tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-378028952011-07-08T14:16:24.937+08:00A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.comBlogger1341100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-6438072550880501422009-11-22T00:27:00.002+08:002009-11-22T00:49:35.749+08:00hihi .<div><br /></div><div>sighs . </div><div>emo emo .</div><div><br /></div><div>been recalling about the basketball days recently .</div><div>not sure why too .</div><div>like super random out of nothing and nothing !</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss the adrenaline you get from running up and down the court .</div><div>i miss the shouting you'll get, be it instructions, cheering or scoldings .</div><div>i miss the times when the training gets so tough that you'll just wanna die .</div><div>i miss the stopwatch .</div><div>i miss the rim .</div><div>i miss the ball .</div><div><br /></div><div>i want my time machine !</div><div><br /></div><div>i want to get back to whatever memories my heart is missing .</div><div>i want to be doing whatever i wanna do at that very moment .</div><div><br /></div><div>lets just say i wanna be at beach stoning now .</div><div><br /></div><div>guess im still feeling the heat from the quarrel just now .</div><div>sighs .</div><div>it was supposed to be a simple sat night .</div><div>why do things always screw up so badly when i want it most ..</div><div>i dont know what the previous sentence means too . just figure out slowly . lazy to structure the sentence . poor english plus fcuk up brain = that .</div><div><br /></div><div>so anyways .</div><div>someone needs to try and make my day for once .</div><div>just once .</div><div>just give it a try .</div><div><br /></div><div>think i've forgotten what it feels like to be pampered .</div><div>the whiny me is beginning to haunt me too frequently .</div><div>and ya . by someone i mean my dear girl .</div><div><br /></div><div>and girl, dont get me wrong . </div><div>im not blaming anyone here .</div><div>im just saying you should give it a try ..</div><div>love ya too much to do otherwise .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>thats all folks,</div><div>till the next time .</div><div><br /></div><div>byes .</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-643807255088050142?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-68692273542796991782009-10-24T21:14:00.002+08:002009-10-24T21:20:17.218+08:00heys .<div><br /></div><div>boreddddd ..</div><div>hell . thrown at home to rot ..</div><div>and no shows to watch . freak hell .</div><div>i think i need a life .</div><div>maybe a new hobby that only require myself .</div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways .</div><div>i need to freaking improve on my self-control and discipline !!</div><div>i swear im pooorrrrrrr now .</div><div>like darn poor .</div><div>maybe a step away from plucking grass for my meals .</div><div>hahaha .</div><div>okay . thats exaggeration .</div><div>but i do need to save up .</div><div>aircon, carpet, cupboard and many many more ..</div><div><br /></div><div>on a random note .</div><div>i have an antique xbox at home .</div><div>anyone wanna buy from me ?</div><div>hahs .</div><div>i'll sell it, er, 50bucks !<br /></div><div>=D</div><div><br /></div><div>bye all .</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6869227354279699178?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-69930900411450134262009-10-24T00:20:00.002+08:002009-10-24T00:24:41.759+08:00hellos ..<div><br /></div><div>this week was relatively slow ?</div><div>hah . had OMer's course .</div><div>rather slack i would say ..</div><div>had the test today and completed in the first half . woo ..</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways . </div><div>there's so much in my mind that i dont know how to type it out .</div><div>so yea .</div><div>guess its just gonna stay inside my head .</div><div>think i'll take some time to get back to blogging . </div><div>i mean like, its not easy to have so much and type it out slowly .</div><div>so yeah ..</div><div><br /></div><div>gonna run the fam run on sunday morning. 15km ?</div><div>haha. its not gonna be easy i guess .</div><div>tried the shoe this evening .</div><div>160bucks yo!</div><div>but think its pretty good .</div><div>only that its a little heavy .</div><div>guess i just need some getting use to .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>i am so looking forward to stan chart . </div><div>its gonna be a huge challenge !!</div><div><br /></div><div>time for bed .</div><div>bye !</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6993090041145013426?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-66711776281275619892009-10-15T22:07:00.002+08:002009-10-15T22:17:37.986+08:00hi all !<div><br /></div><div>decided to kick the blog alive !</div><div>=)</div><div>too stagnant for too long already .</div><div>and getting too bored on the computer .</div><div>so yea ..</div><div><br /></div><div>lets start with my army life .</div><div>hmmm .</div><div>just passed out from aisl .</div><div>20weeks yo !</div><div>can vividly remember the first day when i reported in cv .</div><div>everyone else was on smart4 . =p</div><div>so yup, 20weeks later .</div><div>learnt hell lots . and got myself some award, the silver bayonet .</div><div>=D</div><div>didnt get the gold . sigh .</div><div>but oh well .. doesnt matter ! </div><div>so yup, learnt alot and posted to 40 .</div><div>going for aps course very soon .</div><div>lotsa shit waiting ahead ..</div><div><br /></div><div>oh . guess what ..</div><div>im still with the fat girl .</div><div>hahs .</div><div>10months and going on . </div><div>somehow huh ?</div><div><br /></div><div>alrights </div><div>im bored of typing already ..</div><div>lets wait for the next time i log in ..</div><div><br /></div><div>=)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6671177628127561989?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-79027570584681389342009-03-22T02:23:00.002+08:002009-03-22T02:37:15.957+08:00hellos ..<br /><br />=)<br />yea . got my posting alr .<br />sispec .<br />hmmm .<br />didnt get into ocs ..<br />sighs ..<br />too stupid ?<br />hah . i guess so la ..<br />but well .. not like i didnt expect it..<br />expect that i thought my performance was good enough ?<br />i improved alot from the start okays !<br />be it mentally or physically ..<br />at least i know i improved ..<br /><br />but nvm !<br />there's still chance for crossing over to ocs !<br />only that one has to perform darn well la ..<br />hahs ..<br />im gonna go and be gungho !<br />lol ..<br />we'll see ..<br />why do i have a feeling it wont happen .. hahah !<br /><br />and so block leave is coming to an end ..<br />sighs .<br />why does time go faster when im relaxing ...<br />lol .<br />whinings .......<br /><br />but nonetheless . i enjoyed this few days .<br />spent time with family, my girl and friends ..<br />no complains .<br />=)<br />obviously i wont mind having more time la .<br />duhhh ..<br />hah .<br />if only my girl is not working ..<br />it will be even nicer ..<br />but too bad ..<br /><br />oh anyways . i think im gonna get myself a psp ..<br />woo ..<br />mum gonna sponsor half ?<br />hahs .<br />i guess so ..<br />but im more interested in a Wii now ..<br />damn it .<br />but its freaking ex ..<br />hah .<br />slightly over the price of 2 psp ..<br />but me wants to play with the controllers .. lol .<br />looks darn fun can ..<br />but aiya . no money no talk .<br />stick to psp . hah ..<br /><br />aiite ..<br />time to sleep alr .<br />gonna prepare breakfast for girl and parents tml .<br />=)<br /><br />yup . mr nice is here .<br />hahah !<br /><br />cya !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7902757058468138934?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-4912355376785624362009-03-17T01:33:00.002+08:002009-03-17T01:51:41.429+08:00hihi !<br /><br />alrights . this is been awhile ..<br />i nearly forget my password . hah !<br />so yea ..<br />enlisted and botak-ed .<br />lols ..<br /><br />and .. pop-ed .<br />last wed .<br />everything's cool .<br /><br />army is really the shit man ..<br />people always say you'll only forge real bonds after going thru shit tgt ..<br />and you tot school was shit enough .<br />wait till you get into tekong .<br />they'll show you shit man !<br />okays . obviously not literally ..<br />unless you'r talking about field camp . hah ..<br /><br />so yea..<br />made lotsa friends there . =)<br />everyone's cool and all .<br /><br />and 24km was hell ..<br />but yeah . its definitely beter than 16 .<br />that sucks ..<br /><br />but in a nutshell ..<br />i did grow up .<br />by alot ..<br />army is where boys grow into men .<br />yup ! its true . hah .<br />well .. im alot more independent now ..<br />and i know whats respect all about .<br />you really gotta earn it .<br />no point talking .. its all about action .<br />and whatever it is .. just make it happen .<br />dont whine. dont complain ..<br />just do it .<br /><br />and A's is out . screwed up badly ..<br />but im not gonna retake .<br />gonna just do with what i have ..<br /><br />guess a degree will do now .<br />i mean .. everyone on the streets are having a degree man ..<br />so its just how u wanna start your career ?<br />yeah . at least this make sense to me .<br />so a degree from sim/mdis wont make much difference to me when compared to a degree from say, nus ?<br /><br />and that sounds as though im consoling myslf .. hahs .<br />no im not !<br />thats what i really think .<br />so yea .<br /><br />sorry ah . brain not really functioning very well .<br />just typing whatever that pops into my mind .<br /><br />and i'll be going off ..<br />shall gym tml morning !<br />=)<br /><br />till the next time ..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-491235537678562436?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-36787017267977907742009-01-09T08:11:00.005+08:002009-01-09T08:21:22.464+08:00hellos ..<br /><br />gonna make a real short post before i head to tekong .<br />botak yo .<br /><br />anyways .<br />had dinner with my family ytd night .this jap restuarant . buffet !<br />wooo ..<br />nice dinner it was .<br />=)<br /><br />let pictures do the talking .<br /><br />im off people .<br />i'll take care of myself .<br /><br /><em>and baby ..</em><br /><em>yes i mean you, Natalie ..</em><br /><em>must take care of yourself too alrights !</em><br /><em>and if you found a job during the weekends then it shall be that way lo .</em><br /><em>no worries !</em><br /><em>just try not to okays ..</em><br /><em>=p</em><br /><em>i love you .</em><br /><em>and i'll miss you ...</em><br /><em>=)</em><br /><br />bye all ..<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SWaXoD-yEQI/AAAAAAAAABI/XYnhdF6h7Sc/s1600-h/P1080990.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289081526912422146" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SWaXoD-yEQI/AAAAAAAAABI/XYnhdF6h7Sc/s200/P1080990.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SWaXJ4JVJyI/AAAAAAAAABA/zDoMgpb5kHE/s1600-h/P1080976.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289081008339363618" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SWaXJ4JVJyI/AAAAAAAAABA/zDoMgpb5kHE/s200/P1080976.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SWaWyN39xrI/AAAAAAAAAA4/a1YXNNVuoj4/s1600-h/P1080980.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289080601855248050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SWaWyN39xrI/AAAAAAAAAA4/a1YXNNVuoj4/s200/P1080980.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3678701726797790774?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-52388282174059175152009-01-08T01:27:00.002+08:002009-01-08T01:34:48.138+08:00heys !<br /><br />wow !<br />dont know how i can use words to describe what i felt for the past days ..<br />it has been fantastic !<br /><em>Natalie Lio, this is it .</em><br /><em>im not gonna run away .</em><br /><em>neither will you .</em><br /><em>alrights ?</em><br /><br />been spending the past few days with her .<br />went around Singapore .<br />hahs .<br />though a tiny island ..<br />her presence just made everything cool .<br />i meant that .<br />=)<br /><br />spending money like some retarded too .<br />minimum of 50bucks a day .<br />like minimum !<br />hahs .<br />except today perhaps ..<br />porridge and bread with sausage .<br />after which we went secret recipe .<br />dinner was eeewwww ..<br />hate garlics and the entire plate just smells garlic all over .<br />damn it .<br />but ah well ..<br />had to make do with it .<br />=(<br /><br />didnt get the chance to hop onto the flyer !<br />sigh !<br />in the future then ...<br />=)<br /><br />thats all for now ..<br />think i'll be back tml .<br />and tml will be a happening day !<br />and dinner with family too ..<br />=)<br /><br />bye all .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5238828217405917515?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-66182075967469050172009-01-02T16:30:00.004+08:002009-01-02T18:09:50.798+08:00hey yo !<br /><br />chinese for a change !<br />hahs ..<br />actually . jus wanna post something for the fat bitch .<br />=)<br /><br />from the song "最近" by 李圣杰。<br />bcos fat bitch thinks the song is darn emo .<br />but she likes the song .<br />so yeah ..<br />changed the lyrics !<br />and yes . i did it on my own alrights !!<br />my chinese are all coming back to me .<br />=D<br /><br />你想要的<br />我都一定会让你拿到手<br />我能给的<br />就是你一定必须珍惜的<br />我们会适合也会在一起<br />好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要笑<br />你常解释这样的一切都只是开始<br />我觉得是所有的一切早就被安排<br />不想再约束<br />不要再痛苦<br />不可能会有更好的情路<br /><br />=)<br /><br />chinese ftw yea !?<br />wooo ..<br /><br />thats all for now ..<br />hmmm .. for a long while .<br />lol !!<br /><br />byebyes !<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6618207596746905017?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-47716069968633157072008-12-31T00:33:00.001+08:002008-12-31T00:34:35.455+08:00hey !<br /><br />ahhh ..<br />seems like blogger dont allow users to lock entries ..<br />=(<br /><br />but whyyyy ..<br />urghh ..<br /><br />oh well .<br />im off then .<br /><br />byebyes ..<br /><br /><br /><em>24hours away .</em><br /><em>no ! not to new year !</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4771606996863315707?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-73521799528949997592008-12-28T23:25:00.003+08:002008-12-28T23:56:31.651+08:00hellos !<br /><br />it wasnt a bbq in the end .<br />hahas . a family dinner ..<br />okays . not exactly family since my dad wasnt around .<br />he's still working .<br />his working time is super irregular .<br /><br />so over the dinner .<br />we talked about my enlistment ..<br />and how can we possibly leave out 'the siao one' .<br />hahahaha !<br />thats nat fyi .<br />so yea .. on my enlistment day .<br />parents and elder sis plus both my bro in laws will send me there .<br />cool huh .<br />so yup . do your math and thats 5people .<br />it means .. the siao one wont be going .<br />we conluded that it'll be for the better .<br />she wont cry this way . i think .<br />and i wont feel so emo .<br />hah !<br />yes i will . damn it .<br />lols .<br /><br />going malaysia tml !<br />with a few council people .<br />think it'll be fun !<br />overseas trip with friends will always be fun i guess .<br />=D<br />ah damn it .<br />my malaysia trip with the dumb girl seems screwed .<br />so yar ..<br />staying in singapore instead .<br /><br />oh yeah !<br />so i got bored n had nothing to do when i was at my sis house .<br />so i started planning whatever we gonna do .<br />everthing looks good on paper now .<br />just left with the financial part and carrying it out .<br />=)<br />love one of the day's plan !<br />and obviously .. im not gonna blog it out ..<br />readers will know once its over .<br />guess i'l blog about it ?<br />we'll see .<br />hahahs .<br /><br />after planning . i realised ..<br />i only hav 7days with her ?!<br />omfcukingg .<br />cos 8th is family day .<br />but dont care .<br />Natalie Lio, you'r gonna join in !<br />hahah !<br /><br />yeah . im done ..<br />now .. Xueli asked me to do something . so i'll be nice and do it .<br />since im kinda bored anyways .<br /><br />a memory of me n Xueli:<br />there's alot man ! lols .<br />bad - in the canteen . Xueli and Feiyun . classic moment .<br />good - receiving my 18th birthday present . THE monkey !<br /><br />i so gotta thank the 2 of them for giving me the monkey pls .<br />hahahahs .<br />its so significant between me and the dumb girl now .<br />lols .<br />=)<br /><br />If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now. Even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of You and I. It can be good or bad, it can be anything you want. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.<br /><br />thats all for today .