your presence made this worthwhile .
you didnt make my heartbeat stop .
instead, you took those heartbeats n breaths away .
Thursday, May 29, 2008
heys .
yes. im here to whine again . geog sucks la ! big time . how about im gonna fail it tml ... damn !
but i dont wanna fail !
hah. what happened to being 20th in position man !?
im still left with mass movement. weathering . n hydro ! oh. n earthquake ! all of which r highly likely to come out tml !
hah. okays . im done .. went sch for consultation today. thank you Ms Soo! =)
at least i learnt weathering of granite from the 1.5hr session . sit there n talk crap for the last 30min. lol..
time for geog . again .
bye! reluctantly .
cant regret . no ! just keep it this way .
torn
Monday, May 26, 2008
heys ..
dont know why. i've been having this negative feeling all night long . seriously.. nothing happened .
i dont like this feeling man! damnnnn .....
whenever i have this feeling . something not right will happen behind my back .. n i'll only know after its been done. shit la.
i dont want anything to go wrong during this hol please ! especially when geog is just 4days away. please.
aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh !
enough of whining .
bye..
i made the decision. thats it. no room for regrets.
torn
Sunday, May 25, 2008
hey!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6Mw5P--3XEM
cant find the song on imeem. so here you go. youtube version. Save You - Simple Plan song of the day. since i've heard it over 10times today. haha.
got nothing much to blog about. perhaps im in my reflective aka emo mood. again.
anyways. sports day is over . so my council term ends. unofficially. since tat is my last event. as a 8th Student Councillor. and a Polo House Captain. 4th in the event. wonder if Polo will get the championship this year.. we'r super close ! hopefully we will win it ! =)
so yeah. council life has ended. of course, unofficially.. what now? no more to meetings.. no more to event planning.. no more to late nights in school.. no more to getting chased out by the guards.. no more to arguing over which decision will make the event more successful.. no more ... no more to council ..... sighs.
gp mid yr is done. n gone. compo's dead. so hopefully paper 2 will rescue me. which is something that i doubt will happen. but well.. guess i tried my best. wrote like a page for aq. this is the FIRST time. promos wasnt this long either. ha. so yeah.. hope.
adidas sales now! at expo ? =) gonna go tml ! hopefully can get a shirt pants n socks. n perhaps some pool merchandise. white polo tee !! =D but im kinda broke. boooooooo.... hopefully mum will be nice n rescue me ! haha.
ohh! went out wit Dunearn peeps just now. been awhile since i met the whole gang. to celebrate Rach's birthday. had NYNY at city link. first time. its not bad. at least its quite filling. had some chick chop.. not tat bad. but Botak Jones is still cheap, good n filling ! haha. n its just opp my hse. how wonderful.. =D oh. everybody's still roughly the same. especially Fahrun. still as nonsensical n crazy. haha! but kinda felt the distance. as in.. we use to be closer. ha. maybe its just me. ah well... lalalalalala....
oh yar!! something freaky happened when i was on the way to suntec. was waiting for Clare at the bus stop when a bus stopped in front of me. looked into the bus n saw a couple. cant see cos i wasnt wearin my specs. then they started waving at me. since i couldnt see. i stepped forward. but i still couldnt see. haha. but since they waved. i decided to be nice n just wave back.. then i stepped back to my original position. n then the girl started to do the call me sign. haha! i would have if i know who u were.. but i still couldnt figure who they are. so.. haha.. too bad. i hope its not some funny people who's trying to act funny. bcos tat will make me some clown here man. lol !
so yup. thats all for today. n now. Save You has been on repeat mode since i started typing this entry.
bye all ..
commitment. fear. afraid. scared. sigh.
torn
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
hellos!
alrights. im here.. been quite awhile i think.. but well..
life's been pretty good these days. everything's quite cool. hw is okay. life aint tat stress. friens r always cool. so yeah.. oh. been smiling alot ! especially after college day. lol. tat is one BIG joke!! i swear. Andy turned red for once. hahahaha!!
lalalala.. tml is sports day!! sighs. did badly for heats. boooooooo.... 2nd last now. wonder how im gonna play catch up tml. lets hope the cheers will work well..
super tired today!! dont know why. slept for quite awhile during chem lect. after which i stoned during gp. but i did read Newsweek! ha. then went council room. wanted to slack ard n go home.. but realised the torch thingy was not ready for tml .. so i went to do it. yes. alone. again. Andrew came n showed face. but busy with his own hse's stuffs. guess owens gonna win it tml. but ah well.. heck.
so yeah. super tired ! practically dragggggeeeeddd myself back home. freaking walked like a zombie. tired like crap please! )=
sis got her new hse already! now i got a free gym to go to! haha. lets see if im hardworking enough. hmmmm.. i want to be fit again!! =D
byes!
things r OKAY these days. dont stop. please.
