Sunday, February 25, 2007
back again.
went blog hopping after i post the last entry. which was around half an hour ago.
i was happy then.
but now. im thinking. im no longer happy.
went to a few friend's blog.. n random people. they'r all in very good schools. those top schools. n i started to think about myself. y am i not like them.. is it that difficult to study? y can they do it n i cant?
the answer. there's only one. n that is. because. i didn't work hard enough. yar. i did. for how long? 1month. while people studied so long ago. they prepared so long before o's. n wad was i doing? playing game? slacking? not only that. my head got so big when i scored well. all the complacency! aiya. dont need study la.. can one. confirm. but end up. wad happen? i threw my own face into a rubbish bin. again. y cant i just be like all normal people. get down to earth. learn how to crawl before i learn how to walk!!
random.
irritating.
damn.
the black and white is back. again.
falling off.
torn
halo people.
im so enjoying myself now. went to sentosa todae. haha. had nathan outing. startin wasnt that fun. cos its really toooo many people liao. but well.. the more the merrier? yeah!! but okay. i just kinda dun like it when there's alot of people. i dun like crowds! tats y i olwaz skip trips to chinatown during new year. haha.
okay. anyway. bought a beach ball. was quite expensive la! rahh. waste money. haha. but well.. its all worth it in the end. haha. n i took monorail there! first time okays.. hehe. but couldn't really enjoy the trip. cos too many people le ah. not onli got our 1 whole big gang. still other other people. but whatever.. i manage to reach sentosa anyway. blahs. err. okay. so the sky didn't like us todae. rain n stop continuously. sighs! but we still manage to have fun somehow. haha. cos during raining period. we have things to play in the shelter!! n if we'r wondering y we r so clever to be near a shelter. is bcoz when we reach. the sky turned dark. so we decided not to move further. haha.
oh yar. played bball.. with foreigners. fun fun.. haha. the first 1 was a jap. i guess its just their courtesy. he will like shout something like good shot.. nice ball. wadeva wadeva.. n angsiang started using his tone to speak. n somehow. i also started following. haha. so cute. but had fun. =]
thanks nathan. thanks blackjacks.. thanks siew huai and ang siang!
woohoo.. been playin these few days. haven really touch my studies. n its alr so late now! rahh. gotta run.. tml morning mayb goin cut hair. finally. haha. err. n den goin out a little while and den goin sis hse to eat. dad gonna cook curry chicken tml. yeahh! miss it so much. been long since he cook..
i hvn finish my o2! die la.. gotta submit on monday. tml night dun need sleep liao! sighs.. okays. running.
bbyex!
=]
torn
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
arlo!
okays. its so long since i've blog. again. haha. duno wad to blog for the past few days anyway. its the same old stuffs u'r readin from everyone's blog. haha. cny.. collect angbao n blahblahs..
this year been pretty good. since everybody's finance are better this year. the angbaos are a little little bigger too. haha. thanks Mr Lee, our dear PM. hahahaha. okays. anyway. yar.i got a little more from last year.. but hmmm.. just enough to cover the fees for the nano i've been dreaming for.. sis says she'll bring me to the IT fair coming up soon to check things out. but the nano will probably be chnge to a zen.. sigh!! i wan nano!! haha.
oh yar. barca vs pool later. sigh! canot watch.. hmm. nber been catchin pool news lately. whenever i on com means gotta do scap stuff liao. so sian can.. but i did read up a little just now. pool signed so many people liao la.. most are youngsters though.. so yar. it'll be nuilding for the future. but there r old people also la! haha. heard Rafa is tryin to sign this Ukraine striker.. haven heard bout tat guy. but nvm.. in Rafa we trust! =] n i tink riise had a fight wit bellamy? hmmmm.. apparently. its bcoz of some singing thingy. haha. wadeva. i trust them! they'll fight bcoz they at least think about each others...so tonight.. i guess they'll end up having a 1-1 draw. with crouch scoring. =}
so tired.. gotta sleep man.
take care people!