<br /><br />sayos !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7352179952894999759?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-30278696595526772572008-12-28T01:06:00.007+08:002008-12-28T01:51:44.164+08:00<div align="center">hihi !</div><div align="center"><br />wow .</div><div align="center">what an experience ..</div><div align="center">up and down the hill . </div><div align="center">jumping down the bike .</div><div align="center">losing my water bottle .</div><div align="center">losing our way .</div><div align="center">reaching the point of dehydration .</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">simply .. EXCITING !</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">though my butt hurts like anything now .</div><div align="center">guess its worth it all .</div><div align="center">=)</div><div align="center">moreover . got to enjoy the sunset .</div><div align="center">woohoooo !</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">oh ! and the life lesson i got through the talking and all .</div><div align="center">looks like im not so experienced afterall .</div><div align="center">hahahah !</div><div align="center">maybe its time i progress on huh .</div><div align="center">hahs . </div><div align="center">i'll just follow what my heart tells me to .</div><div align="center">it'll just lead me to the best ! </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">random thought:</div><div align="center">i have been drinking green tea recently !</div><div align="center">in fact . its everyday .</div><div align="center">hahhs .</div><div align="center">oh bitch .. u'r everywhere now . damn it .</div><div align="center">first the blue sky . then clouds . then image . then now green tea .</div><div align="center">you just wanna take over my entire brain yea ?</div><div align="center">lols .</div><div align="center">oh wait . i wont like veggie . WONT .</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">hmm . i'll let you have my brain okays .</div><div align="center">along with my heart .</div><div align="center">for you . and only you . </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">awwww ...</div><div align="center">hahahahahs .</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">thats what will happen when someone is whiny in the middle of the night with nothing to do .</div><div align="center">haha !!</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">okays . im done talking .</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284525472039209474" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SVZn6w9migI/AAAAAAAAAAw/ekQsfQoQqU0/s200/PC270929.JPG" border="0" /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284525003598328610" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SVZnff4l8yI/AAAAAAAAAAo/5s3cBwy7ovg/s200/PC200871.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><p><em>if you cant make my heart beat faster .. i dont know what else will .</em></p><p></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3027869659552677257?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-50404833922774947862008-12-26T19:40:00.003+08:002008-12-26T20:31:13.238+08:00hellos .<br /><br />wow . another lonely day .<br />nat will only be back on the 1st .<br />damnn ..<br /><br />oh well . packed myself with activities till then !<br />cycling at ubin tml with a few council guys .<br />family bbq on the 28th .<br />bbq at malaysia with a few council peeps on the 29th .<br />only coming back on the 30th .<br />meeting the usual gang for count down party on the 31st .<br /><br />so i guess i wont feel so bad for the next few days .<br />hopefully .<br />=)<br /><br />oh well . slacked in the noon and went gym .<br />good work out i guess .<br />super weak though .<br />=(<br /><br />after which came the best part of the day .<br />enjoyed the serenity and tranquaility of teenage life .<br />not exactly quiet though .<br />with cars zooming by me and my nano playing .<br /><br />walked around in woodlands with no direction in mind .<br />with a target though - a coffee shop to get dinner .<br />so with the slow songs ringing in my ears ..<br />i set off from lacasa .<br />thinking that im heading in the right direction .<br />half an hour later .. i reached the junction before lacasa .<br />how nicee ...<br />but oh well .<br />i enjoyed the walk .<br /><br />i walked the pace that is so anti singaporean/joshua .<br />the pace that allowed my steps to follow my heart beat .<br />the pace that made me realised how slow life could actually be .<br />and the pace that kinda eases my mind, soul and body .<br /><br />with the evening sun and gentle breeze blowing against me .<br />i have nothing to complain about .<br />even though i just came out of the gym .<br />and despite me having no direction ..<br />all i wanted to do was to just keep on walking ..<br />enjoy the blue sky .. breeze .. and the silence inside me .<br />couldnt help but missed my baby girl .<br />snapped a few photos that she'll love . guess i'll post it at the end of the entry .<br />i wished she was beside me .<br />i wished she'll be there enjoying the peace with me .<br />but oh well ...<br /><br />i realised my life before this was tiring at some point.<br />everything just seems to suck energy from me .<br />even the activities that should energise myself seems to be exhausting .<br />walking along orchard road is the best example .<br />at the pace everyone is walking .<br />you cannot stop or relax at any moment .<br />everything seems to be so err .. tensed up ??<br />at least thats to me .<br /><br />so im glad i had to get my own dinner tonight .<br />and happy that i made the decision to walk to the coffeeshop .<br />ironically, losing my directions helped .<br />hahahs .<br /><br />thats all .<br />maybe if you have nothing to do like me ..<br />try having a slow walk around your neighbourhood with your favourite songs playing in your ears . it'll be nice .<br />or if you'r hardworking enough .. or a romantic moment with your partner ..<br />the beach will be excellent .<br />just have a stroll along the coastline ..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284074869570580786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SVTOGP9SsTI/AAAAAAAAAAg/4Irv7OLLhJw/s200/DSC00216.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br />and my baby girl,<em> i miss you</em> .<br /><br />bye all .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5040483392277494786?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-77216425002230984452008-12-25T20:58:00.001+08:002008-12-25T21:00:54.529+08:00<div>hello !</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>=)</div><div> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5283711819199260690" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 125px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/SVOD577nqBI/AAAAAAAAAAY/wXi5s5dzA4c/s200/Untitled2.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7721642500223098445?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-13322556384630387062008-12-24T12:06:00.003+08:002008-12-24T12:24:20.699+08:00heys .<br /><br />wated to blog ytd night . but was feeling too lazy .<br />this is gonna be short cos im meeting Xueli and Feiyun later .<br />been awhile since i last caught up with them . hah .<br />meeting up with the gossip queens are always fun !<br />=p<br /><br />so yeah .<br />been spending the past days with her .<br />painting house, movie, slacking and Felicia's party .<br /><br />and for nat:<br /><em>whatever happened to time passing quickly man .<br />it was a torture ytd .<br />everything seems so slow !<br />clock just goes slower without you ?<br />oh mann ...<br />come back quickly can !?<br />like NOW !<br /></em><br />alrights .<br />enough of her .<br />went sch to play bball the day before .<br />i swear im an uncle or ahgong alr .<br />cant make simple shots neither can i run .<br />hahahahs .<br />not much energy left after like 2games ?<br />oh hell !<br />i need to hit the gym like soon !<br />thats prob how im gonna spend my post x'mas ~ pre new year .<br /><br />oh !<br />talking about gym .<br />went awhile ago .<br />ran 2.4<br />timing was 14+ 15-ish .<br />wtshit pls !!<br />i want my stamina back la !!<br />damnnn ...<br /><br />random:<br />'about a girl' is nice .<br />thats the song title !<br />go find it .<br />and 'unbeautiful' by lesley roy too .<br />stuck to the song man !<br /><br />alrights .<br />gotta go bath and leave !<br />im late !<br />hahaahs .<br /><br />byebyes . =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1332255638463038706?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-77161030199868909962008-12-17T02:40:00.002+08:002008-12-17T02:50:33.539+08:00hey !<br /><br />im here again .<br />hahs .<br />=)<br /><br />been pretty these days .<br />n i mean my mood !<br />lol .<br />holiday has been fun n all ..<br />not so hectic alr .<br />really having the HOLIDAYS !<br /><br />yeah man . liked this alot ..<br />choose to sleep in whenever i want .<br />choose to get out whenever i want .<br />loving it .<br />=)<br /><br />met up with some of the scappers recently .<br />actually . more like meetin up with TeoHuei and Melody and Jeremy .<br />other than that .. i always see the rest . hah !<br /><br />went east coast park to cycle .<br />cycled to changi ?<br />oh man .. love the sights along the way .<br />its beautiful .<br />too bad its at the other side of the world n im too lazy to travel all the way there .<br />hahs .<br /><br />rained halfway thru and we had to stop for shelter .<br />played bridge there ?<br />lol .<br />n i swear that fat pig aka pretty dumb one dont know how to play !<br />stupid please .<br />aiyo .<br />=p<br /><br />started our journey back bcos it was getting late .<br />and it rained again !<br />it stopped while we were in the shelter . hahahahahah .<br />okays .paused for the matter .<br />but it was fun to get under the rain ..<br />been awhile since i last let the rain hit me ..<br />hmmm ..<br /><br />but oh well . luckily it stopped after awhile .<br />=)<br /><br />and im gonna paint house tml !<br />no .<br />not mine .<br />lol .<br />hope it'll be fun !<br /><br />till the next time alrights ..<br />too lazy to continue now .<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7716103019986890996?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-56597368096578145922008-12-13T03:22:00.007+08:002008-12-13T04:28:15.541+08:00heys .<br /><br />read thru a few entries in the past .<br />saw Mr Eddie Koh's photos' captions .<br />hmmm .<br />feeling kinda emotional now .<br />no im not emo !<br />there is a difference !<br />lols .<br /><br />n the thing thats on my mind now ..<br />my girl .<br />so yeah . this is gonna be for her .<br /><br />i titled the entry:<br />the unofficial official .<br />guess you'll be the only person who understands it .<br />or perhaps .. you're too dumb to comprehend it huh !<br />hahs ..<br />nvm, i'll explain to you ..<br /><br />maybe it all started since long ago .<br />perhaps when we were so enthusiastic in scap .<br />fate made me chose council instead of basketball .<br />and there we started knowing each other .<br /><br />cant recall if we worked together in scap .<br />but i sure remember you running for the prestigious position, President .<br />vaguely in my mind .<br />but i think you said something about your jovial character that will allow us, the 8th by then, to progress well together .<br />if i never remember wrongly , i voted for Zhilun then you .<br />some part of me went crazy n skipped Wilfred .<br />im so happy that Wilfred is the President while you became my comm's head .<br /><br />looking back at the times ..<br />i think u wasnt too impressed with me huh .<br />hah .<br />bet your impression of me must be:<br />aiya . this guy .. slack and wont do work one la .<br />right ?<br />=p<br /><br />but as the term progressed .<br />as the biggest committee shrinked ! lol .<br />we grew closer as a committee .<br />and by the time orientation`08 ended ..<br />we were pretty much bonded together .<br />oh . especially when the entire comm is only left with you and us, the confused guys .<br />meetups became more friendly . no longer the hi and byes .<br />meetings became fun and exciting at some point !<br /><br />guess the only time i really helped out when you asked for help was when we were doing the cards thingy for the various ccas .<br />haha ! oh yea . that just proved the point that im darn slacker . lol .<br />oi . u didnt use the quotes i had to find lo ! idiot .<br /><br />then came the cheers ..<br />that was really enjoyable .<br />=)<br /><br />after council ended .<br />guess you started to feel something huh ..<br />i really didnt notice .<br />but at that point of time .. frankly ..<br />nothing would have happened i guess .<br />random messages u sent me .<br />inclusive of all the encouragements .. slowly built things up ?<br />hah ..<br /><br />FINE ! since i already said so much ..<br />you asked before but i didnt tell ya . =x<br />i confessed . there is this period of time i had a minor crush .<br />yes. i did .<br />but i quickly dismissed it myself .<br />because of the messages and times i see you in the library i guess .<br />at that period of time .. i really looked forward to seeing ya there .<br />but i realised u seldom study in the library .<br />thats probably how i managed to dismiss the thoughts and feelings i have that fast .<br />A levels came fast and furious and i had no time to think about other stuffs given my results .<br />so yeah ..<br /><br />after which taiwan trip finally came and thats when it all started .<br />but at the start .. none of this occur to me .<br />i mean .. it just didnt occur to me that we'll get together .<br />and moreover .. a close friend of ours was there getting ya .<br />i was all out to help him .<br />seriously .<br /><br />but at the last 2 days ..<br />somehow . i figured that we actually clicked .<br />the time that this went through my mind .. i was still amused by it .<br />you have been asking and if you really want an exact time i started to think about this .<br />its when you took the photo of the kinder surprise choc at ximending .<br />the one which i used the choc to cover my eyes and had the toys in my mouth .<br />hahaha !<br /><br />guess both of us felt it after we came back .<br />and i further confirmed myself at the airport .<br />when we were shopping at the dutyfree shop .<br />kept asking ya to go into the shop bcos i wanted your opinion .<br />i wanted to get something that you liked .<br /><br />prom came and we already know what we have in mind .<br />its just waiting to happen huh ..<br />butter factory just made both of us sure of this without words .<br /><br />and then ..<br />finally .<br />4 December 2008 .<br /><br />your birthday;<br />your favourite day;<br />my happiest day;<br />our day .<br /><br />the overly excited you started it .<br />admit it !<br />and we got together, unofficially, officially .<br />unofficial bcos no question was popped .<br />we both knew .<br /><br />now do u understand the title, dumbdumb ?<br /><br />for all the emo times that happened after that ..<br />it is just me adapting .<br />trust me i'll get used to your way of living .<br />soon,<br />i promise .<br /><br />and this isnt all about me okays ..<br />you have your part to complete it:<br />to understand the complicated me .<br />=)<br /><br />and all the insecurities that you feel .<br />i understand .<br />and i know its me thats the cause of it .<br />time will prove that im right .<br />i'll make sure of that .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Natalie,<br />this just feels different from before .<br />YOU<br />are the cause, the element, the catalyst, the key to the difference .<br />i've said it before and im gonna tell you once more ..<br /><br />i believe this will last .<br />i really do .<br /><br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5659736809657814592?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-83384933265152843502008-12-12T21:00:00.002+08:002008-12-12T21:12:46.627+08:00hey !<br /><br />alrights . here i am .<br />so yea ..<br /><br />went taiwan after A's .<br />its uber fun !<br />Natalie, Ciauer, Yanbing, Peiwen, Lewis, Bongyap .<br />wooohoo .<br /><br />had its ups and downs .<br />but everything's cool in the end .<br />as always .<br />=)<br />we'r not new to it huh .<br /><br />oh well .. guess too old a thing for me to talk about .<br />so just go facebook and look at the photos !<br />hah .<br /><br />prom was next!<br />had it at hilton .<br />not so bad i guess ..<br />josh became runner up yo !<br />hahaha .<br /><br />had lotsa fun ..<br />n butter factory after that .<br />was too pack to really enjoy myself .<br />but ah well .. it was still fun .<br />=)<br /><br />so yea .