your presence made this worthwhile .
you didnt make my heartbeat stop .
instead, you took those heartbeats n breaths away .
Monday, March 26, 2007
hey.
sighs. was having dinner outside with my parents. i thought its gonna be great. cos its been long since we've eat out together, with my sis. as usual.. i'll talk about my life randomly. n today.. since i got my council application form.. i talked about it. i asked them if i shld try applying for president. n my sister went.. u go school for council or to study? crap la! got discouraged totally. i mean.. shouldn't i be recieving encouragement to try? or even if dont agree bcos it'll bring me alot of stress, she could have told me not to bcos it'll be stress. but no. wad i heard was that.. sighs.
yar. i've gotta admit. for the past mnnths. i have been kinda neglecting my studies for scap work. thats because we onli had like 5weeks to plan for o2! tats a super short period of time.. we had v rush deadlines to meet la.. its not like i want to stay out everyday yar? n im also tired. not i dont wanna sleep, but i just gotta finish all the work first! sighs.
n obviously i go school to study! i have been tryin to time-manage myself. n im still tryin to get use to these new teaching methods n the long long time table. its a big change. im not like others who r so adaptable to changes. n i swear im tryin hard to focus on my studies now. i know how important this 2years gonna be. its just make or break la.
im going to join council. decided. full stop. i really hope i can get encouragements instead of those. n anyway. council gonna help in my long term future. thats part of the reason i joined. so i dont see anything wrong with it.
alrite. enough of that.. went out eating with scappers today. cos school was halfday. celebrate the good A's result this year. yar. its really good. hope my batch will do the same too! n hopefully i'll be one of the contributors to the halfday celebration! =D
im trying hard.
bye.
你真的明白了? 我需要勇气 ! 笑一个! =D
torn
WANTS;
great A's results!!
trucks of cash!
new computer!
Haagen Daaz!
shirts!
pants!
smiles!