Tuesday, December 05, 2006
hello.
just uploaded a few of the prom nite pics. haha. darr/dada/davinci/illegalbangla/richpig.. is our Mr Personality for year 2006! he is a product from 1e2,2e2 okays! haha. Benjamin was the prom king! he was so shuai please.. recieving electricity wheneva you look at his eyes. haha.
just came home from the e2 chalet.. ben long since we've meet up as a whole class. but i guess we still wasnt a class ytd. quite a few people couldn't make it. but nonetheless. its was still fun i guess. at least for most of the time. n was proud to spend time with Mr Personality.. haha. the chalet was quite big n i guess it was quite value for money. just tat we were given one of the bungalows inside. n there was this disturbin stench. but overall i guess it aint tat bad. spend most of the time playin mahjong for the first dae. n the second dae. we were slackin ard. played pool. bball. captain's ball n bbq! n i guess shaojie will make a good chef? haha. his 'otah chick wing' was cool! ate quite alot at midnight. oh n i was so bad during the bbq.. haha. sorry people! i din help anything! i just sat n ate n crap throughout. was given the task to take care of the ill mr personality la huh.. forgive me! hehe.
hmmm.. how am i goin to spend the rest of my holidays? everybody's workin! except for ME n fahrun. tat illegal worker. i wanna work too! but i cant seem to find a job.the it shop at marina square i guess its gone bahs. hvn called me. but i know haagen daas n coffee bean r hiring people! but sis dun wan me to work there i guess. i wan money! i wanna buy lots n lots of stuffs. slippers! fm2007! blahblahs.. n im goin 3mnth? i duno... im so afraid of the life in jc. everyone's tellin me tat it'll be stress. the 'standard' of living will be like prelim! n i cant imagine myself goin thru 2years of prelim. i'll die! is poly a beta option? i duno!! guess i need to talk to people again.. but everyone's busy with their own stuffs. damn!
i guess i alr know wad im goin to do bahs. its very simple. just giving my very best. full effort n commit myself into this. im not gonna give up so easily! at least not until she ask me to leave n not interact with her. kind of hinted her. but i guess she still doesnt know bahs.. n from the hints. i know tat this will be very very difficult for me. super steep uphill task! but im gonna do it! i can do it!
all i need is a chance to prove myself. guess tats all im askin for. or rather.. tats all i can ask for.. i wont regret wad im goin to do. i'll fight till the day when you feel that im able to replace the whoever person in your heart now.
torn