Friday, December 08, 2006
hhaaaalllllooooo.
well. its 230am now. n i cant seem to fall asleep. so i shall come here n waste some time n try n tire myself out. been to a few people's blog. everyone is like makin a reflection for the past year. or rather for their sec sch life. maybe i shall copy n hope it'll waste quite some time here.
sec1 orentation camp. came in to dunearn sec sch. posted to 1e2. where the people are all so nice! forgot whom i first sat with. i tink its wesley. cos he olwaz mention this. but honestly. i dun really rmb. so yup.. orentation camp went thru n we got to know each other. form teacher was ms michelle tham back den. but now since she's married. she's mrs michelle koh. she's a wonderful maths teacher. n thanks to her. i got my foundation right n tats whr i built on. sci teacher was mdm leow. how fierce can she be when she bring us to the chem lab?! omg. a stare from her n the whole class will quiet down. tats how scary she was! chi teacher was mr koh. haha. the old man tat olwaz act like a kid? i guess so. he olwaz talk bout 'yellow' stuffs. n his lesson is olwaz filled with laughters. but despite all these. i still gain alot from his lesson. not those stuffs. but chinese stuffs! promoted to sec2 n all of us got promoted as a class. chi teacher chnged to tbc. freak tcher. caused my chi to dropped a little. maths teacher also chnged. to ms soh. well. she aint tat interestin but she got her job done. literature lesson. ms au. the best sleepin lesson. take up the book tat has a character named 'tianbao' inside. n you sleep. tats wad i did for the whole year! well. i stil managed to pass my major lit exams. at this point of time. i alr somehow had a few friends to hang ard with. vincent. bryan. yimian. darrell. zhenming. wesley. we'll olwaz spend time together. n to think of it now. i seriously miss the time when we go to the bball court n played soccer during our recess. we'll olwaz end up sweatin n rushin to class. i miss those days! sec2 was my 'prime' bball days. was made vice-capt by the coach until my hand got fractured. yishun no14? yup. its him. i cried when the nurse told me i wont be do to have serious sports for the nxt 2-3mnths. competition was so near! how can i miss this period!! tears rolled down. mr yeoh saw everything. guess he knew tat i really wanted to fight on n worked hard. n he allowed me to continue to be in the team. hoping that i would recover in time n take part if the team proceeds to the national level. but well. we din make it thru the zonal. but nonetheless. i loved our team spirit. n i miss the time when we shouted OOOSSSHHH together. n the sentence that someone said before our last match in the zonal compt. 'c'mon. lets do this together. we'll win as a team n lose with honour. we'll do this for andy.' it was then tat i truely understand what team spirit was all about. it really moved me. but i couldn't do much for the team. with one hand. i passed them water. towels. n did everything i could. they too. gave their best. the spirit in the game. i will never forget.
so well. got promoted to sec3. i guess thats when i know of an idiot name fahrun anderson tanmalano. up till now. i still cant figure out how i know him. i think its thru weijie bahs. the track n field gang. so well. our gang became bigger. our soccer craze increased. introduced to this peer tutoring thingy. which made all of us grumbled non-stop. it replaced the standard tutorial. n the school introduced a student leadership board to takeover the student council. this move gave the student leaders more 'power' n recognition. went thru the camp n interview. they were choosing people for the top13 post in the board. n well. being such a un-serious kid. i wasnt chosen for any of them. so i continued to be a prefect. had all those duties that i olwaz find excuse n skipped them. but it was this duties that bond us. the prefects. together. we will olwaz sit together at the stairs on the 3rd level. n we'll olwaz chat there. tats wad we do durin our lower sec too! n when the teacher caught us. we'll sae we'r just askin each other some stuff. n den we'll quickly walk away.
n with the blink of an eye. we got onto sec4. o's reachin us soooo soon. my secondary school life is going to end. at the start of the year. i remember i told myself. work hard n chiong all the way till o's end. n obviously i din make it. began to slack. took chi o's in june. was real scare when the results came out. n tat mr toh. still play with my class n made us the last class to c the results. n to much relief. i got an A for my o's. mock exams reached very very soon. i wasnt really payin much attention n was still in the playin mood. until prelim. i finally realise its time to be serious n start studyin. so yar. brought up books n really studied for my prelims. but i guess it din worked well. l1r5 was 19. pathetic. but i still manage to pull myself up. 1nov came. took my 2nd o level paper! but this time round. i can really feel the 'heat.' i told myself that i will just have to endure this for the nxt 19 days n all will be done. but i couldn't take these. broke down somewhr in the 12th or 13th. gave up studyin. n i mean. gave up. there was this break n i wasnt touchin any books. slack ard. played com. etc. just all except for books. now to think of it. i really regretted. had i spend these time on practising maths sums. i wouldnt be so bothered by my maths now. n blah blahs.. i duno wad was goin thru my mind at that time. but its certainly not the same as whats in my mind now. but its over. no point ponderin over it. n im missing sooo much stuffs during sec4. the time when we play during our pe lesson. oh weelllll.. sec4 life: to be continued....
3mnth course coming up next. will know the result on 14dec. i guess i'll prob get into pioneer. but will i really study? if i flung my A's.. it'll be the end of me. somehow. i'll have to go to poly. tat means i've wasted 2years of my life. but i really wanna get into a uni. n jc will be an easier option to get into one. it'll be hard to progress from poly to uni. but from what i've heard. jc seems sooo stress. the 'standard of living' if like prelim days.. can i survive 2years of this? i doubt i can. i'll just break down n die. so okay. nothing wrng with getting into a poly. but what course am i going to take there? i still dun hav an idea of what i wanna be when i grow.. oh damn! im feeling so... tight? i guess i need some fresh air now. i guess its just bcoz its this topic.
hmm. i would like to thank alot alot of people. vincent. the tall freak whose olwaz there for me. no matter if im down or if im going home. bryan. the super guai lan freak n the eng pro. darrell. the rich kid n clever freak. yimian. the heroin addict n muscular kia. n the most 'loyal' guy. never pangseh anyone of us til now. clare. my best girl friend. who never fails to listen to my bedtime stories n the one who olwaz name me the GIRL. rachel. the girl who olwaz makes me feel young n that i should grow. n recently. this freak is beginning to be important to me. fahrun. the guy who never fails to brighten our day. but dun look down on him. he's real deep. n to all those that has helped me grow. classmates of 2e2 year 2004! the best class i've ever seen n been to. dunearn basketball team. the team really made me learnt lots of stuffs. things like: you cant gain something by just sayin you want. you gotta work real hard n put in your very best for it. talking bout this. i rmb someone so important to me now once said: its not enough to give in your best. you gotta exceed the limit. you have to EXCEED your BEST.
thank you. people.
n its 330 now. im tired. tats all for now..
torn