<br />gonna try arena and zirca before i enlist .<br />i hope .<br />hahs .<br />lets just say i gotta take care of my financial stability first .<br />im broke .<br />hahahahah .<br /><br />n this is gonna be random but hmmm ..<br />im attached .<br />=)<br /><br />bye all .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8338493326515284350?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-5176604080317756692008-12-12T00:18:00.002+08:002008-12-12T00:26:48.725+08:00hellos .<br /><br />i know i need to update soon .<br />i'll do it real soon okays ..<br />just not now .<br />not in the freaking mood to blog now .<br /><br />came here to rant whine whatever .<br />damn it.......<br /><br />whats the difference between getting attached and being single man .<br />this sucks .<br />i swear .<br />and this is getting on my nerves .<br />fcuk la .<br />aahhhhhhh ...<br /><br />i really really want this to last ..<br />and im pretty sure it will .<br />so yea .<br /><br />it isnt that hard .<br /><br />tolerate .<br />adapt .<br />time .<br /><br />bye all .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-517660408031775669?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-89870157976284126152008-11-19T12:38:00.004+08:002008-11-19T12:50:55.223+08:00hellos !!<div><br /></div><div>A levels have ended .</div><div>its O F F I C I A L !</div><div>=D</div><div><br /></div><div>how niceee ...</div><div>i still recall whining about prelims .</div><div>n the night before A's when i came here n crapped a little .</div><div>this is really ...</div><div>"how time flies .."</div><div>"time just past by within the blink of an eye .."</div><div>as cliche as it ..</div><div>its the matter of fact !</div><div>it really flew by .</div><div><br /></div><div>maybe i didnt really put in the 200% effort .</div><div>thats why im not really looking back at it n go ..</div><div>wow .. this experience is something i'll never get again !</div><div>but well .. i guess i still feel something for it .</div><div>maybe not as strong . but aiya .. somewhere there .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>nothing can change the papers anymore .</div><div>its just DONE N OVER .</div><div>im not gonna reflect on it n make myself regret .</div><div>lets just wait for the results .</div><div>and we'll seeee ...</div><div><br /></div><div>enough of A levels .</div><div><br /></div><div>its PARTY TIME !</div><div>=D</div><div>woohoooo ..</div><div><br /></div><div>looking forward to my taiwan trip !</div><div>hah .</div><div>hopefully it'll be fun fun n FUN !</div><div>dont really know what im expecting there ..</div><div>but thats the exciting part isnt it !?</div><div>hahs .</div><div><br /></div><div>n i'll make sentosa my best friend .</div><div>=)</div><div>n the various clubs . </div><div>enjoyed my trip to dxo the other time round .</div><div><br /></div><div>for now .. </div><div>im gonna take my leave .</div><div>gotta go change money .</div><div>=)</div><div>n i've yet to call posb to check the card thingy .</div><div>so yeah ...</div><div><br /></div><div>as the writers like to end it ,</div><div><br /></div><div>till the next time .</div><div>=)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8987015797628412615?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-19511502377215168622008-11-19T12:38:00.001+08:002008-11-19T12:38:54.067+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1951150237721516862?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-64350723879741023332008-11-12T23:14:00.002+08:002008-11-12T23:29:24.318+08:00hey .<div><br /></div><div>okay . guess im not supposed to be here again .</div><div>but hell .</div><div>i just got the urge to blog .</div><div><br /></div><div>2 papers left .</div><div>phy p1, chem p1 .</div><div>n its all DONE !</div><div><br /></div><div>gp n geog wasnt completed . </div><div>but i guess it'll do fine ..</div><div>wont get A .. but i didnt aim at getting A in the first place .</div><div>hopefully C for both ?</div><div>hahah . think thats too high hopes .. but ah well ..</div><div>physics p3 was baddddddd ... sigh .</div><div>chem p3 was a little motivating .</div><div>maths was fineeee ...</div><div>but i guess the geniuses will pull up the bell curve .</div><div>phy p2 was alot better than p3 .</div><div>but its still tough .</div><div>chem p2 was alright .</div><div>again , it means the geniuses will pull up the bell curve .</div><div>damn it !</div><div><br /></div><div>now i must score above 30 in order to have hope for A for both subj .</div><div>this is crazyyy !</div><div>sigh .</div><div><br /></div><div>okay .</div><div>now ..</div><div>everything have been ooooookayyyyyy ...</div><div>lets just pray n hope i'll get the results .</div><div>i guess all i've done is not good enough for very good results .</div><div>but im just aiming at decent results that allow me into a local uni .</div><div>i dont wanna end up in a private uni or foreign uni .</div><div>i've nothing against private uni . </div><div>but i just dont wanna get in there .</div><div>dont wanna go foreign uni bcos i have no money !</div><div>damn it .</div><div><br /></div><div>seems like im needing alot of money for this hol .</div><div>shades, taiwan, prom ...</div><div>hell . thats gonna cost me a bomb man .</div><div>i need to work !!</div><div>hah .</div><div>sis called with a job offer ..</div><div>but will be in taiwan during that period of time . </div><div>sigh .</div><div>we'll seeee .....</div><div><br /></div><div>alrights . im pretty done here .</div><div>guess its back to studying .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>MCQs ! here i come !</div><div>laugh out loud .</div><div>hahhahah .</div><div><br /></div><div>me is gonna shout out loud loud when i finish phy p1 on 18 November 2008 .</div><div>me is looking forward to that day !</div><div>yeeeaaaahhhhhh !!!</div><div><br /></div><div>hang on there .</div><div><br /></div><div>bye all .</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6435072387974102333?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-59872634545885605152008-11-02T23:22:00.003+08:002008-11-02T23:42:03.234+08:00heys .<br /><br />so this is it .<br />im here on 2 nov 2008 .<br />its currently 1124pm on my clock .<br />which means im 36mins away from the day to my life determining examination .<br /><br />yes i know i shouldnt waste any more time .<br />but i just hav to do this .<br />this is a historic moment !<br />hahahhas .<br /><br />okays .<br />i am uber scared .<br />and its definitely worst than o's .<br />i dont rmb my heart was pumping at this rate .<br /><br />cant think of any other example .<br />so ..<br />i think this is worst than asking someone for marriage .<br />not that i know how that feels .<br />but from the serials i've watch .<br />i think its something like that .<br />hhaha .<br />but .<br />A levels is still more scary .<br />this is gonna amke or break my life ..<br />my 2years of life will judged by these PAPERS .<br />at the end of the day,<br />this will affectmy LIFE in he FUTURE .<br />or should i say .<br />from this moment onwards .<br /><br />okays .<br />thats it .<br />ANDY THAM !<br />lucks and be confidence !<br /><br />im gonna score well, period .<br />ABC is my target .<br /><br />i can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />byebyes .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5987263454588560515?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-7607447277278280152008-10-16T00:27:00.006+08:002008-10-16T00:41:25.556+08:00yo world .<div><br /></div><div>i dont exactly know what im feeling right now .</div><div>i feel as though im ready .</div><div>but i know im definitely not .</div><div><br /></div><div>been slacking the past 2days away .</div><div>this just goes to show how prepared i am ..</div><div>especially when everyone else out there are working so hard ..</div><div><br /></div><div>maybe i need to start studying .</div><div>period .</div><div><br /></div><div>am feeling super whiny these days .</div><div>something got into me .</div><div>went past a place the other day .</div><div>n it definitely brought back quite a few memories i had there .</div><div>whether it was good or bad .</div><div>the winnings .</div><div>and of course the losings ..</div><div>n the scoldings too .</div><div>oh . 1 more . </div><div>the crying .</div><div>yes . it was the last time tears rolled down .</div><div><br /></div><div>im not typing it bcos im proud of it .</div><div>im definitely not .</div><div>but just bcos i know i'll look back one day into my archives .</div><div>n i'll remember this has happened in my life .</div><div><br /></div><div>sighs .</div><div>the whiny me is pulling my mental strength down ..</div><div>n the whiny me thinks <s>i d<s>ont wanna be single</s></s> .</div><div><br /></div><div>i dont have a choice .</div><div>do i ?</div><div><br /></div><div>maybe this will be the worst period of my life .</div><div><br /></div><div>sighs .</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>bye world .</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-760744727727828015?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-6299412748640130352008-09-28T23:00:00.003+08:002008-09-28T23:09:50.268+08:00hellos .<div><br /></div><div>boooo ..</div><div>wasted my weekend !!</div><div>left with 34days!?</div><div>thehell .</div><div>im dead ..</div><div><br /></div><div>feeling so sick that i'll just lie on my bed or sofa for the entire day and not move .</div><div>damn it .</div><div>my dear throat is protesting against chips n chocs .</div><div>n the slight fever is here to accompany the throat .</div><div>bang wall .</div><div><br /></div><div>had to go to grandma's hse in the noon cos it was her birthday .</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>made plans to study with Serene n Bindy ytd . </div><div>but had to cancel it in the end ..</div><div>left the place at 4+ ?</div><div>only reach woodlands at 5 .</div><div>wanna watch F1 at 7 .</div><div>so cancelled the studying plans in the end .</div><div>=(</div><div>i swear i wanted to study !</div><div>i brought tys n notes along with me okayzxzxzx .....</div><div>damn it !</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways .</div><div>finally bought my slip-ons after so long .</div><div>bang wall .</div><div>n as usual .. i couldnt keep to my budget .</div><div>bought it at a discounted price but its still expensive .</div><div>but nehminddd ...</div><div>i like the shoe ! </div><div>=)</div><div>nike by the way .</div><div>hah . yes . nike do sell slip-ons ..</div><div><br /></div><div>ohh .</div><div>got a rough idea of what im gonna wear during prom alr .</div><div>but i think i need to train up if i wanna pull it off ..</div><div>so gym will be my next best friend other than notes from now on .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>okays !</div><div>im done here ..</div><div>think i need to get my rest .</div><div>throat and head desperately wants sleep man .</div><div>hah !</div><div><br /></div><div>byebyes !</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i think i deserve more than this !!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">come on ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Andy needs a life .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">a happening yet fulfilling one .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">=)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-629941274864013035?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-44660437123759615052008-09-19T00:47:00.003+08:002008-09-19T01:57:42.694+08:00heys .<div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; font-family:'Lucida Grande';font-size:11px;"><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/9jqe_6xcAK/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/9jqe_6xcAK/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/MC_bf2/music/YD2a6hcA/daughtry_what_about_now/">What About Now - Daughtry</a></object></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>wow . prelims ended .</div><div>it past by at the speed of light .</div><div>i still remember whining about the start of prelims and how screwed my timetable is ..</div><div>but its over !</div><div><br /></div><div>somehow ..</div><div><br /></div><div>i didnt even realise the end .</div><div>until now .</div><div><br /></div><div>i doubt i'll pass any h2 .</div><div>not cool at all ..</div><div>this means im dead .</div><div>im supposed to be able to answer all the questions by now ..</div><div>im supposed to be able to be aiming for at least Cs or at the worst Ds ..</div><div>but i'll be laughing n jump for joy if i can pass it .</div><div><br /></div><div>what happened to working hard for prelims !?</div><div>what happened to getting good grades for prelims to at least ensure myself that i can still fall to plan B aka overseas uni ?!</div><div><br /></div><div>aint gonna happen now man ..</div><div><br /></div><div>its either i start studying now !</div><div>NOW !</div><div>or im dead ..</div><div><br /></div><div>okays . maybe im already pronounced dead ever since i step foot into a Junior College .</div><div>am i dumb or what ..</div><div>i should have known that i''ll never survive here !!</div><div>there's no way im gonna study hard, consistently man .</div><div>its already proven since o's !</div><div><br /></div><div>okays . </div><div>lets stop it here ..</div><div>whining aint gonna change the past .</div><div><br /></div><div>what about the future then !?</div><div>MAYBE ... </div><div>its all not too lateeeeee ....</div><div>if i start now .</div><div>oh hey . this sounds familiar .. i said it since promos didnt i ?</div><div><br /></div><div>fcuked .</div><div>aint cool .</div><div><br /></div><div>left with 6weeks .</div><div>three h2s one h1 .</div><div>there's an average of 20 over chapters for every subj . </div><div>lets just take it as 20 .</div><div>that makes it 80 chapters within 42days .</div><div>taking into account i start tml ..</div><div>i'll hav to squeeze an average of 2chapters a day .</div><div>that is MANAGEABLE !!</div><div><br /></div><div>the problem now is i wont start studying from tml .</div><div>n i wont study everyday!!</div><div>screwed . once again .</div><div><br /></div><div>its really time for me to settle down and start MUGGING .</div><div>i didnt use study . </div><div>it has to be mug!</div><div>the kind where i need to sit at my study table throughout the day ..</div><div>only leaving it to eat and take toilet breaks .</div><div>thats it ..</div><div>its the time where i need to do what Mdm Ong said, </div><div>'you have to eat, sleep, breathe notes!'</div><div>i shouldnt be doing anything else !</div><div>my life should revolve around my notes and tys now .</div><div>im supposed to complete the tys thrice .</div><div>COMPLETE, THRICE .</div><div>i haven even complete the tys once !</div><div>let alone thrice .</div><div><br /></div><div>was chatting with the usual crew just now .</div><div>yea . we went out to play pool n chill .</div><div>then there's this part where we started talking about how we get our allowance every month and how we want our life to be in the future .</div><div>i gave a thought about it ..</div><div>i concluded silently that i want a life that does not require myself or my family to worry about the bills or what not at the end of the month .</div><div>i must have extra cash to spare too !</div><div>i must be able to splurge on my desires ..</div><div>okay . probably not all . but at least some .</div><div>i think i need to be as rich as Bill Gates if i wanna fulfil all my desires man !</div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>so yea . in order to get that ..</div><div>i've also concluded another factor .</div><div>i need to have a good pay .</div><div>n in order to get a good pay ..</div><div>i probably need to be well educated .</div><div>which means i'll need good grades ! </div><div><br /></div><div>of which, as of now ..</div><div>im NEVER gonna get !!</div><div><br /></div><div>i say my life is screwed .</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>i really need to settle down n start mugging !!</div><div>there's no more time for me to procrastinate any further .</div><div>its the do or die period now .</div><div><br /></div><div>damn it .</div><div>i hate this .</div><div><br /></div><div>now i know why they say you should really go all out during orientation and enjoy yourselves .</div><div>because in your jc life , there wont be any OTHER time for ya to enjoy yourself man !</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">you have to expect things of yourself before you can do them .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">- Michael Jordan</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div>give that a thought .</div><div><br /></div><div>bye folks .</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4466043712375961505?