Monday, February 04, 2013
torn
Sunday, November 22, 2009
sighs .
emo emo .
been recalling about the basketball days recently .
not sure why too .
like super random out of nothing and nothing !
i miss the adrenaline you get from running up and down the court .
i miss the shouting you'll get, be it instructions, cheering or scoldings .
i miss the times when the training gets so tough that you'll just wanna die .
i miss the stopwatch .
i miss the rim .
i miss the ball .
i want my time machine !
i want to get back to whatever memories my heart is missing .
i want to be doing whatever i wanna do at that very moment .
lets just say i wanna be at beach stoning now .
guess im still feeling the heat from the quarrel just now .
sighs .
it was supposed to be a simple sat night .
why do things always screw up so badly when i want it most ..
i dont know what the previous sentence means too . just figure out slowly . lazy to structure the sentence . poor english plus fcuk up brain = that .
so anyways .
someone needs to try and make my day for once .
just once .
just give it a try .
think i've forgotten what it feels like to be pampered .
the whiny me is beginning to haunt me too frequently .
and ya . by someone i mean my dear girl .
and girl, dont get me wrong .
im not blaming anyone here .
im just saying you should give it a try ..
love ya too much to do otherwise .
=)
thats all folks,
till the next time .
byes .
torn
Saturday, October 24, 2009
boreddddd ..
hell . thrown at home to rot ..
and no shows to watch . freak hell .
i think i need a life .
maybe a new hobby that only require myself .
hah .
anyways .
i need to freaking improve on my self-control and discipline !!
i swear im pooorrrrrrr now .
like darn poor .
maybe a step away from plucking grass for my meals .
hahaha .
okay . thats exaggeration .
but i do need to save up .
aircon, carpet, cupboard and many many more ..
on a random note .
i have an antique xbox at home .
anyone wanna buy from me ?
hahs .
i'll sell it, er, 50bucks !
=D
bye all .
torn
this week was relatively slow ?
hah . had OMer's course .
rather slack i would say ..
had the test today and completed in the first half . woo ..
anyways .
there's so much in my mind that i dont know how to type it out .
so yea .
guess its just gonna stay inside my head .
think i'll take some time to get back to blogging .
i mean like, its not easy to have so much and type it out slowly .
so yeah ..
gonna run the fam run on sunday morning. 15km ?
haha. its not gonna be easy i guess .
tried the shoe this evening .
160bucks yo!
but think its pretty good .
only that its a little heavy .
guess i just need some getting use to .
=)
i am so looking forward to stan chart .
its gonna be a huge challenge !!
time for bed .
bye !
torn
Thursday, October 15, 2009
decided to kick the blog alive !
=)
too stagnant for too long already .
and getting too bored on the computer .
so yea ..
lets start with my army life .
hmmm .
just passed out from aisl .
20weeks yo !
can vividly remember the first day when i reported in cv .
everyone else was on smart4 . =p
so yup, 20weeks later .
learnt hell lots . and got myself some award, the silver bayonet .
=D
didnt get the gold . sigh .
but oh well .. doesnt matter !
so yup, learnt alot and posted to 40 .
going for aps course very soon .
lotsa shit waiting ahead ..
oh . guess what ..
im still with the fat girl .
hahs .
10months and going on .
somehow huh ?
alrights
im bored of typing already ..
lets wait for the next time i log in ..
=)
torn
Sunday, March 22, 2009
=)
yea . got my posting alr .
sispec .
hmmm .
didnt get into ocs ..
sighs ..
too stupid ?
hah . i guess so la ..
but well .. not like i didnt expect it..
expect that i thought my performance was good enough ?
i improved alot from the start okays !
be it mentally or physically ..
at least i know i improved ..
but nvm !
there's still chance for crossing over to ocs !
only that one has to perform darn well la ..
hahs ..
im gonna go and be gungho !
lol ..
we'll see ..
why do i have a feeling it wont happen .. hahah !
and so block leave is coming to an end ..
sighs .
why does time go faster when im relaxing ...
lol .
whinings .......
but nonetheless . i enjoyed this few days .
spent time with family, my girl and friends ..
no complains .
=)
obviously i wont mind having more time la .
duhhh ..
hah .
if only my girl is not working ..
it will be even nicer ..
but too bad ..
oh anyways . i think im gonna get myself a psp ..
woo ..
mum gonna sponsor half ?
hahs .
i guess so ..
but im more interested in a Wii now ..
damn it .
but its freaking ex ..
hah .
slightly over the price of 2 psp ..
but me wants to play with the controllers .. lol .
looks darn fun can ..
but aiya . no money no talk .
stick to psp . hah ..
aiite ..
time to sleep alr .
gonna prepare breakfast for girl and parents tml .
=)
yup . mr nice is here .
hahah !
cya !
torn
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
alrights . this is been awhile ..
i nearly forget my password . hah !
so yea ..
enlisted and botak-ed .
lols ..
and .. pop-ed .
last wed .
everything's cool .
army is really the shit man ..
people always say you'll only forge real bonds after going thru shit tgt ..
and you tot school was shit enough .
wait till you get into tekong .
they'll show you shit man !
okays . obviously not literally ..
unless you'r talking about field camp . hah ..
so yea..
made lotsa friends there . =)
everyone's cool and all .
and 24km was hell ..
but yeah . its definitely beter than 16 .
that sucks ..
but in a nutshell ..
i did grow up .
by alot ..
army is where boys grow into men .
yup ! its true . hah .
well .. im alot more independent now ..
and i know whats respect all about .
you really gotta earn it .
no point talking .. its all about action .
and whatever it is .. just make it happen .
dont whine. dont complain ..
just do it .
and A's is out . screwed up badly ..
but im not gonna retake .
gonna just do with what i have ..
guess a degree will do now .
i mean .. everyone on the streets are having a degree man ..
so its just how u wanna start your career ?
yeah . at least this make sense to me .
so a degree from sim/mdis wont make much difference to me when compared to a degree from say, nus ?
and that sounds as though im consoling myslf .. hahs .
no im not !
thats what i really think .
so yea .
sorry ah . brain not really functioning very well .
just typing whatever that pops into my mind .
and i'll be going off ..
shall gym tml morning !
=)
till the next time ..
torn
Friday, January 09, 2009
gonna make a real short post before i head to tekong .
botak yo .
anyways .
had dinner with my family ytd night .this jap restuarant . buffet !
wooo ..
nice dinner it was .
=)
let pictures do the talking .
im off people .
i'll take care of myself .
and baby ..
yes i mean you, Natalie ..
must take care of yourself too alrights !
and if you found a job during the weekends then it shall be that way lo .
no worries !
just try not to okays ..
=p
i love you .
and i'll miss you ...
=)
bye all ..
torn