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Saturday, March 24, 2007

hey people.

wanted to blog yesterday night. but was too 'in no mood' to blog. n anyway. had to get off the com as my sister wanted to sleep.

alrite. we had this small little mini graduation ceremony ytd. nahs. its not from A's. but its from SCAP, Student Council Attachment Program. Mr Tong lead us into this 'emo session'. he asked us to close our eyes.. n think. like any other scappers in the room. i did. just that i wasn't like some who started tearing halfway through. im strong! hmmm. blahs. =)

he got us thinking about our first interview. mine wasn't as smooth as i thought it would be. things i heard outside the room wasn't making me comfortable. n its certainly not helping the 'already quite scare' brain of mine. met SeokHoon outside the room. she's supposed to get interviewed at the room next door. she was kinda stress up i guess. she was still wondering if she should join. so yea.. started physco-ing her to join la. so it partly distracted me away from thinking about what i heard. n then. i stepped into the room. n i swear i was nervous! because they knew i took part in odac's trial. they asked me which i will choose if both clashed. n somehow in some way. i converted my msg to them in such a confident n a 'assured' tone that i'll choose SCAP. oh hey! i was having odac trial right before the interview. n i ran halfway to go for the meeting. n i was asked to plan for national day. with a committee of 10 people. it was certainly a small number. but i rmb.. i was questioned for my distribution at first. n i made slight changes to it. n tadah.. i presented it to them. oh. my interviewer was Mr Tong, Shawn and Huldah. n i was asked to do a cheer at the end.. didnt want to do ichiban cos everyone was doing it. so i end up doing oh yeah. but end up screwing it. haha.

got into scap. n i got my 'preferred' post. as Head of Welfare Committee. n i certainly did not regret choosing n taking up this post. so yea. im attached to 'already quite good friend', Shawn. this post n being in a part of SCAP definately made me learnt alot of things. n i swear.. its really the whole darn lot of things. i started learning right from the interview. rmb i said i had to plan for national day.. to run such a big event with so little people is kinda impossible. i didnt thought of the lack of manpower. so i just divided 10 people to 3 comm. i didnt realise that all of the comm are having too little people. n i was 'enlightened' by Mr Tong. he questioned me: ' then what will Games Co be doing before the games start?' n then i realised! actually.. people who are not doing any thing at a particular time could help the other comm. this way.. people would be handling a few tasks. but its definately better than having a few people to rush things to get all the tasks, given to the comm, done.
n yar.. i not only learn about this.. so much more. i've learn to handle my relations with people, to be optimistic, to look into more, deeper, details. built up my character and developed and grew up. n also. the important stuffs. my capabilty n ability as a leader increased throughout the whole process, journey as a scapper.

Mr Tong also mentioned about who we wanna Thank from SCAP n the 7th. the first scapper came into my mind was Zhi Lun. he was helping me throughout. as Nina was leaving PJ.. i had to kinda do o2 programme 'myself'.. so it was obviously kinda stress for me la. especially when its my first time doing such a major planning. hey! we'r talkin about ORIENTATION CAMP man. its one of the highlights of JC, mugger life. so yar. it MUST be fun n enjoyable. n when welco was left with 4 people.. its not helping! n the worst thing was that 2 of them are in Friendship Day comm. which means.. o2 progco had only me n Zhi Lun! luckily.. he didnt pangseh. n was with me when we had to get this n that vetted. n when this n that got rejected.. we had to 're-think' again.. n blahs. Thanks for not leaving, Zhi Lun!
n for thr 7th. yup. u've guess it. its Shawn. although he's olwaz filled with nonsense and rubbish. its his 'serious at work' attitude that helped me developed so much and enabled myself to learn so much things. his experience at event programming certainly helped. n his unselfishness to share it with me n pass the 'skills' to me.. its really much appreciated. he could have not thought me anything extra. he could have just taught me the basic programming stuffs. but he didnt.. he shared all he knew. Thanks Shawn!
alrite. now all those whom i wanna thank.. this gonna get a little bored for some people but... =]
to i5- Zhi Lun, Lewis, Teo Huei, Wilfred: i really had fun with u guys.. if i were to go through SCAP without u people, SCAP's just gonna be such a boring thingy to me i guess. all the laughters of us will be missed ! =( will not go person by person alrite. anyway. we know how important we are to each other huh.. south park rocks? hehe. oh hey. im waiting for our cheer to come out.. start thinking idiots.. =)
to PehGek, Priscilla, YanBing: somehow. i duno in what ways. i was kinda bonded with u people. espcially when we were in diff comm. pubco?welco? haha. no link! but blahs. thanks for being there for me. n PehGek, haha. STARE at the bright side of life girl. smile more! =D n Pris, thanks for being such an 'advisor' huh. haha. n hor. hehe. SORRY for the constant retying of your hair ah. =p n ah ma, listening to my probs definately bores u yea? but thanks for listening. =)
to rest of scappers: i didnt mention yur name doesnt make u any less important to me. every single scapper stepped into my life n made an impact. if i had any conflicts with you. im truely sorry. forgive me yea? =p Thanks for making this SCAP journey such a wonderful and exciting one.
oh wait. did i miss out Mr Tong? no i didnt. save the best to the last huh? haha. wadeva. to Mr Tong:Thanks for being such a wonderful teacher n advisor to us. being able to lead us with so much ease definately showed your capability, especially when we are all so 'noob' n inexperience. i've learnt sooo much from you. not only in the area of planning n leading. i've learnt how to handle relations better. u were right during our 'graduation assembly'. we are bound to learn some stuffs from this journey. n all these would not have happened without you ard. Thank you.

Thanks scappers and teachers.

smiles! =D =) =]

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