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-43277864829797010082008-09-04T23:16:00.002+08:002008-09-04T23:20:02.195+08:00hihi .<div><br /></div><div>okays .</div><div>everything's aint that bad .</div><div>just need to open up .</div><div><br /></div><div>my world is definitely bigger than this .</div><div><br /></div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>as long as i find back myself ..</div><div>i'll do just fine .</div><div><br /></div><div>i'll make confidence my best friend .</div><div>it already is ..</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>short post before i hit the books ..</div><div>yes . </div><div>time to study ...</div><div><br /></div><div>bye all .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">let it go and i'll see more ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">life revolves around more .</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4327786482979701008?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-63680456231378197502008-09-03T22:42:00.002+08:002008-09-03T22:48:40.782+08:00hello .<div><br /></div><div>yea. been awhile since i last came ..</div><div>busy studying .</div><div>hah .</div><div>no ..</div><div><br /></div><div>prelims is in like 5days. </div><div>n im still here ..</div><div>totally gave up studying today .</div><div>just cant sit there ..</div><div>anyways . nothing is going in too ..</div><div>so why bother wasting time sitting around ..</div><div><br /></div><div>im lazy .</div><div><br /></div><div>thats all ..</div><div><br /></div><div>bye ..</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ANDYTHAM NEEDS TO START STUDYING BEFORE HE FCUK HIS LIFE UP .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">SLAP HIM IF YOU SEE HIM ONLINE .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">THANKS ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">WAKE UP !</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">oh . </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">such deja vu .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">didnt i predict this all along ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">why am i still so upset and disappointed ?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">love is too big a word .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">yet an understatement for what i have for you .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">if only you knew this is all ,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">about you .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6368045623137819750?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-38988984914931230742008-08-29T01:03:00.002+08:002008-08-29T01:18:02.954+08:00heys ..<div><br /></div><div>tcher's day celebration tml .</div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>dunearn secondary school .</div><div>here i come .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss secondary school days .</div><div>really do ..</div><div><br /></div><div>times when we chiong down to the court ,</div><div>rain or shine . no matter what the weather is ..</div><div>times when we share our jokes tgt with Mr Kaan ,</div><div>the 'gossips' about the stupid systems implemented ..</div><div>times when we cheer for each other ,</div><div>jersey labelled number 4 ..</div><div>times when we go for a meal after every session of hardwork aka torture ,</div><div>the fishball noodles stall opposite school ..</div><div>times when we whack each other because we got lesser marks in a test ,</div><div>the shoutings of 'OUCH!' ..</div><div><br /></div><div>etc ..</div><div><br /></div><div>there'll be infinite 'times when ....'</div><div>i'll just keep these close to me ..</div><div>and bring them up whenever i need to .</div><div><br /></div><div>perfectly clique-d .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>adios ..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">because you matter to me .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">so i shall not move ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">before and until i see myself owning some part of your lovely heart ,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i dare not . and ,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i will not .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i say im changed , and </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i mean what i said ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ask me why .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">because you made me grew ..</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3898898491493123074?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-17869417175538809092008-08-27T23:00:00.002+08:002008-08-27T23:13:16.689+08:00hi .<div><br /></div><div>right .</div><div>im bored . cranky . and emo . AND unloved .</div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>no .</div><div><br /></div><div>now i need</div><div>haagen dazs .</div><div>trip to marina square/suntec to walk till my legs ache .</div><div>trip to esplanade to sing/shout till my head feels giddy .</div><div>chocolate milk .</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">achance,anoppotunitytoknowifimright.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">achance,anoppotunitytoletitallout.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div>no .</div><div>wont happen .</div><div>damn !</div><div><br /></div><div>ah well .</div><div>now i need ..</div><div><br /></div><div>sleep .</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div>never occur before .</div><div>for the first time ..</div><div>keep it to myself .</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1786941717553880909?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-7350979475652014412008-08-20T22:41:00.002+08:002008-08-20T22:51:09.154+08:00heys !<div><br /></div><div>today is such a special day .</div><div>20082008 .</div><div>i wished i blog this at 8.08pm.. change it to 24hr clock .</div><div>it'll be 2008h.</div><div>triple 2008 !</div><div>how cool right ..</div><div><br /></div><div>but its even more cool bcos its MY BIRTHDAY !</div><div>hahah .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways .</div><div>didnt exactly have any birthday bash ..</div><div>as expected .</div><div>hahah !</div><div>but anyways .</div><div>still felt good with all the wishes from all around ..</div><div>thanks a lot !!</div><div>=D</div><div>ended my day with a family dinner.</div><div>jack's place .</div><div>n sis decided to be super nice n bought me a cake !</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways .</div><div>initial plan was to hang out with the usual crew .</div><div>but all of them pon .</div><div>how nice of them ..</div><div>so i ended up going home at 130 right after sch !</div><div>no .</div><div>haha . of course i didnt want to do that man !!</div><div>luckily got an ugly friend who's free ..</div><div>so yea . had lunch together ..</div><div>after which we went library .</div><div>read a book on quotations .</div><div>found a freaking nice one . </div><div>especially because its like describing me !?</div><div>will blog it at the end .. so scroll down !</div><div><br /></div><div>shall end here .</div><div>still need to do hw ..</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>THANKS !</div><div>today was wonderful ..</div><div><br /></div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">I shall despair.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">There is no creature loves me;</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">And if i die, no soul will pity me:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Nay, wherefore should they, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">since that i myself</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Find in myself no pity to myself?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">- Williams Shakespeare </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-735097947565201441?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-7284675699940541632008-08-18T21:13:00.002+08:002008-08-18T21:28:50.746+08:00hellos !<div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: 11px; white-space: pre; "><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/4azWdysCxG/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/4azWdysCxG/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/dazhini/music/bV4LFSQ_/coldplay_viva_la_vida/">Viva la Vida - Coldplay</a></object></span><br /><div><br /></div><div>guess what ..</div><div>its 3 weeks to prelims !</div><div>how scary please ..</div><div>got our timetable this morning ..</div><div>they planned it in such a way that its very similar to our A's timetable .</div><div>and yup ..</div><div>im so lucky to be at the worst side of it ..</div><div>damn .</div><div>geog phy math all cramped up together ..</div><div>im so not gonna study geog .</div><div>but no way im gonna let go of my h1 man ..</div><div>somebody save me ...</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways . been awhile since i last updated .</div><div>lots of things are crashing in .</div><div>and its super tiring ..</div><div>not only bad stuffs la .</div><div>life's good with olympics these days .</div><div>n congrats to Team Singapore for winning a medal after such a long wait ..</div><div>we'r all proud to see the flag flying high even though its not our national anthem being played .</div><div>4years later !</div><div>=D</div><div>hahah . another big dream ..</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yea! went to esplanade on national day eve .</div><div>the renovations are completed !</div><div>its a amphitheatre alike .</div><div>they were having this mini concert ..</div><div>n for i duno what reason .. we were super high that day !</div><div>such that we were singing like crazy n shouting out loud at every song !</div><div>nearly ton if not for our sticky body due to the fun in school in the morning .</div><div>hahah !</div><div>go find the song 'the fa la la song' by a local band jack n rai .</div><div>its darn nice !</div><div>freaking stuck to it now .. </div><div>but cant find it online ..</div><div>so too bad .. youtube has it ! find it yourself ..</div><div>think they'r gonna have another performance this sat .</div><div>lets see if they'll be this good again .</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>fell sick last thurs .</div><div>=(</div><div>volcano in my throat n earthquake at my head .</div><div>perfect attendance gone !</div><div>damn .</div><div>finally recovered after throwing in millions tonnes of water .</div><div>hahahah .</div><div><br /></div><div>thats all for now ..</div><div><br /></div><div>adios !</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">seems like its not bad this way either .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">keep it going ..</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-728467569994054163?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-5123578719665096062008-08-06T22:23:00.003+08:002008-08-06T22:31:17.796+08:00hellos !<div><br /></div><div>got the urge to blog even though i have tons of hw waiting for me .</div><div>so i shall do this fast .</div><div><br /></div><div>life's alright these days ..</div><div>just that i can feel the heat now .</div><div>so near .</div><div>yet so far .</div><div><br /></div><div>feeling super cranky !</div><div>damn it .</div><div>stupid chem mock made me feels like a pig .</div><div>bang the wall n die .</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>working out seems to be an effective way to chill out these days .</div><div>so im gonna stick to it ..</div><div>but i abit lazy go all the way to my sis hse ah ..</div><div>=(</div><div>worked out in my room just now .</div><div>cos i really couldnt take it ..</div><div>n i was super lazy .</div><div>so ended up working out in my room .</div><div>did all that i could ..</div><div>i wanna get that rolling thingy !!</div><div>=D</div><div><br /></div><div>i wanna play basketball soon !</div><div>n think quite a few going back Dunearn on national day !</div><div>so yea . </div><div>guess i'll be there !</div><div>=)</div><div><br /></div><div>now what ..</div><div>=(</div><div>yes. i know .</div><div>study ..</div><div><br /></div><div>till the next time ..</div><div><br /></div><div>bye all !</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">shall stick to the label ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">and we'll move on from here .</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-512357871966509606?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-4199114425189303612008-08-03T01:28:00.002+08:002008-08-03T01:37:16.814+08:00hellos .<div><br /></div><div>ahh . been awhile since i last came .</div><div>busy catchin up works and all the dumb pqs .</div><div><br /></div><div>my chem tys is right in front of me now .</div><div>its been here since 12 .</div><div>and somehow .. i didnt touch it since then .</div><div>how nice .</div><div><br /></div><div>i really salute those who can just sit down n study non-stop .</div><div>[clap-clap]</div><div>just how thehell can one sit there n study nonstop la .</div><div>how freaky ..</div><div>i cant even sit str for 5min .</div><div>let alone studying ..</div><div><br /></div><div>aahhh . </div><div>turning emo !</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>sudden urge to hit the gym and tire myself .</div><div>it seems like the gym is where i can sort of 'release' all my troubles and everything these days .</div><div>but been super busy recently .</div><div><br /></div><div>everyone is whining for 48hrs a day .</div><div>i wont mind that man !</div><div>but how can that happen ..</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div>for now ..</div><div>i'll dream and stare into blank for another 5min before i start 'harassing' my chem tys .</div><div><br /></div><div>thats all for whining .</div><div><br /></div><div>this is why i love my blog .</div><div><br /></div><div>=D</div><div><br /></div><div>study hard !</div><div>byebyes .</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i certainly wont mind taking a stroll inside your mind .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">or maybe im the one who needs to explore mine thoroughly first ..</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-419911442518930361?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-51559835739425580292008-07-24T22:40:00.003+08:002008-07-25T01:14:40.981+08:00yar . you guessed it ..<div><br /></div><div>im here to blog about the investiture and post-investiture effects.</div><div>sighs .</div><div>there's so much i want to say .</div><div>and i dont know where i should start from .</div><div><br /></div><div>rehearsal after rehearsal .</div><div>complain after complain .</div><div>shouting after shouting .</div><div>whine after whine .</div><div>drop of sweat after drop of sweat .</div><div><br /></div><div>drop of tear after drop of tear .</div><div><br /></div><div>since the dino ages ..</div><div>a drop of water dripped out from the corner of my eye .</div><div>i tried to stop it ..</div><div>acting tough was no longer enough to hold the feeling .</div><div>the sudden surge of emotions and memories overwhelmed me .</div><div>i fell to the pictures that flashed across my mind .</div><div>especially those of our own investiture .</div><div><br /></div><div>i was surprised that i could still recall the feeling while waiting at the stairs ..</div><div>waiting to get on stage .</div><div>waiting to be invested as a 8th Student Councillor .</div><div>it didnt matter that i did not get the position i wanted so badly .</div><div>i was still shivering a little .</div><div>because 10seconds later ..</div><div>after i get my Council pin ..</div><div>eyes will be on me .</div><div>be it behaviour or homework ..</div><div>and i know . </div><div>i know that the way i carry myself is something that i need to work on . badly .</div><div>that just add up the nervous feeling .</div><div>never was i so stressed to get on stage ..</div><div>my ego, my usual fall-on, went missing .</div><div>stress as i was .. i did everything right .</div><div>thankfully ..</div><div><br /></div><div>1 year later ..</div><div>im now the senior ..</div><div>waiting to pass on the legacy .</div><div>waiting to pass on the duties and responsibilites .</div><div><br /></div><div>now .. as i stand at the stairs .. </div><div>waiting to get onto stage .</div><div>im a different person altogether .</div><div>going up to the stage is already a 'nothing' ..</div><div>from a easily nervous young kid .</div><div>the person standing now is a confident and matured lad .</div><div><br /></div><div>only made possible with the help of Pioneer Junior College's 8th Student Council .