torn
Monday, May 12, 2008
hey.
wanted to put Perfect World by Simple Plan. but couldnt find it. actually i found one. but the quality aint that good. so decided to put this instead. been quite stuck to this song recently.
sighs. duno why.. just having this negative feeling. went down for volleyball today. lost. but it was a tough match from the start. n the guys put in a tough fight. salutes!
cheered like crazy today. but its still not up to expectations. maybe because we have high expectations? i dont know. noise level were there. but our cheers were not co-ordinated. in a way.. some councillors were cheering here n there.. volleyball girls were cheering on their own too. but somehow. it was still freaking loud. hah! it would be a lot better if we could do it together.. but well.. its over. we'll now look forward to the 3rd/4th placing match. good job guys! =)
2 years ago. i was the one getting cheered on. wearing the school jersey. fighting for what we, the team, want.. playing for the love of the game. keeping the school spirit high at the same time..
now im sitting at the side. cheering people on. sighs. i really miss those times.. its a different feeling.
n when the cheers r loud.. sometimes, you'll just want to stop the game n soak into the atmosphere. this will, perhaps, be something i'll never feel again. i miss....
perhaps joining some merit sports will allow me to get this feeling back. whether i get into the team is another question though. but if i do get into the team.. will i be on the court fighting, once again?
is joining council really the right choice? yeah. its too late to regret and change now. but i never regretted joining council once. council term definitely helped me grew up a hell damn lot.. i swear. anybody who knows me will know too. but im just thinking... will joining other ccas allow me to grow as well.. perhaps in another aspect of life. but still. i'll grow.. i'll mature.. i'll change.. is joining council the RIGHT, best, choice for me?
lalalalala.
was already quite affected after volleyball lost. heats was disastrous! kinda lost every single damn thing. perhaps i didnt put in enough effort to find the best. guess im too complacent with the lead now.. we'll do well in cheers! =)
this is definitely not a good time for me to go into depression mood. mid years r just weeks away. not cool ! even though im starting to do all my tutorials n work.. is it too late?
i dont wanna look back and have ANY regret.
bye world..
is council the best choice?
torn
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
hey!
just felt like blogging. got nth to do. actually... there's piles of hw. but as usual.. tue is a lazy day. week just started. got nth to look forward to. weekends r still quite long away.. n monday just passed.. not here nor there.
anyways. the recently popped up issue has passed. n settled. everything's cool. no hard feelings. =)
n yes. im still stuck to the song. always be my baby.
anthony is dao-ing me? =( haha! not like i talked to her or something. but yeah. worsen the already-very-sian-school-days. lalalalala.........
tml got chem mock spa. im gonna so so so die. skill A aint tat fun anymore when it comes to taking it. shit man. lousy!
past vs present day comin soon. i'll be playing! in wad sports? i dont know. haha! still duno if im playin bball. but if not. i'll be playin soccer. but confirm kena own one la..sian! but well.. for the fun of it. hahas. =)
alrights.. shall slack ard till 930 n go study. i duno wanna hand up blank paper tml. lol.
thats all for now !
bye all.
" A good day can be a good day every day but is up to you to make the good decisions and choices to make a good day a better day!" --- Written in 2008 by Aileen L. --- Texas
torn
Sunday, May 04, 2008
hellos...
dont know what to do.. so here i am. super boreddd... rahhh!
found the song on Samantha's blog. tot it wasnt that nice initially.. but after a few times.. hmmm! im kinda stuck to it. haha. duno who the singer is. but as long as the song is nice. =) can someone be nice n send it to me ?
lalalalla.. woke up round 1 today. nice sleep! after which i play fm. n napped for awhile.. then did a little work. n slack all the way till now. hahas. no-life boy. but okay la. today is a lazy saturday. so i dont mind ! =)
wanna go out tml ! but cant find people.. got hell lots of movies i wanna watch now! actually only a few. but still.... haha. timings all screwed tml. cos gotta go grandma's hse in the noon. n i'll be playin badminton in the morning. so i'll only be free in the late noon onwards.. which makes things even worst. cos cant go out that longgg.... boooooo.. =(
got to know a particular blog. damn you. we were there to give support. but apparently you'r not very appreciative of that huh.. please do alert us next time if you dont need our support. we'll definitely NOT go for it man. bad for our throats to shout. n bad for our mind to know that we'r not appreciated. again.
rahhh! this is the how many times that this type of things happened la! took an extra step to join this energy-DRAINING and tough cca. yeah. other cca r energy draining and tough too.. we'r all humans man.
lalalalalala. dont care.
this is really boring. played viwawa till sian alr. n not in the mood to fm. nobody is online. omg. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........
byebyes.
taken for granted.
torn
WANTS;
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trucks of cash!
new computer!
Haagen Daaz!
shirts!
pants!
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