Tuesday, October 30, 2007
hello.
count down begins!
10more days.
maybe i should consider spending all the nights at esplanade.
been long since i visit the durian.
god knows what happened the last time i visited tat place.
=)
so yar.
need the emo session there i guess.
need to clear out all the emo feelings inside me. somehow.
feelings n emotions r rather mixed these days.
as in like.. it can be good for now.
n the next moment.. i'll be sitting there listening to my nano.
mood SWINGS darn easily.
n of course. any small matters can make me rather emo, angry, vexed..
n all this can just happen within a minute.
n seriously.
i dun wanna retain!
n its like i've wasted 2007.
oh wait. i read something somewhere tat mentioned something tats like:
no matter what happens.. u must not tell yourself tat u have wasted time n regret. u have definitely gained something from this time.
i wonder how many people understand tat. but im sorry for my bad english. just try n understand alright..
so yar..
look back at what i've gained:
definitely friendship.. wouldnt be so gay now if not for the past 6months plus..
studies wise? hmmm. tats gonna be a big question mark i would say.
this is where i've failed myself?
i guess la.
studies was suppose to be my priority.
but what happened?
fun replaced it.
my uncle told me that its alright to play. as long as i divide the time properly. n when i wanna play. i should play without worries. and thus, when it comes to studies. i must be serious n give my 110percent to study.
i always live by this. but maybe i edit it slightly?
n yar. no prize for having the correct ans.
obviously. i didnt give my 110percent when it comes to studies.
n since i've chose to come to a jc. i guess 110percent is not enough.
gettin CCC aint gonna help you to get into a local uni.
people are getting smarter.. n standards r rising fast.
i cant live in the past n believe that CCC is gonna get me into uni.
cos its no longer the case now !
damn.
i gotta
FACE THE REALITY !
aaahhhhh ....
okays. 10days left. im gonna work hard if i get promoted.
i dont care if im gonna do tat alone.
or to pangseh anyone.
ah. i'll try.
=)
but seriously..
i must start working hard should i get promoted.
promoting without foundation is just like committing suicide.
n obviously. my foundation sucks big time.
j2 will be a very fast year.
n i cant even cope with what im having now..
not studying is really suicidal.
i can bid my life goodbye..
so.
i must start STUDYING !
promoting means i only have to endure all these shit for 10months.
time will just fly by.
so easily.
blink 3times.
tadah..
"candidates. please place your entry proof n identification card on the top right hand corner of the desk."
tats all for now.
till the next time.
byebyes.
hit hard by reality.
its
painful !
torn