</div><div>nothing like that would have happened without this bunch of people .</div><div>fate brought us together .</div><div>and now .. nothing will break us up .</div><div>cliche as it may sound . it is from the level 0 of my heart .</div><div><br /></div><div>thanks for enduring my lousy behaviour and bad temper .</div><div>guess nobody will want the kind of start to the term in office i made ..</div><div>it is as bad as how anyone can imagine .</div><div>often losing temper, storming out of meeting, hurling vulgarities as if it is a full-stop, making a fool out of myself .</div><div>just to name a few of the bad points .</div><div><br /></div><div>now .</div><div>matured . grown up . and smart .</div><div>by smart .. i mean i've learnt lots of things .</div><div>especially on public relations and myself .</div><div>i know what is my strength and weakness now .</div><div>i know where i can excel and where i may fall ..</div><div>i know when i should clear the stage for someone else rather than hogging the stage while making the wrong decisions ..</div><div><br /></div><div>thank you 8th Student Council .</div><div><br /></div><div>no . thats not the end .</div><div><br /></div><div>think the only time i worked with Relations Committee is the Patio .</div><div>aka . "our legacy"</div><div>Lewis, Wee Lin, Pei Qi, Yang Yi, Timothy, Pei Wen and Farveen are the few who worked so hard in order for this to happen .</div><div>and because of the Patio ..</div><div>we became the first to 'vandalise' the school walls legally ..</div><div>i will never forget the afternoons we spent together painting the walls and washing the brushes .</div><div><br /></div><div>during SCAP, i was heading the Welfare Committee together with Nina .</div><div>coincidentally, the 7th Welco head, Shawn, is the clan master for my clan - Nathan, during Orientation 1.</div><div>so i was pretty close to him .</div><div>had so much fun shopping around ShengSiong to stock up the Sanctuary .</div><div>and nearly went bald when i was trying to do up the duty timetable .</div><div>ohh ! and all the arranging of funitures ..</div><div>as cool as it can get ..</div><div>didnt really work together with Welco in the term except the operation of Sanctuary .</div><div>ahh ! i nearly forgot to mention the morning umbrella service !</div><div>Bong Yap, Sabrina, Marcus, Karen, Izzati are always there to keep things in the right order .</div><div>walking out of the school gate even though the bell has rang is something i'll definitely remember .</div><div>how exciting !</div><div><br /></div><div>i would say the Publicity Committee are filled with people with strong emotions .</div><div>Ciau Er, Seow Huan, Yan Bing, Zhong Ri, Priscilla, Ramya, Lina are the crazily talented and creative force in 8th .</div><div>never produce an art piece that is not nice before i guess .</div><div>countless Orientation banners, shirts, Opacks, Patio's walls and etc ..</div><div>lets just say the 8th video in this investiture made the whole Council shed a tear or more ..</div><div><br /></div><div>the countless meetings we had and the never ending minutes are taken care of by the Main Executive Committee .</div><div>with Wilfred as the President and Zhi Lun, Janice, Preben and Jian Lin leading the Council .</div><div>organising the never ending meetings and making sure the Council is heading in the right direction are part of their duties and responsibilites ..</div><div>and who dares to complain about their achievements ..</div><div><br /></div><div>Polo House Captain .</div><div>a position i was so against ..</div><div>but in the end . it became something that will occupy a part of my heart till the start of the next dino age ..</div><div>im really glad now that im inside the House Executive Committee .</div><div>i actually thought that the Hse Exco will just crash whatever hopes and aspirations i have as a Councillor .</div><div>largely because of the people inside .</div><div>initially .. i didnt really like the people in this .</div><div>Nazri - stuck up face</div><div>Firdaus - quiet and anti-social</div><div>Vicky - lets just say we have less than 5 conversations</div><div>Darren - ultimate slacker</div><div>Andrew - stubborn ass</div><div><br /></div><div>yes . the first impression of all the Hse Capts .</div><div>Vicky left us since i dont know when ..</div><div>and so .. the Hse Exco is left with 5 dudes with personalities that are no where near each other .</div><div>and slowly .. Espritco, the largest committee at the 8th investiture, became the smallest committee at the 9th investiture . excluding the Mexco .</div><div>members from Espritco left one after another .</div><div>leaving behind the head, Natalie, ONLY .</div><div><br /></div><div>but somehow .. as events pass ..</div><div>the Hse Capts became closer to one another !</div><div>and we worked alot better than before .</div><div>looking back at it ..</div><div>just how thehell did it happened !?</div><div>our personality and working contrast is like the colours black and white .</div><div>no similarities to talk about ..</div><div>just that they belong to the 'colour' group and we belong to the 'Council' group .</div><div><br /></div><div>to name a few events ..</div><div>Cross Country, Sports Day, Inter-House Games, Amazing Race</div><div>and how well and successful were the events man ..</div><div>especially Amazing Race .</div><div>not only did we and the participants enjoy the event .. </div><div>im pretty sure the teachers too .</div><div>Ms Tan and Ms Oh ..</div><div>im really glad that i had a chance to work together with the 2 of them ..</div><div>Ms Tan will always be the one who wants to know about each and every detail and make sure we are keeping up with the deadlines .</div><div>Ms Oh will always be the one who ensures that there isnt any loopholes in our proposal and cool down the atmosphere when we'r all tight up .</div><div>and again . like the Hse Capts, the first impression of them was very bad too .</div><div>i missed the very first meeting with them because i was doing some stuffs .</div><div>wait . i remember ! i was doing up the Cross Country's notice board .</div><div>the meeting was during Orientation ..</div><div>and all of the Hse Capts are already dying because of our duties in Orientation .</div><div>but they still insisted us on handing up a proposal and going through a round of recce .</div><div>so i thought that they are another teachers who dont care about our well being and all .</div><div>but it turns out to be the opposite .</div><div>i bet they'll miss us like we'll do for them after this .</div><div>the friendship, in a way, we forge during the planning and the execution of the event will be something i will treasure in time to come .</div><div>the gossips we share only made us more bonded as a team .</div><div><br /></div><div>this council journey is a beautiful and exciting one .</div><div>and only made possible because of you .</div><div>and also the SCTAs,</div><div>Mr Tong, Ms Tng, Ms Nora, Ms Xiao, Mr Tan, Mr Koh, Mr Wong, Ms Lee, Ms Ng, Mr Ling</div><div>i hope i didnt leave out anyone .</div><div><br /></div><div>i enjoyed myself throughout this year !</div><div><br /></div><div>and now .. its just about letting it go .</div><div>staring the the blank space above my uniform's pocket will only make me remember the fond memories .</div><div><br /></div><div>again,</div><div>Thank you the one and only,</div><div>Pioneer Junior College's</div><div>8th Student Council .</div><div><br /></div><div>One Council, One Lifetime .</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5155983573942558029?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-26586708087816151422008-07-11T22:01:00.004+08:002008-07-11T22:58:26.587+08:00heys .<div><br /></div><div><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/0e-a3H_qDo/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/0e-a3H_qDo/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/jeffrey224/music/KIAAiKHT/my_chemical_romance_disenchanted/">Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance</a></object><br /><div><br /></div><div>i think imeem will take the world's time to load .</div><div>so maybe you wanna to listen to your own's .</div><div>Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance .</div><div><br /></div><div>yea . </div><div>no prize for guessing if this entry is gonna be emo .</div><div>damn it ..</div><div>got back all my results for mids .</div><div><br /></div><div>in the order of h2s, h1 n gp .</div><div>EUUEE</div><div><br /></div><div>this is definitely NOT encouraging !</div><div>usually .. by mids .. a j2 student should be gettin like Cs ?</div><div>at the worst .. probably Ds ..</div><div>but im no where NEAR there .</div><div>i dont even have a D !</div><div>damn it .</div><div>n the fact tat my 2 Us are pretty bad .</div><div>tat makes things worst !</div><div><br /></div><div>had a talk with the guys after school .</div><div>but more or less bcos of Josh who is thinking about retaining .</div><div><br /></div><div>yea . gave it a thought before .</div><div>n its definitely not in my list .</div><div>for me .. its either i score well for A's n make it into the local uni . </div><div>or i go overseas ..</div><div>im NOT gonna retain at this point of time . </div><div>n im definitely not gonna screw A's n go poly after that .</div><div>not that i can afford the fees at a foreign uni ..</div><div>but im not gonna consider other options that r worst off .</div><div><br /></div><div>im gonna be Josh's best frien n dedicate a part of my entry to him .</div><div>(:</div><div>like what we've said just now .</div><div>there's still time if we start now .</div><div>n yes . like NOW !</div><div>n we'll have to work doubly hard . or maybe change the doubly to 'infinity-ly' ..</div><div>its not like none of us have not gave a thought for retaining ..</div><div>the thoughts of retaining went through my mind a billion zillion times .</div><div>but like i've said earlier .. the other options are more viable .</div><div>we can all safely say that we'll have time to start studying if we retain .</div><div>but what are the odds that we'll start studying ?</div><div>j1 mids . did like balls .. n we said we will start working .</div><div>j1 promos . a little better . but still like crap . n we swear that we'll study during the dec hols n do all the tuts once j2 term starts .</div><div>j2 CT . come on .. we'r not new to this . we still fcuk it all up .</div><div>n now ! j2 mids .. we all did like balls. </div><div>n we'r now left with 3 more months to the life-defining A levels examination .</div><div>not only so . like what Ash said . you'll be ALONE ehh . </div><div>n no . dont tell me you'll become a loner n start studying .</div><div>bcos u r Josh n you'll make new friends like in [blinks] . ah yes . </div><div>we've all been through this shit more than enough times ..</div><div>what say you we just start studying now .</div><div>n stop being a pessimist ..</div><div>no point arguing our lives off n conclude that we'll just stick around n still take the papers this year .</div><div>im sure we're already getting the pressure .</div><div>fcuk the 'i'll-do-it-tml' mentality n we start studying NOW !</div><div>quoting from you,yourself . we'r not stupid . we'r just too fcuking lazy .</div><div>so screw that laziness n start studying now .</div><div>all is not lateeeee ....</div><div>IF we start NOW !</div><div>you get me ?! u stupid boy .</div><div>now say u love me .</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div>alrights . think now i've motivated myself . </div><div>its time to study .</div><div>A's is no longer like O's where i can just study in 1month time .</div><div>i MUST start now ..</div><div>sighs .</div><div>i dont wanna screw A's .</div><div>like i mentioned earlier ..</div><div>A's is the life-defining paper .</div><div>its either do or die .</div><div>n NOPE ! i dont wanna die .</div><div>procrastination is a big NO NO !</div><div><br /></div><div>face the reality that i have no time left .</div><div>this is like fighting against a cancer or something ..</div><div>its a war of determination .</div><div>the end result will depend on the amount of effort put in .</div><div><br /></div><div>sighs .</div><div>this feeling sucks big time .</div><div><br /></div><div>im really a big time pessimist when it comes to studies man .</div><div>damn it !</div><div>i dont wanna think about the consequences of screwing A's .</div><div>i just wanna think about having the aces in my results slip n trouble on which course i shld take .</div><div><br /></div><div>alrights !</div><div>thats it .</div><div><br /></div><div>just</div><div>start</div><div>studying !</div><div><br /></div><div>cheers .</div><div><br /></div><div>ciao ..</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i've forgotten how to even start this .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">seems so difficult out of a sudden .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">slowly ..</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2658670808781615142?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-85682809551036093512008-07-08T22:47:00.002+08:002008-07-08T23:13:22.822+08:00heys .<div><br /></div><div>boooo . </div><div>decided not to put any song this time round .</div><div>):</div><div>not in the mood to think about the song to put ..</div><div><br /></div><div>got back a few papers today .</div><div>as expected .</div><div>disastrous ..</div><div>but the worst is yet to come ..</div><div>chem paper 3 !!</div><div>hahah ..</div><div>haven get back chem paper 2 as well .. </div><div>think that will be equally shit as well ..</div><div>n phy paper 1 n 2 ..</div><div>dont need to say bout tat la huh ..</div><div>ohh . haven get back geog too !</div><div>i really wanna pass tat pls !</div><div>):</div><div><br /></div><div>so got back chem paper 1 today .</div><div>got like 17 . im surprised !</div><div>the fact tat i bombed the whole paper ..</div><div>phy paper 3 was quite badly done ..</div><div>):</div><div>got 28 . damn it ..</div><div>i need to pass phy !!</div><div>damn it ..</div><div>i need some miracles at paper 1 n 2 ..</div><div>which is unlikely to happen .</div><div>sighs .</div><div>maths was ooooookayyyyy ...</div><div>barely passed it . E .</div><div>i think i shld b scoring C or something by now ..</div><div>):</div><div>but nvm la . im contented for now ..</div><div>passed gp . </div><div>did very badly for paper 2 ..</div><div>dont know wthell is wrong with me n passages ..</div><div>i'll never have the ability to infer things from there .</div><div>damn it ..</div><div><br /></div><div>aaaahhhhhhhhh !</div><div>i dont wanna turn emo .</div><div>i think i shld head for my bed real soon .</div><div>anyways ..</div><div>im real tired .</div><div>dont know why also ..</div><div>the fact that i slept from 5 to 6 .</div><div>think my body clock is still in hol ..</div><div>gotta chnge it back real soon !</div><div><br /></div><div>i really need the motivation to appear right now !</div><div><br /></div><div>A's is right up my ass .</div><div>damn it ..</div><div><br /></div><div>study</div><div>study</div><div>study</div><div>study</div><div>study !</div><div><br /></div><div>bye ..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">not even anywhere near .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">take it slow, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i shall .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">(:</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8568280955103609351?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-24441323130122064942008-07-06T23:40:00.002+08:002008-07-07T00:29:16.208+08:00hellos .<div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: 11px; white-space: pre; "><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/wzcRd1vaPS/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/wzcRd1vaPS/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/dukxing/music/H7o3A6h0/jay_chou_jay_chou_qing_tian_sunny_day/">Jay Chou - Qing Tian (Sunny Day) - Jay Chou</a></object></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>guess what ..</div><div>this is my 100th entry !</div><div>wow .</div><div>im impressed with myself ..</div><div>lets look forward to the 1000th ..</div><div>i think i'll never reach that la .</div><div><br /></div><div>ah well ..</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div>so mids over .</div><div>n having this 5days break .</div><div>im enjoying it .</div><div>spent the first day slacking n resting at home ..</div><div>was out with Bong n Lewis ytd .</div><div>spent today with them too . with Kegan this time round .</div><div>haha .</div><div><br /></div><div>shopping with guys aint that bad afterall ..</div><div>you get to say whatever u want .</div><div>there wont be any restriction ..</div><div>hah !</div><div><br /></div><div>but i didnt get anything ytd .