Saturday, January 27, 2007
hello!
hmm. wasnt able da update for the past few days though i really wish i could. many things happened. mainly the scap. im appointed to be the scap welco head. along with Nina! yeahh! n im going to watch the match between Singapore n Malaysia later! there is only like ard 5000 tickets left. so people. cab to kallang now! support our lions.. have faith in them ! jiayou!
okays. have been busy for the past few days bcoz of this. had to plan for meetings? n alot more for the orientation2. but im loving these! the pressure on myself is back.. im not tryin to say im good. but these pressure just allows me to get better. people. think about this honestly. dont u think the days of preparing for o's are so like hmmm. fun? at least you have an aim. you dont do things aimlessly. you dont slack or rot away with your friends. you'r workin so hard for yourself. for a result that allows you to go wherever you want to go.. doesnt that just feels great? that is the case for me! i mean.. cos i've been spending most of the time wandering about. not doing what im suppose to do..
lets talk about welco. our main task for now is basically to plan out the programme schedule for o2. we'r under progco in o2 comm. guess its the most fun comm in o2 le. at least to me. n our nxt task would obviously be the sanctuary. yeah! we'r gonna b in charge for the most loved place in school. at least to me! tat sounds easy doesnt it? people u'r wrong. there's soo much to do.. but nvm. scap welco will strive n be the best comm! woohoo.. work hard people!
was super emo on thurs night. was suppose to be happily shopping n walking around with someone. but end up. it wasnt to be happy. had to choose between scap n 'odac' again. it isnt the first time. scap has a meetin on fri, 4pm. n welco meeting, 6pm. after which we were suppose to have a welco dinner. but at the same time. i signed up for the cycling expedition organised by the odac. im suppose to reach east coast park at 645. that would mean i have to skip all the meetings n welco things. but Nina n Shawn was ill on thurs. both of them didnt come school. i cant possibly leave all the jobs to 2 ill person right? tat wuld mean that i have to choose scap n not go for the cycling. but think about it.. isnt it very, super n extremely irresponsible to tell the odac people tat i cant make it for the cycling trip on thurs when the cycling trip is on fri? thats what i felt. so i din know wad to choose. i was stuck in between. called shawn n asked him about it. but he was still ill n he was on his way to c the doc. so i took out lots of courage n called siewhuey. n really a big thanks to her. she 'allowed' me to go for scap. i use allowed bcoz i duno wad to use. i chose scap before odac. again. im really very sorry! i really tot i culd enjoy this cycling trip while carryin on my duties. im sorry.
challenges always spurs me on. but is that too big a problem for me to solve? especially when im still so new to all these? sigh.
n siewhuey. thanks. alot..
hey girl. while the both of us recovers from our 'culture shock'.. i dont know what i should say to you. thanks alot for what you've done on 25january2007 ! its really more than enough just to be beside me. i really appreciate that. i probably wouldnt be as calm if you were not around. and on 26january2007 in the afternoon. i meant everything i said. i really mean it. i know there was jokes in between.. but thats just me. without all my crap, jokes n idiotic things.. Andy wont be what he is today. though he still isnt much. at least. he's gowing. take your time. its your choice. there is nothing i can force you to do. you are really the surprise in my jc life. i really thought i wont fall into this again. somehow. im getting in again. guess its because its you. yeah. i never thought that those few sms will get things done. will get things sorted out. i know it has to come with effort. take your time....
torn