Sunday, February 25, 2007
back again.
went blog hopping after i post the last entry. which was around half an hour ago.
i was happy then.
but now. im thinking. im no longer happy.
went to a few friend's blog.. n random people. they'r all in very good schools. those top schools. n i started to think about myself. y am i not like them.. is it that difficult to study? y can they do it n i cant?
the answer. there's only one. n that is. because. i didn't work hard enough. yar. i did. for how long? 1month. while people studied so long ago. they prepared so long before o's. n wad was i doing? playing game? slacking? not only that. my head got so big when i scored well. all the complacency! aiya. dont need study la.. can one. confirm. but end up. wad happen? i threw my own face into a rubbish bin. again. y cant i just be like all normal people. get down to earth. learn how to crawl before i learn how to walk!!
random.
irritating.
damn.
the black and white is back. again.
falling off.
torn