Wednesday, April 16, 2008
heys.
dont know why im here..
but yeah. just need a place to whine n lalalala...
feeling super shitty now.
rahh!
i know i got piles n tons of work waiting for me on the table.
n i know i gotta finish them.
i know i gotta study.
i know i gotta do all the tutorials.
i know i have to go thru all the notes.
i know geog mid-yr is coming real soon.
i know mid-yr is just like another month or so away.
but i just dun have the mood to move.
okay. fine..
im lazy.
im having the mixed mood.
the worried but lazy n dun care feeling.
ahhhh.
its raelly shitty..
i dont like it at all..
i need a break.
okay. had one ytd.
but though i was out. at the back of the brain.
i still know n rmb there's work to be completed.
i need a break BREAK..
one tat i totally dont care about work.
n the fact tat this weekend will only be one day..
cos we'r havin higher education day on sat.
n attendance is compulsory.
wth.
not like im gonna come sch n pay attention to whatever shit tats happening.
damn.
i know what i wanna do.
i just wanna SLEEP....
dont care about ANYTHING !
but freak. thats not gonna happen.
im in Singapore.
there's never a 'rest time' here.
everything here is fast n hectic.
oh hey. read in some news some time ago that..
Singaporeans are the world's FASTEST walkers !
how about that man...
unconsciously..
but guess its true la...
stand outside city hall mrt station on a tue morning 8am.
you'll see bullet trains everywhere man !
everything is so planned. there's no time for u to chill n relax..
Singapore's education system means that you'll study all your life n then u join the workin force str away.
pri sch. sec sch. pae for jc. jae for jc. army. uni. WORK. n ultimately death at the end of this.
im not trying to be a pessimist here.
im definitely not one man!
im just stating facts..
lets just stop here.
i need to go back to my work.
as much as i need a break now......
i gotta go back to the life that has been planned.
this cycle is killing me.
=(
bye.
torn