=}
torn
Sunday, February 11, 2007
hello!
yeah! finally done with my o2 prog schedule proposal ! haha.. i used 3.5h okays... people. better enjoy the o2 man!! its gonna be so fun! gonna do up the detailed version later on..
hmm. v.days coming.. how to spend it ?!?! im like gonna be so lonely.. yar. guess so. anyone free da go out? haha. together leh! =D oh yar.. visit my wishlist to see wad i want ks.. hehe. =x i dun mind a bag or wallet too! hehe.. blahs. talk until like whoever is readin this will care. haha.
hey people! any nice songs to reconmend? i need songs! haven been updating my mp3?! intro me songs..... haha.
cheers.hang on.
take care.
=}
torn
Friday, February 09, 2007
im so disappointed with all these!
my results are soo far off from my target.
y am i acting.. in front of everyone. n her.. why?!
am i wrong from setting such a high target for myself??
whats wrong with ME?!
damn!
im WRONG!
torn
hello!
okays. i duno y im here. but im here. too scare now . so gotta find some ways da release all the nerves n stress! n tada... here i am! haha. idiotic. but anw.. dun need to explain y im nervous n stress up. cos everyone is now!
ytd. din go to sch. for the first time in my 16years of life okays... it certainly didnt feel good. i'll not skip anymore! hah. went to bugis to pray?! im too stress up! hah. not exactly stress up la.. but just freak out n nervous.. at least its normal. bcoz everyone is feeling tat too. =] rahh. im like so afraid of gettin 21. i hope i wont be so crazy to jump. so people. if u see me walkin off without emotions. grab me please? so anyway! GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!
oh yar. am at fahrun hse now.. guess its the 'only' time i can chill le. gotta submit 2 proposals on tue. woohoo. but this feeling is so great la! but luckily.. i onli need to do one. haha. the feeling of having to rush.. but no mistake.. is so hmmm.. challenging? im not good with my vocab. damn.
okays. off to slack again.
lucks. n ANDY... chill. relax. be calm!
=}
torn
Saturday, February 03, 2007
arlo !
okays. again. its long since i've updated. but anyway. nothing much happened.. so nothing to blog about also.
okays. anyway. 30jan07 was such a special day. 31jan07 became even more special. haha. i was in such a dilemma on mon. i knw that word exist but i duno the spelling. i was totally blur-ed, confused. n everything. but luckily. i was helped.. i was picked up by some stranger along the road. thanks for that.
alrite. went for the soccer match. singapore vs thailand. everyone's talking bout the penalty n the boycott by the thailand players. so yar. im into this also. bcoz i was watchin it live. i wasnt given a chance to watch the replay. all i saw was somebody fell down.. n den some people started shouting for penalty. n den the keeper restarted the game.. but somehow. the ref blew the whistle n pointed to the spot. the stadium ran into chaos. none of us would have thought that the thai players walked off the pitch. n apparently from all the news report i've read. it was not initiated by the players themselves. its the coach.. i tot the coach was suppose to be the most calm person? not the case for him. maybe it wasnt a penalty. but soccer's like that. wad can we do? its just part of the game. shldn't we be more sporting.. instead of walking off? maybe im not in the position to comment on this. but im just giving my view. yeap. im not tryin to offend anyone or meant to spark things up. im sorry if i did it in any form of ways.
i wanna play bball !! played on thurs with my og mates. so cool. its like.. after soo long.. touchin the ball. going past people. putting the ball into the basket. its just soo hmm.. 'memories' haha. duno how to say la ! but well.. it was definately fun. we shall play again soon !! ytd had bbq. i guess its the last official event for the og to meet together. didnt had much fun n got high.. guess bcoz the startin half i was cookin.. but nonetheless. the second half. at least i had some fun.. it was all the dance. yeah! blackjack just rock my house ! woohoo.
before the bbq.. i was helping the teachers to put up the decor for cny. so people. when u walked past the ramp. those things on top of your head.. it was really hardwork okays.. made myself so tired. =]
alrite. thats all for now. shall start on hws n scap works..
bbyeeeee.... take care people !
torn