Friday, December 28, 2007
hello.
sorry. been weeks since i came.
just too busy with stuffs. by stuffs i mean council/orientation1.
i haven really enjoy my holiday thoroughly.
it aint that bad. but its not a wonderful one.
i haven do any of my hol assignments.
so i dont understand y im not enjoying it.
but whatever it is..
im the clan master for BETA ! not BATA. read properly.
n ogls in the clan r rather fun.
most have the same character as me. in some ways..
so i blended in very well. n easily.
not much of a problem. as till today.
cos we'r the more 'greyish' side people.
so hopefully.. we wont run into any problems when o1 starts.
n yup. had our performance rehearsal today.
went pretty fine. just tat i need to rehearse on the introduction part.
other than that.. i guess the clan's performance is pretty cool !
n also. the opening performance.
was labelled as kiddy.
ahhh!
dun understand wad it really meant.
but just str away shouted back something idiotic.
being the typical me.
but after that. realised that i need to like show more of myself.
n ACT out the role.
not just narrating my lines.
okays. enough of performance.
wanted da blog bcos of another reason.
something i mentioned before.
its about exco.
i haven get over it.
n i doubt i'll never get over it until i march into the 9th investiture.
i really thought i got over it.
until today.
i feel disappointed with myself.
okays. again.
the gap/difference really showed today.
i am so not involve. in another word. so EXTRA.
it doesnt concern me in ANY way.
if i know den orh.
if i duno den things still move on.
exco is so involved.
in everything.
n hse capts..
hmmm. let me count the activities we have..
one two three....
wait. let me count again...
one two three four...
oh please ! 2 hands can finish counting ?!
n probably still have a couple of fingers for u to play around with..
n activities we have are 50% completed by the tchers..
so thanks lor..
now we can count the activities that we do in 1 hand.
nope. i never type wrongly.
ONE hand.
that is BELOW FIVE. >5
whatever it is. im too lazy to type.
the involvement rate is wayyyy toooo different.
there is nothing for me to step on.
n even if i hav the ability..
i have NOTHING to excel on.
n yup. i can start something on my own what.. i can create something.
i gotta admit. im not at that level.
in fact. no where near that level.
aaahhhhhhhh. WHATEVER !!
bye.
torn