been recalling about the basketball days recently .
not sure why too .
like super random out of nothing and nothing !
i miss the adrenaline you get from running up and down the court .
i miss the shouting you'll get, be it instructions, cheering or scoldings .
i miss the times when the training gets so tough that you'll just wanna die .
i miss the stopwatch .
i miss the rim .
i miss the ball .
i want my time machine !
i want to get back to whatever memories my heart is missing .
i want to be doing whatever i wanna do at that very moment .
lets just say i wanna be at beach stoning now .
guess im still feeling the heat from the quarrel just now .
it was supposed to be a simple sat night .
why do things always screw up so badly when i want it most ..
i dont know what the previous sentence means too . just figure out slowly . lazy to structure the sentence . poor english plus fcuk up brain = that .
so anyways .
someone needs to try and make my day for once .
just once .
just give it a try .
think i've forgotten what it feels like to be pampered .
the whiny me is beginning to haunt me too frequently .
and ya . by someone i mean my dear girl .
and girl, dont get me wrong .
im not blaming anyone here .
im just saying you should give it a try ..
love ya too much to do otherwise .
thats all folks,
till the next time .
Saturday, October 24, 2009
hell . thrown at home to rot ..
and no shows to watch . freak hell .
i think i need a life .
maybe a new hobby that only require myself .
i need to freaking improve on my self-control and discipline !!
i swear im pooorrrrrrr now .
like darn poor .
maybe a step away from plucking grass for my meals .
okay . thats exaggeration .
but i do need to save up .
aircon, carpet, cupboard and many many more ..
on a random note .
i have an antique xbox at home .
anyone wanna buy from me ?
i'll sell it, er, 50bucks !
bye all .
this week was relatively slow ?
hah . had OMer's course .
rather slack i would say ..
had the test today and completed in the first half . woo ..
there's so much in my mind that i dont know how to type it out .
so yea .
guess its just gonna stay inside my head .
think i'll take some time to get back to blogging .
i mean like, its not easy to have so much and type it out slowly .
so yeah ..
gonna run the fam run on sunday morning. 15km ?
haha. its not gonna be easy i guess .
tried the shoe this evening .
but think its pretty good .
only that its a little heavy .
guess i just need some getting use to .
i am so looking forward to stan chart .
its gonna be a huge challenge !!
time for bed .
Thursday, October 15, 2009
hi all !
decided to kick the blog alive !
too stagnant for too long already .
and getting too bored on the computer .
so yea ..
lets start with my army life .
just passed out from aisl .
20weeks yo !
can vividly remember the first day when i reported in cv .
everyone else was on smart4 . =p
so yup, 20weeks later .
learnt hell lots . and got myself some award, the silver bayonet .
didnt get the gold . sigh .
but oh well .. doesnt matter !
so yup, learnt alot and posted to 40 .
going for aps course very soon .
lotsa shit waiting ahead ..
oh . guess what ..
im still with the fat girl .
10months and going on .
somehow huh ?
im bored of typing already ..
lets wait for the next time i log in ..
Sunday, March 22, 2009
=) yea . got my posting alr . sispec . hmmm . didnt get into ocs .. sighs .. too stupid ? hah . i guess so la .. but well .. not like i didnt expect it.. expect that i thought my performance was good enough ? i improved alot from the start okays ! be it mentally or physically .. at least i know i improved ..
but nvm ! there's still chance for crossing over to ocs ! only that one has to perform darn well la .. hahs .. im gonna go and be gungho ! lol .. we'll see .. why do i have a feeling it wont happen .. hahah !
and so block leave is coming to an end .. sighs . why does time go faster when im relaxing ... lol . whinings .......
but nonetheless . i enjoyed this few days . spent time with family, my girl and friends .. no complains . =) obviously i wont mind having more time la . duhhh .. hah . if only my girl is not working .. it will be even nicer .. but too bad ..
oh anyways . i think im gonna get myself a psp .. woo .. mum gonna sponsor half ? hahs . i guess so .. but im more interested in a Wii now .. damn it . but its freaking ex .. hah . slightly over the price of 2 psp .. but me wants to play with the controllers .. lol . looks darn fun can .. but aiya . no money no talk . stick to psp . hah ..
aiite .. time to sleep alr . gonna prepare breakfast for girl and parents tml . =)
yup . mr nice is here . hahah !
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
alrights . this is been awhile .. i nearly forget my password . hah ! so yea .. enlisted and botak-ed . lols ..
and .. pop-ed . last wed . everything's cool .
army is really the shit man .. people always say you'll only forge real bonds after going thru shit tgt .. and you tot school was shit enough . wait till you get into tekong . they'll show you shit man ! okays . obviously not literally .. unless you'r talking about field camp . hah ..
so yea.. made lotsa friends there . =) everyone's cool and all .
and 24km was hell .. but yeah . its definitely beter than 16 . that sucks ..
but in a nutshell .. i did grow up . by alot .. army is where boys grow into men . yup ! its true . hah . well .. im alot more independent now .. and i know whats respect all about . you really gotta earn it . no point talking .. its all about action . and whatever it is .. just make it happen . dont whine. dont complain .. just do it .
and A's is out . screwed up badly .. but im not gonna retake . gonna just do with what i have ..
guess a degree will do now . i mean .. everyone on the streets are having a degree man .. so its just how u wanna start your career ? yeah . at least this make sense to me . so a degree from sim/mdis wont make much difference to me when compared to a degree from say, nus ?
and that sounds as though im consoling myslf .. hahs . no im not ! thats what i really think . so yea .
sorry ah . brain not really functioning very well . just typing whatever that pops into my mind .
and i'll be going off .. shall gym tml morning ! =)
till the next time ..
Friday, January 09, 2009
gonna make a real short post before i head to tekong . botak yo .
anyways . had dinner with my family ytd night .this jap restuarant . buffet ! wooo .. nice dinner it was . =)
let pictures do the talking .
im off people . i'll take care of myself .
and baby .. yes i mean you, Natalie .. must take care of yourself too alrights ! and if you found a job during the weekends then it shall be that way lo . no worries ! just try not to okays .. =p i love you . and i'll miss you ... =)
bye all ..
great A's results!!
trucks of cash!