</div><div>managed to get myself a pants n a necklace thingy .</div><div>woohooo !</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div>so yea ..</div><div>talked alot ytd .</div><div>actually i wanted to post after i got home last night .</div><div>but was too tired n sis was using the com anyways ..</div><div><br /></div><div>so yup .</div><div>talked alot ..</div><div>thought about what kind of girl i'll settle down for .</div><div>hahahah . not gonna post it here man !</div><div>i've you'r interested .. feel free to ask me .</div><div>i'll probably tell ya .</div><div>lols ..</div><div><br /></div><div>invest is coming real soon .</div><div>i'll miss council .</div><div>i swear .</div><div>already missing it actually ..</div><div>never gonna walk out of school bcos the guards are chasing us .</div><div>booooooooo .....</div><div>how sad .</div><div>):</div><div><br /></div><div>but what is a council without politics probs .</div><div>was still talking about it ytd with the 2 guys .</div><div>sighs .</div><div>politics is like air in council man .</div><div><br /></div><div>but since i didnt attend the elections ..</div><div>i shall just shut up .</div><div>i have no stand to talk at all .</div><div>):</div><div>im not exactly very satisfied with the current situation though .</div><div>hah .</div><div>keep quiet i shall be .</div><div><br /></div><div>im thinking of doing something for the hse capts .</div><div>but i got no idea what to do ..</div><div>we've been through so much tgt during this term .</div><div>im really glad im in one comm with them .</div><div>like i've said before .</div><div>though we'r people with very different personality ..</div><div>we still worked well tgt .</div><div>i guess the differences complement each other ..</div><div>look at cross country .. amazing race .. sports day .. etc .</div><div>i think it can be compared to orientation man !</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div>ah well ..</div><div>enough of being random .</div><div><br /></div><div>oh ya . a chinese song for a change .</div><div>(:</div><div>pretty much my life now .</div><div>calm n clear sky ?</div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>thats all for now ..</div><div><br /></div><div>till the next time ...</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">settling down .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">finding a chance ..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">no where near it now though .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i'll work hard and prove im worth it ..</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2444132313012206494?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-4906294701246028452008-07-01T21:55:00.002+08:002008-07-01T22:04:47.981+08:00heys . <div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: 11px; white-space: pre; "><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/kHDjv-u4i4/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/kHDjv-u4i4/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/04Jwch/music/sZqaB4QZ/daphne_khoo_desperate/">Desperate - Daphne Khoo</a></object></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>yes . i know there's paper tml .</div><div>n this is the second time im typing this . </div><div>when you copy n paste stuffs here .. it'll be exactly the same font n colour n everything .</div><div>n i dont know why when i tried to edit the entry ..</div><div>the font size became like giants .</div><div>damn it .</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways .</div><div>i'll go nap awhile after im done with this .</div><div>(:</div><div>n i'll study after that !</div><div>hah .</div><div><br /></div><div>its disastrous thus far ..</div><div>n i dont expect tml to be a good day .</div><div>sighs .</div><div>thought math might save me .</div><div>but it turns out that it is as bad .</div><div>sigh !</div><div>now i can be officially pronounced dead .</div><div>damn it .</div><div><br /></div><div>ah well .</div><div>no mood to blog ..</div><div>i'll leave you guys with the lyrics of the song .</div><div><br /></div><div>came across the song at random people's blog .</div><div>haha !</div><div>but well ..</div><div>its Desperate by Daphne Khoo .</div><div>rmb her ?</div><div>the quite cute Singapore Idol's contestent !</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div>enjoy .</div><div>(:</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Desperate - Daphne Khoo</span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I need You</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">near me now.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">never knew,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">...just how..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">You're a part of me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">and all I am.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Never been more in the dark, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">never been this scared,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">never was so uncertain of what to do or speak.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Never been so alone, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">never been without You.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Never had more than I could keep.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">And what I need now, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Is someone like You.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Can't believe i didn't look You up,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">even before I knew.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">how You have waited for me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I know.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">now... now</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I'm desperate, I'm calling out Your name.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">can You hear me?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I'm falling, I can't feel your flame,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">so cold and</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I wanna go home,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">wanna feel Your arms around me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">can You hear me?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Save me.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">So afraid, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">of who I am,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I need your strength,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">to live... again.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I put my hand in Yours,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">you fill me up. (fill me up)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">I know You'll always be there,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">You're more than enough.</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-490629470124602845?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-50677405328393505522008-06-26T22:53:00.002+08:002008-06-26T23:18:04.065+08:00hellos .<div><br /></div><div><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/VOBo98LhbT/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/VOBo98LhbT/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/H0SnBB/music/kKxd5IoY/mariah_carey_bye_byemp3/">Bye Bye.mp3 - Mariah Carey</a></object><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>a few papers are gone .</div><div>but they'r all 'goners' ..</div><div>dont know what thehell word is that . but yar ..</div><div><br /></div><div>chem paper 3 is DISASTROUS .</div><div>im prob gonna get single digit . </div><div>its upon 60 by the way ..</div><div>its that bad .</div><div>even if whatever stuffs i wrote are all correct .. </div><div>i still wont pass the paper .</div><div>thats how bad it is .</div><div>damn it .</div><div>):</div><div>Ms Au is gonna screw me upside down .</div><div>endless remedial will be waiting for me .</div><div>sighs .</div><div><br /></div><div>phy paper 3 is as usual . </div><div>i'll fail it .</div><div>sigh .</div><div>but at least i know it wont be that bad .</div><div>its the first time i feel so scared after a paper .</div><div>as in .. i know i'll fail . </div><div>but it wont be that badddddd ......</div><div>chem paper 3 this time round will be a BIG JOKE .</div><div>i swear .</div><div><br /></div><div>so yea . studied hell lots for math .</div><div>at least i could do the paper .</div><div>im prob gonna get a E ?</div><div>we shall see .</div><div><br /></div><div>im gonna chill a little now .</div><div>yeah . i know this is the 89923525235times i said it .. </div><div><br /></div><div>but well ..</div><div>at least im motivated after the stupid chem paper 3 .</div><div><br /></div><div>i'll try my best to study everyday from now on .</div><div>n yes .</div><div>this goes on after mid year ends !</div><div>hah .</div><div>i'll TRY !</div><div>=D</div><div><br /></div><div>super tired now .</div><div>boooo ..</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yar .</div><div>been going to the gym n swimming pool very often these days .</div><div>like everyday in fact .</div><div>its like gym on one day n swim the next day .</div><div>haha .</div><div>but im still feeling very weak .</div><div>i think im just too lazy .</div><div>even though im there .. </div><div>i dont push myself ?</div><div>lazy ah !!</div><div>lol .</div><div><br /></div><div>ah well ..</div><div>this tiredness is making me emo .</div><div>maybe i should go n sleep now .</div><div>shall wake up later for Spain's match later on .</div><div>Fernando Torres !</div><div>=D</div><div><br /></div><div>but he doesnt perform as well at international stage .</div><div>hmmm . sounds familiar huh .</div><div>i think one of his teammates at club level is like that too .</div><div>oh yar ! Steven Gerrard !</div><div>lol . lame... but yar .</div><div>er . there have been alot of critics about both of them at international stage and i was just reading about it awhile ago .</div><div>one of the pool's webby columnist was talking about it .</div><div>but one of the 'dont perform as well' but yet the team is achieving good results .</div><div>whats wrong man ?</div><div>so yup ! im all for the both of them .</div><div>L O V E S ..</div><div>=D</div><div>hahahaha !</div><div><br /></div><div>okays . i better get going .</div><div><br /></div><div>study hard !</div><div>bye all !</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">to walk pass and not notice you is way too tough .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">just tell me how i can make you notice me ?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">sighs ..</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5067740532839350552?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-49527268225123343712008-06-21T00:19:00.003+08:002008-06-21T01:48:46.277+08:00heys .<br /><br /><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/8HESA18ztS/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/8HESA18ztS/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/misfitmaker/music/efkmumjV/brian_mcknight_back_at_one/">Back at One - Brian McKnight</a></object><br /><br />boooo .<br />bad day today .<br />havent really studied .<br />n i think im gonna blank out during the papers .<br />im so dead .<br />damn it .<br /><br />sigh .<br /><br />went out wit my sis n bro in law .<br />was at ikea at Tampines .<br />n i duno why thehell there are sooooo many couples there .<br />):<br /><br />anyways .<br />was out yesterday with the clique .<br />Clare's n Serene's birthday !<br />Happy Birthday girls .<br />=D<br /><br />met Vincent .<br />been quite awhile since i last saw him n talked to him .<br />he's attached now man .<br />wooo .<br />actually i saw him the previous day .<br />but didnt exactly talked to him cos his girl was there .<br />so didnt wanna disturb .<br />haha .<br />we chatted all the way from Marina to Panjang .<br />had a good time man .<br />its been awhile since we last caught up .<br /><br />conclusion from the talk .<br />i grew up .<br />hah !<br />at least i know what is right n what is wrong now .<br />im glad .<br />(:<br /><br />so yea .<br />realised that my expectations have been increasing too .<br />just like the number of ERPs in Singapore and the GST here .<br />lol .<br />dumb examples . but yar ..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">social circle is now smaller too .</div><div style="text-align: center;">due to some monkey reason .</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i think im glad about it ..</div><div style="text-align: center;">hah .</div><div style="text-align: center;">at least im enjoying what i have now .</div><div style="text-align: center;">(:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">went through all the things i remembered about the past while i was on my way back .</div><div style="text-align: center;">ha .</div><div style="text-align: center;">it was bad .</div><div style="text-align: center;">very bad .</div><div style="text-align: center;">):</div><div style="text-align: center;">could have avoided many unnecessary actions .</div><div style="text-align: center;">but well ..</div><div style="text-align: center;">dont cry over spilled milk ?</div><div style="text-align: center;">lol .</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im done for the updating about my life part .</div><div style="text-align: center;">next ..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">oh . song lyrics !</div><div style="text-align: center;">the song is Brian McKnight's Back at One .</div><div style="text-align: center;">enjoy . (:</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">It's undeniable... that we should be together...</span></span></span></i></span><i><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Then let me show you now that I'm for real...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">If all things in time, time will reveal...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Yeah...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">One... you're like </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">a dream come true</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Two... just </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">wanna be with you</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Three... girl it's plain to see... that you'r the </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">only one</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> for me... and</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Four... repeat steps one to three...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Five... </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">make you fall in love with me</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One (yeah)</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">So Incredible... the way things work themselves out...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">And undesirable... for us to be apart...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Never would of made it very far...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Cause...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">One... you're like </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">a dream come true</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Two... just </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">wanna be with you</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">only one</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> for me and</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Four.. .repeat steps one to three</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Five... </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">make you fall in love with me</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One......</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I feel like a little child... whose life has just begun...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">You came and breathed new life</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Into this lonely heart of mine...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">You threw out the life line... just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">One... you're like </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">a dream come true</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Two... just </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">wanna be with you</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">only one</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> for me... girl and...