your presence made this worthwhile .
you didnt make my heartbeat stop .
instead, you took those heartbeats n breaths away .
Saturday, June 21, 2008
heys .
boooo . bad day today . havent really studied . n i think im gonna blank out during the papers . im so dead . damn it .
sigh .
went out wit my sis n bro in law . was at ikea at Tampines . n i duno why thehell there are sooooo many couples there . ):
anyways . was out yesterday with the clique . Clare's n Serene's birthday ! Happy Birthday girls . =D
met Vincent . been quite awhile since i last saw him n talked to him . he's attached now man . wooo . actually i saw him the previous day . but didnt exactly talked to him cos his girl was there . so didnt wanna disturb . haha . we chatted all the way from Marina to Panjang . had a good time man . its been awhile since we last caught up .
conclusion from the talk . i grew up . hah ! at least i know what is right n what is wrong now . im glad . (:
so yea . realised that my expectations have been increasing too . just like the number of ERPs in Singapore and the GST here . lol . dumb examples . but yar ..
social circle is now smaller too .
due to some monkey reason .
but i think im glad about it ..
hah .
at least im enjoying what i have now .
(:
went through all the things i remembered about the past while i was on my way back .
ha .
it was bad .
very bad .
):
could have avoided many unnecessary actions .
but well ..
dont cry over spilled milk ?
lol .
im done for the updating about my life part .
next ..
oh . song lyrics !
the song is Brian McKnight's Back at One .
enjoy . (:
It's undeniable... that we should be together... It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel, Then let me show you now that I'm for real... If all things in time, time will reveal... Yeah...
One... you're like a dream come true... Two... just wanna be with you... Three... girl it's plain to see... that you'r the only one for me... and Four... repeat steps one to three... Five... make you fall in love with me... If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One (yeah)
So Incredible... the way things work themselves out... And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe... And undesirable... for us to be apart... Never would of made it very far... Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart Cause...
One... you're like a dream come true Two... just wanna be with you Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me and Four.. .repeat steps one to three Five... make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One......
Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun... I feel like a little child... whose life has just begun... You came and breathed new life Into this lonely heart of mine... You threw out the life line... just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....
One... you're like a dream come true Two... just wanna be with you Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me... girl and... Four... repeat steps one through three Five... make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One
byebyes .
its been awhile .
i dont know why ..
the lonely feeling just creeps in .
discreetly .
its hurting .. already .
talked about it .
and maybe ..
he's right .
that is the only solution .
but i dont want to !
i prefer what im having now .
i prefer what my eyes brings me to now .
the past just aint the sights i wanna see .
maybe i need a mirror to myself .
ego is not gonna help here .
brought down to earth .
sigh .
ego is a pretend .
ego is a makeup .
ego is to cover up the rubbish .
or maybe ..
that guy was right .
i just need to make my move .
it was rubbish the other time .
i need to do it on my own .
or not .
sighs .
this is nonsense !
damn it .
i dont know what is the problem now ..
aint life pretty now ?
why do i wanna make it complicated !?
un-loved .
torn
WANTS;
great A's results!!
trucks of cash!
new computer!
Haagen Daaz!
shirts!
pants!
smiles!