomorrow.
the promote or retain day.
damn.
wasnt emo before this man.
was just worried.
seriously.. this aint cool nor fun.
talking on msn.
n realise tat i had enough of giving myself hope.
i dont wanna give myself any more hope.
despite the clues i have.
i dont wanna think that i have promoted.
n then end up crying like a mad dog tml.
i dont wanna climb up so high..
n realise that i have reached the end of the cliff.
the only way n chance for me to survive is to jump off.
n mayb hope tat i'll be alive down there.
it has been the case for council.
one major point of my life.
i dont wan that to be the case this time round.
n at another major point of my life.
its so bcos its gonna change my life.
im sure it will..
being the polo hse capt.
hmmmm.
what have i learnt?
or i din give a damn?
half of council term has past.
i hav 4more months left only.
council term is supposed da be fun, exciting, enjoyable..
im not saying im not.
but maybe it wasnt as fun, exciting, enjoyable as others have experienced.
if life could be smooth sailing..
and we would not need to make any decisions..
how good will it be..
these life-turning points of life is driving me mad.
not that im making wrong decisions..
its just that..
how good can it get if i chose the other way..
the decision to come to a jc is the classic example.
im not sayin that coming into a jc is not a bad thing.
but how good will it be if im in poly right now?
i'll never find out unless i go there..
but it'll never be the same.
ahhh.
forget it.
whatever it is.
im gonna take it on my stride.
at most go esplanade.
time will heal everything.
i guess.
calm n clear mind is what i need now.
bye all.
tml it shall be.
torn
Sunday, November 04, 2007
halo.
finally as my title doesnt mean i finally know my status.
i still DONT KNOW !
there's still another 5 days to go.
not to emo here this time round.
but just that im bored n no one is talking on msn.
"finally" bcos op is finally coming.
after preparing for so long..
we'll present tml n thats it.
it'll really be the END of school term.
there'll be nothing left for this year.
except revision.
if i promote.
haha.
haven prepare myself for the presentation for tml.
will try to wake up earlier to go thru it.
so anyways. life's not good.
bored.
lonely.
n ANXIOUS !!
n sis wedding is getting nearer.
duno y they like not anxious or whatever one..
maybe they done all that is needed alr..
haha.
ah well. sis wedding gets nearer.. means.
trip to japan is nearer too!
haha!
=D
im looking forward.
hohoho..
ahh. dont know what to type alr..
ran out of things.
so byebyes..
=)
torn