Saturday, December 09, 2006
hey.
oh well. came here n thrash things out a little. if not everything just rush here n there in my small little brain.
is going to jc really a better option? i've got no confidence for my o's at all. let alone A's in the future. but i wanna get into a uni. i wanna get a degree. i wanna take photo with the square hat. i wanna enjoy the graduating assembly. i want to get good money for my job! yar yar. everyone gonna tell me tat we can get into a uni after graduating from poly. but its just a small percentage of people. very small. n these people r normally those who scored well during o's n dun wanna go jc. n get into a poly. this means they'r the clever people. but im certain tat im not. n put me in tat environment. im sure i'll just keep playin n playin. i need pressure on me to make me move n get on with STUDIES! i dun have self-discipline. at all. i guess.
so yup. we can go to overseas uni.. nothing wrng with tat. but im a person who cant be alone. im no where near the word independent. far off. believe me. i haven tried eatin alone outside. i haven been to shop for stuffs alone before. even if its for simple stuff like pencil or wad.. i'll drag someone along with me. so going overseas alone is definately out for me.
tats bout it. lucky i got this blog to crap. if not i guess my head wuld be in pieces by now.
till next time...
i got dao-ed. twice. busy? rrrraaaahhhh. blahs.
torn