</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Four... repeat steps one through three</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Five... </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">make you fall in love with me</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One</span></span></span></span><o:p></o:p></i></p></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">byebyes .</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">its been awhile .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i dont know why ..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">the lonely feeling just creeps in .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">discreetly .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">its hurting .. already .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">talked about it .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">and maybe ..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">he's right .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">that is the only solution .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">but i dont want to !</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i prefer what im having now .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i prefer what my eyes brings me to now .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">the past just aint the sights i wanna see .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">maybe i need a mirror to myself .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ego is not gonna help here .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">brought down to earth .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">sigh .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ego is a pretend .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ego is a makeup .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ego is to cover up the rubbish .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">or maybe ..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">that guy was right .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i just need to make my move .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">it was rubbish the other time .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i need to do it on my own .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">or not .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">sighs .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">this is nonsense !</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">damn it .</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i dont know what is the problem now ..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">aint life pretty now ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">why do i wanna make it complicated !?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">un-loved .</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4952726822512334371?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-20153534907906812012008-06-17T22:16:00.002+08:002008-06-17T22:27:53.657+08:00heys !<br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/5KoY_fDkdi/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/5KoY_fDkdi/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/buckcherryrock/music/yNWrBA9I/buckcherry_sorry/">Sorry - Buckcherry</a></object><br /><br />hah . <br />i downloaded apple's net browser aka Safari .<br />using it now ..<br />think its quite cool .<br />i think im just bored of FireFox .<br /><br />anyways. <br />im thinking of getting a iMac in time to come .<br />but its about 2000bucks .<br />ohmygosh .<br />bang wall .<br />hah .<br />but i wonder if getting an iMac will be the right choice ..<br />i'll have to learn from scratch on how to operate the whole machine man .<br />hahah !<br />it'll make me an ultra noob .<br />but its super nice !<br />i swear .<br />):<br />ah well ..<br />we'll see .<br /><br />okays . <br />i did a little math in the noon .<br />like 5ques ?<br />haha .<br />im probably gonna sleep tml morning .<br />math mock is gonna be a big joke .<br />n i've concluded my midyears is gone .<br />unless i dont sleep n study every single second .<br />perhaps i still can pass ?<br />hah .<br />die . <br />ANDYtham .. die !<br /><br />nothing else for now .<br />except that im waiting for imeem to load . hah .<br />its quite slow these days ..<br /><br />done .<br />sayos .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">flashes of you, us .<br />i wonder how are you now ..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2015353490790681201?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-64750391725597164512008-06-15T23:49:00.004+08:002008-06-16T00:29:32.201+08:00hello .<br /><br />1 week left to mid year !<br />OH NO .<br /><br />im sooooooooo gonna die .<br />haha .<br />only covered 1% ?<br />BANG WALL !<br /><br />anyways .<br />hols been boring .<br />been either stoning at home or sleeping at home .<br />hahahah !<br />n most of the times when im out ..<br />im with my family .<br />guess im really becoming a good boy man .<br />super no life la .<br />damn it .<br />booooooooo ..<br /><br />ohh .<br />happy dad's day .<br />had dinner tgt with my uncle's family .<br />haha .<br />super random .<br />but yea .<br />(:<br />family is LOVE these days .<br />oh ! <br />i even took family photos recently !!<br />i'll upload if i have the soft copy .<br />went to pick the photos in the noon today .<br />super nice !<br />hah !!<br />n i realised my smiles are inconsistent .<br />its a different smile at different photo .<br />some are real fake .<br />LOL .<br />there was one photo which was candid .<br />n we were laughing like crazy in the photo .<br />but its NICE ! <br />LOVE !<br />=D<br /><br />cherish your family when you have the chance .<br />(:<br />loveSSSSSS .<br /><br />watched Spain's match last night .<br />2nd half was boring except Villa's goal .<br />i think he's another Torres .<br />damn .<br />i hope Wenger suddenly become crazy and not go for him .<br />):<br /><br />anyways !<br />anybody know if there's any upcoming Singtel roadshows ?<br />or other company for that matter ..<br />i need to get a new broadband plan soon .<br />sis is moving out soon .<br />meaning i got no more sponsor for my net alr .<br />):<br />need to get cheap and good deal man !<br />guess im gonna pay for the net bills ..<br />ahhh !<br />phone bills are alr disastrous enough man !<br />hah .<br />no more pasta.. no more fish n co . <br />only hawker centre and grass patch from now on .<br />hahahah !<br /><br />oh . random thingy .<br />i think ugly monster 1 is attached .<br />hahahaha ! <br />i dont know why i had to blog this .<br />but ..<br />i dont care .<br />muahahah ~<br /><br />oh yar ..<br />haven decide what i wanna do tml .<br />option 1 is to study with Clare n Bindy .<br />option 2 is to go out with sis .<br />apparently doors at her new house got alot of defects .<br />so gonna complain n see what happens tml .<br /><br />ah !<br />i remembered something while i was stoning in the car today .<br />sigh .<br /><br />i think my entries are becoming darn random these days .<br />ha .<br />lalalalal .<br />enough .<br /><br />byebyes ..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">suddenly ..<br />pictures of the many mornings came up to me ..<br />and it became misses soon .<br />in the end ..<br />a chance to reflect upon the wrong decision made .<br />sigh .<br /><br />perhaps ..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6475039172559716451?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-83947336021812631212008-06-11T02:01:00.002+08:002008-06-11T02:09:29.629+08:00heys ..<br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/R5hVzIITD3/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/R5hVzIITD3/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/1aPoLKU/music/cmv5ysWW/elliot_yamin_wait_for_you/">Wait For You - Elliot Yamin</a></object><br /><br />finally went out .<br />haha .<br />been a while man ..<br />considering its the hols now .<br /><br />so well .<br />went sis hse for awhile in the noon .<br />wanted to gym .<br />but too lazy .<br />n anyways .<br />haven recover from ytd's session .<br />so im prob gonna go tml ?<br />shall see how it goes ..<br />(:<br /><br />anyways .<br />caught Narnia just now .<br />freaking long .<br />haha .<br />think its okaaaayyyyy ....<br />not worth all its hype .<br />wanted to catch KungFu Panda .<br />selling fast everywhere !<br />bang wall .<br />im gonna watch it before hols end .<br />i dont care .<br />hahas .<br /><br />ah well .. <br />dont know what im feeling now .<br />quite affected by the rain .<br />ha .<br /><br />oh ! <br />n ear piece is spoilt .<br />damn it !<br />only one side of the ear piece is working .<br />but luckily its the extension part thats spoilt .<br />so i'll prob do without it until i find the extension ba .<br /><br /><br />okays .<br />thats all .<br /><br />byebyes ..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">it just wouldnt click .<br />thats it for trying .<br />let it be what it should be .<br />i give up .</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8394733602181263121?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-84925712628842629952008-06-08T02:18:00.002+08:002008-06-08T02:21:57.694+08:00heys !<br /><br />woo .<br />finally done .<br />spent like 2hrs on the new skin?<br />haha .<br />yeah . noob i know .<br /><br />spent quite some time relinking the whole world .<br />wooo !<br />all the links r now new n updated !<br />proud of myself !<br /><br />haha.<br />like this skin !<br />think i'll be stuck on it for quite some time ba .<br />=D<br /><br />now im tired already .<br />haha .<br />look at the time man .<br />booooooo !<br />alrights .<br />actually ..<br />im not exactly tired .<br />but i just dont feel like staying online .<br />perhaps watch my show again ?<br />haha .<br />or maybe i'll stone on my bed ba .<br />been awhile since i did that .<br />miss the feeling already .<br />ha .<br /><br />alrights .<br />thats all .<br />like the skin ?<br />loves !<br /><br />byebyes .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">whats wrong ?<br />i wonder .</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8492571262884262995?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-44675740891048478962008-06-06T22:13:00.006+08:002008-06-06T23:05:27.411+08:00heys .<br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/o13BUJ0qJG/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/o13BUJ0qJG/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/boosuli/music/6wfH-NsL/midnight_hour_running_away/">Running Away - Midnight Hour</a></object><br /><br />went to blog hop awhile ago .<br />went to random blogs of people i know .<br />link here n there and then here n there again .<br />found blogs from seniors, juniors and people from my batch as well .<br />yea. got this song from random blog too .<br />Peirong's. junior in Dunearn.<br />ha . duhh ! <br />cant be from pri sch right !?<br />barely remember names except those few .<br /><br />so yeah .<br />lots of memories flooded me at one go .<br />ha .<br />i really mean LOTS .<br />sigh .<br />it seems like when i was in sec sch ..<br />i didnt bother about the consequences of my actions .<br />i just do whatever my feeling tells me to .<br />no bothers .<br />no worries .<br />n i would often come out with whatever shit excuses to cover my actions .<br /><br />guilt .<br />has overwhelmed me .<br />too much childish acts .<br />i think i was pretty much oblivious of all my actions .<br />until now .<br /><br />looking back .<br />now i understand why there was so much hatred .<br />i am sorry .<br /><br />guess its all too late to apologise since whats done is done .<br />i dont hav a time machine to turn back time .<br />perhaps ..<br />even if i could turn back time ..<br />i doubt i will change my actions .<br />not because i am not guilty of it .<br />but because that is what made me grow ..<br />isnt it ?<br /><br />as in ..<br />isnt life like that ?<br />filled with the ups n downs .<br />n one will learn from mistakes .<br />slowly grow up .. n mature .<br /><br />no .<br />i am not feeling emo now .<br />this is really the reflection time .<br />n this is the result of my reflection .<br /><br />the song ..<br />Midnight Hour - Running Away<br />perhaps summarises my feelings n thoughts now .<br />hell lots is speeding around in my mind now .<br />making me a little giddy now .<br />ha . noob .<br />whatever .<br />anyways . <br />should look at the lyrics of the song .<br />with my favourite being this 2 lines :<br /><span style="font-style:italic;">I’m running away, Im leaving this place,<br />Yeah…Im running away, Im running away</span><br />yea . it pretty much make up the whole song .<br /><br />but anyways .<br />went to Mr Tong's blog while i was blog hopping .<br />he's at Poland now ?<br />yeah . i think so .<br />but he's definitely at some European countries now .<br />a quote from his blog: "<span style="font-style:italic;">u really DO feel european. it has a calming effect.</span>"<br />he felt this when he was sitting on a bench at some place that i've forgotten .<br />he sat there n watched tourists n locals walk by ..<br />how often do one feel this in Singapore ?<br />let me answer it for you .<br />nope. not at all !<br />perhaps ..<br />the only place i can picture this scene is at Botanic Gardens .<br />but even so ..<br />i doubt Singaporeans will go there just to sit and chill ..<br />the weather will probably kill whatever mood they have .<br />in this humid tropical island ..<br />every single second counts .<br />time is money ?<br />ha . it certainly applies here man .<br /><br />hah .<br />after talking, i mean typing, so much ..<br />its time for me to head back to reality .<br />the examinations are still waiting for me .<br />without the certificates, aka pieces of PAPER, im not gonna survive in this crazy country .<br />i certainly hope to emigrate n RUN AWAY from this crazy town,<br />this CRAZY society .<br />there's hardly any room to rest .<br /><br />i realised .<br />blogging is the only way for breathing .<br />maybe this kind of 'thought provoking' entries will help me in the long run .<br />other than the fun n excitement i get when i dont study, which is most of the time ..<br />perhaps ..<br />this is the best n efficient way to rest .<br /><br />bye all .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">envy .<br />i really envy the slow paced n calm life .<br />yearn .<br />perhaps, the best word to describe .</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4467574089104847896?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-90498692938524821182008-06-05T01:39:00.002+08:002008-06-05T01:54:05.629+08:00heys !<br /><br />ha .<br />bored !<br />gonna watch dvd before i sleep .<br />yar i know the time now .<br />haha .<br />but cant sleep ..<br />im supposed to study now .<br />but...<br />nothing will get in .<br /><br />stupid things happening ..<br />n i swear its not good .<br />okay .<br />at least for now ..<br />confused people = prepare to bang wall people .<br />okay . that doesnt make sense .<br />whatever .<br />when one is confused ..<br />tat monkey better dont make any decision .<br />haha .<br />i swear !<br />so Andy Tham ..<br />please SHUTUP n move away now !!<br />omg .<br />this is ultimate scary ..<br />the consequences is gonna be as bad as a atomic bomb in my hse .<br />hahaha !<br />okay . its no joke .<br /><br />n the weather is freaking irritating now !<br />rahh .<br />im hot like a mad cow n sweating like a mad dog ..<br />ahhh !<br />it was raining like a few hrs ago pls .<br />whats with the weather ?!<br /><br />enough of ranting .<br />bye !<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">confused kid .<br />i said:<br />"get out n go away, AndyTham!"<br />this is bad enough already .</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-9049869293852482118?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-78591968131976413212008-06-02T00:35:00.002+08:002008-06-02T00:53:22.876+08:00heys .<br /><br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/qXTqzi1P1T/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/qXTqzi1P1T/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/-_HcxN2/music/sCIV4sJf/shayne_ward_breathless/">Breathless - Shayne Ward</a></object><br /><br />geog is over .<br />cool.<br />im probably gonna fail it .<br />yes . again .<br />sigh!<br />it'll never work for me ..<br />damn it .<br />gone is 20th position .<br /><br />oh . dont know whats with my recent typing ..<br />feels its nicer this way .<br />punctuation after the sentence !<br />hahas .<br />cool aint it ?<br />lol .