your presence made this worthwhile .
you didnt make my heartbeat stop .
instead, you took those heartbeats n breaths away .
Thursday, March 27, 2008
heys..
Steven Curtis Chapman-Cinderella http://youtube.com/watch?v=BUk5SZ18WhY
couldnt find the imeem version. so no choice but to put youtube. its very nice. at least for my mood now.
sigh. got back a few results. im dead. the supposed to be easiest paper, phy. i failed. S. 40 flat. i dont know wtf happened. no chance to go thru the paper.. only counted the marks.. n the tcher wants it back. maths. got D. im alright with it since i didnt really study THAT hard.. gp. got U. a very very very bad U. damn. so much for being english now man. fuck. i know i'll fail.. but i din expect it to be this bad. this is real bad. chem. im not even interested in getting it man. prob gonna be worst than my gp ? tat is how bad it'll be.
this is the WORST result i've EVER achieve in my 12 years of education. 14 if u include kindergarden 1 and 2. freaking hell ! yeah. i know the reason. obviously. bcos of my laziness. i did study during march hol. wait. i mug-ged. i really did. okays. except for 1 or 2 days.. but the rest of the hol. i really buried myself with notes.
after collecting our phy paper back. the tcher told us about her disappointment. after which she showed us this on the visualiser: "Are you ready to register for A levels?" i got freak out. i swear. "silence" visited my class for 30s. i never knew my class could be this quiet. its real scary.
bcos of that. my mind went BLANK. stoned at canteen for awhile before i went home. since i dont know when was the last time i got home at 3pm. perhaps this is the first. sigh. on the com once i got home. at the screen where im supposed to sign in.. i stoned there for 5min. before i pressed "Turn Off Computer" i forgot what happened in that 5min. i only rmb i sat on the chair n stare at the com.
"Are you ready to register for A levels?" perhaps. this is the first time in my life that im so worried for my studies. even for O's.. im not this scared man. there was poly. at the worst? but now. once i flung A's. my life is OFFICIALLY SCREWED. like seriously screwed this time.
oh yea. EMO people dont say it out. so if im spilling this out to the world, since this blog is on a World Wide Web. does this mean im not THAT emo? haha. perhaps....
"Are you ready to register for A levels?"
torn
WANTS;
great A's results!!
trucks of cash!
new computer!
Haagen Daaz!
shirts!
pants!
smiles!