<br />but i think someone i know types like tat too .<br />just cant recall .<br />too bad .<br />lol ..<br />=)<br /><br />thats a smiley ! not punctuation . so yup ..<br /><br />anyways .<br />feeling quite emo .<br />so im here .<br />randomly spitting things out .<br />yeahyeah .<br />again again n again .<br />but well .. <br />i dont rmb setting up the blog with a happy intention .<br />haha .<br />so yup .<br /><br />ohh . <br />so whats making me so emo ?!<br /><br />er . <br />actually ...<br />its not really some big thing la .<br />so im not exactly emo .<br />just ...<br />dont feel good about it .<br />how often does Andy feel good about something man ?!<br />especially at night ..<br />ha !<br /><br />so yeah .<br />seems like i just committed a mistake .<br />not just actually ..<br />been a while ..<br />just that i kinda realised it now .<br />oh ! i once typed no regrets or something like tat in an entry .<br />yeah .<br />its the same issue .<br />im still not regretful on the decision i've made !<br />just that it seems like im doing the wrong things .<br />ha .<br />exactly why its called a mistake .<br />so well ..<br />up to me to stop committing the mistake .<br />n now is a good time .<br />hah .<br /><br />n i dont know whats with imeem now .<br />been loading it since i signed in into blogger ..<br />but its still loading .<br />lol ..<br />so i shall talk till it finishes loading .<br />ha !<br /><br />there's a match tml ! Singapore vs Uzbekistan .<br />think tats the correct spelling ..<br />since blogger's dict suggested it .<br /><br />oh its done .<br />Shayne Ward - Breathless .<br />enjoy people ..<br /><br />taking off .<br />bye all ..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">pick me up if i fall .<br />dont leave me there .<br />because i know i will get stuck ..<br />thats all .</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7859196813197641321?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-9189583358819263082008-05-29T21:11:00.002+08:002008-05-29T21:16:58.317+08:00heys .<br /><br />yes. im here to whine again .<br />geog sucks la !<br />big time .<br />how about im gonna fail it tml ...<br />damn !<br /><br />but i dont wanna fail !<br /><br />hah.<br />what happened to being 20th in position man !?<br /><br />im still left with mass movement.<br />weathering .<br />n hydro !<br />oh. n earthquake !<br />all of which r highly likely to come out tml !<br /><br />hah.<br />okays .<br />im done ..<br />went sch for consultation today.<br />thank you Ms Soo!<br />=)<br /><br />at least i learnt weathering of granite from the 1.5hr session .<br />sit there n talk crap for the last 30min.<br />lol..<br /><br />time for geog .<br />again .<br /><br />bye!<br />reluctantly .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">cant regret .<br />no !<br />just keep it this way .</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-918958335881926308?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-2218388224515826582008-05-26T23:47:00.003+08:002008-05-26T23:53:20.859+08:00heys ..<br /><br />dont know why.<br />i've been having this negative feeling all night long .<br />seriously..<br />nothing happened .<br /><br />i dont like this feeling man!<br />damnnnn .....<br /><br />whenever i have this feeling .<br />something not right will happen behind my back ..<br />n i'll only know after its been done.<br />shit la.<br /><br />i dont want anything to go wrong during this hol please !<br />especially when geog is just 4days away.<br />please.<br /><br />aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh !<br /><br />enough of whining .<br /><br />bye..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">i made the decision.<br />thats it.<br />no room for regrets.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-221838822451582658?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-36702842041578350182008-05-25T01:20:00.002+08:002008-05-25T01:44:25.278+08:00hey!<br /><br />http://youtube.com/watch?v=6Mw5P--3XEM<br /><br />cant find the song on imeem.<br />so here you go.<br />youtube version.<br />Save You - Simple Plan<br />song of the day. <br />since i've heard it over 10times today.<br />haha.<br /><br />got nothing much to blog about.<br />perhaps im in my reflective aka emo mood.<br />again.<br /><br />anyways.<br />sports day is over .<br />so my council term ends.<br />unofficially.<br />since tat is my last event.<br />as a 8th Student Councillor.<br />and a Polo House Captain.<br />4th in the event.<br />wonder if Polo will get the championship this year..<br />we'r super close !<br />hopefully we will win it !<br />=)<br /><br />so yeah.<br />council life has ended.<br />of course, unofficially..<br />what now?<br />no more to meetings..<br />no more to event planning..<br />no more to late nights in school..<br />no more to getting chased out by the guards..<br />no more to arguing over which decision will make the event more successful..<br />no more ...<br />no more to council .....<br />sighs.<br /><br />gp mid yr is done.<br />n gone.<br />compo's dead.<br />so hopefully paper 2 will rescue me.<br />which is something that i doubt will happen.<br />but well.. guess i tried my best.<br />wrote like a page for aq.<br />this is the FIRST time.<br />promos wasnt this long either.<br />ha.<br />so yeah..<br />hope.<br /><br />adidas sales now!<br />at expo ?<br />=)<br />gonna go tml !<br />hopefully can get a shirt pants n socks.<br />n perhaps some pool merchandise.<br />white polo tee !!<br />=D<br />but im kinda broke.<br />boooooooo....<br />hopefully mum will be nice n rescue me !<br />haha.<br /><br />ohh!<br />went out wit Dunearn peeps just now.<br />been awhile since i met the whole gang.<br />to celebrate Rach's birthday.<br />had NYNY at city link.<br />first time.<br />its not bad.<br />at least its quite filling.<br />had some chick chop..<br />not tat bad.<br />but Botak Jones is still cheap, good n filling !<br />haha.<br />n its just opp my hse.<br />how wonderful..<br />=D<br />oh. <br />everybody's still roughly the same.<br />especially Fahrun.<br />still as nonsensical n crazy.<br />haha!<br />but kinda felt the distance.<br />as in..<br />we use to be closer.<br />ha. maybe its just me.<br />ah well...<br />lalalalalala....<br /><br />oh yar!!<br />something freaky happened when i was on the way to suntec.<br />was waiting for Clare at the bus stop when a bus stopped in front of me.<br />looked into the bus n saw a couple.<br />cant see cos i wasnt wearin my specs.<br />then they started waving at me.<br />since i couldnt see.<br />i stepped forward. <br />but i still couldnt see.<br />haha. <br />but since they waved. i decided to be nice n just wave back.. <br />then i stepped back to my original position.<br />n then the girl started to do the call me sign.<br />haha!<br />i would have if i know who u were..<br />but i still couldnt figure who they are.<br />so.. haha.. <br />too bad.<br />i hope its not some funny people who's trying to act funny.<br />bcos tat will make me some clown here man.<br />lol !<br /><br />so yup. <br />thats all for today. n now.<br />Save You has been on repeat mode since i started typing this entry.<br /><br />bye all ..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">commitment.<br />fear.<br />afraid.<br />scared.<br />sigh.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3670284204157835018?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-3543585381130305022008-05-20T21:16:00.004+08:002008-05-20T21:26:38.132+08:00hellos!<br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/nX9prfvoXV/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/nX9prfvoXV/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed></object><br /><br />alrights. im here..<br />been quite awhile i think..<br />but well..<br /><br />life's been pretty good these days.<br />everything's quite cool.<br />hw is okay. life aint tat stress. friens r always cool.<br />so yeah..<br />oh. been smiling alot !<br />especially after college day.<br />lol.<br />tat is one BIG joke!!<br />i swear.<br />Andy turned red for once.<br />hahahaha!!<br /><br />lalalala..<br />tml is sports day!!<br />sighs.<br />did badly for heats.<br />boooooooo....<br />2nd last now. <br />wonder how im gonna play catch up tml.<br />lets hope the cheers will work well..<br /><br />super tired today!!<br />dont know why.<br />slept for quite awhile during chem lect.<br />after which i stoned during gp.<br />but i did read Newsweek! ha.<br />then went council room. wanted to slack ard n go home..<br />but realised the torch thingy was not ready for tml ..<br />so i went to do it.<br />yes. alone. again.<br />Andrew came n showed face.<br />but busy with his own hse's stuffs.<br />guess owens gonna win it tml.<br />but ah well..<br />heck.<br /><br />so yeah.<br />super tired !<br />practically dragggggeeeeddd myself back home.<br />freaking walked like a zombie.<br />tired like crap please! <br />)=<br /><br />sis got her new hse already!<br />now i got a free gym to go to!<br />haha.<br />lets see if im hardworking enough.<br />hmmmm..<br />i want to be fit again!!<br />=D<br /><br />byes!<br /><br /><br />things r OKAY these days.<br />dont stop. please.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-354358538113030502?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-13563401819109724782008-05-12T22:56:00.002+08:002008-05-12T23:27:42.068+08:00hey. <br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/lrkdkU8Dnr/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/lrkdkU8Dnr/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed></object><br /><br />wanted to put Perfect World by Simple Plan.<br />but couldnt find it.<br />actually i found one. but the quality aint that good. <br />so decided to put this instead.<br />been quite stuck to this song recently.<br /><br />sighs. duno why..<br />just having this negative feeling.<br />went down for volleyball today.<br />lost.<br />but it was a tough match from the start.<br />n the guys put in a tough fight.<br />salutes!<br /><br />cheered like crazy today.<br />but its still not up to expectations.<br />maybe because we have high expectations?<br />i dont know.<br />noise level were there.<br />but our cheers were not co-ordinated. in a way..<br />some councillors were cheering here n there.. volleyball girls were cheering on their own too.<br />but somehow. it was still freaking loud. <br />hah!<br />it would be a lot better if we could do it together..<br />but well.. its over.<br />we'll now look forward to the 3rd/4th placing match.<br />good job guys!<br />=)<br /><br />2 years ago.<br />i was the one getting cheered on.<br />wearing the school jersey.<br />fighting for what we, the team, want..<br />playing for the love of the game.<br />keeping the school spirit high at the same time..<br /><br />now im sitting at the side.<br />cheering people on.<br />sighs.<br />i really miss those times..<br />its a different feeling.<br /><br />n when the cheers r loud..<br />sometimes, you'll just want to stop the game n soak into the atmosphere.<br />this will, perhaps, be something i'll never feel again.<br />i miss....<br /><br />perhaps joining some merit sports will allow me to get this feeling back.<br />whether i get into the team is another question though.<br />but if i do get into the team..<br />will i be on the court fighting, once again?<br /><br />is joining council really the right choice?<br />yeah. its too late to regret and change now.<br />but i never regretted joining council once.<br />council term definitely helped me grew up a hell damn lot..<br />i swear.<br />anybody who knows me will know too.<br />but im just thinking...<br />will joining other ccas allow me to grow as well..<br />perhaps in another aspect of life.<br />but still. i'll grow.. i'll mature.. i'll change..<br />is joining council the RIGHT, best, choice for me?<br /><br />lalalalala.<br /><br />was already quite affected after volleyball lost.<br />heats was disastrous!<br />kinda lost every single damn thing.<br />perhaps i didnt put in enough effort to find the best.<br />guess im too complacent with the lead now..<br />we'll do well in cheers! <br />=)<br /><br />this is definitely not a good time for me to go into depression mood.<br />mid years r just weeks away.<br />not cool !<br />even though im starting to do all my tutorials n work..<br />is it too late?<br /><br />i dont wanna look back and have ANY regret.<br /><br />bye world..<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">is council the best choice?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1356340181910972478?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-24494442485902366322008-05-06T20:58:00.003+08:002008-05-06T21:12:01.589+08:00hey!<br /><br />just felt like blogging.<br />got nth to do.<br />actually...<br />there's piles of hw.<br />but as usual.. tue is a lazy day.<br />week just started. got nth to look forward to.<br />weekends r still quite long away..<br />n monday just passed..<br />not here nor there.<br /><br />anyways. <br />the recently popped up issue has passed.<br />n settled.<br />everything's cool.<br />no hard feelings.<br />=)<br /><br />n yes. im still stuck to the song.<br />always be my baby.<br /><br />anthony is dao-ing me?<br />=(<br />haha! <br />not like i talked to her or something.<br />but yeah.<br />worsen the already-very-sian-school-days.<br />lalalalala.........<br /><br />tml got chem mock spa.<br />im gonna so so so die.<br />skill A aint tat fun anymore when it comes to taking it.<br />shit man.<br />lousy!<br /><br />past vs present day comin soon.<br />i'll be playing! <br />in wad sports? i dont know.<br />haha!<br />still duno if im playin bball.<br />but if not.<br />i'll be playin soccer.<br />but confirm kena own one la..sian!<br />but well.. for the fun of it.<br />hahas. =)<br /><br />alrights.. shall slack ard till 930 n go study.<br />i duno wanna hand up blank paper tml.<br />lol.<br /><br />thats all for now !<br /><br />bye all.<br /><br /><br />" A good day can be a good day every day but is up to you to make the good decisions and choices to make a good day a better day!"<br />--- Written in 2008 by Aileen L. --- Texas<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2449444248590236632?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-86755351960565764932008-05-04T00:31:00.002+08:002008-05-04T00:43:10.677+08:00hellos...<br /><br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/N_oFK9QpbL/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/N_oFK9QpbL/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />dont know what to do..<br />so here i am.<br />super boreddd...<br />rahhh!<br /><br />found the song on Samantha's blog.<br />tot it wasnt that nice initially..<br />but after a few times..<br />hmmm!<br />im kinda stuck to it.<br />haha.<br />duno who the singer is. but as long as the song is nice.<br />=)<br />can someone be nice n send it to me ?<br /><br />lalalalla..<br />woke up round 1 today. nice sleep!<br />after which i play fm.<br />n napped for awhile..<br />then did a little work.<br />n slack all the way till now.<br />hahas.<br />no-life boy.<br />but okay la. today is a lazy saturday.<br />so i dont mind !<br />=)<br /><br />wanna go out tml !<br />but cant find people..<br />got hell lots of movies i wanna watch now!<br />actually only a few.<br />but still....<br />haha.<br />timings all screwed tml.<br />cos gotta go grandma's hse in the noon.<br />n i'll be playin badminton in the morning.<br />so i'll only be free in the late noon onwards..<br />which makes things even worst.<br />cos cant go out that longgg....<br />boooooo..<br />=(<br /><br />got to know a particular blog.<br />damn you.<br />we were there to give support.<br />but apparently you'r not very appreciative of that huh..<br />please do alert us next time if you dont need our support.<br />we'll definitely NOT go for it man.<br />bad for our throats to shout.<br />n bad for our mind to know that we'r not appreciated. <br />again.<br /><br />rahhh!<br />this is the how many times that this type of things happened la!<br />took an extra step to join this energy-DRAINING and tough cca.<br />yeah. <br />other cca r energy draining and tough too..<br />we'r all humans man.<br /><br />lalalalalala. <br />dont care.<br /><br /><br />this is really boring.<br />played viwawa till sian alr.<br />n not in the mood to fm.<br />nobody is online.<br />omg.<br />rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........<br /><br /><br />byebyes.<br /><br /><br />taken for granted.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8675535196056576493?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-55984988665966312622008-04-29T20:39:00.002+08:002008-04-29T21:28:46.059+08:00heys!<br /><br />wanted to write down everything when i came back..<br />back i was too tired. halfway thru.. i kinda dozed off for 1 sec..<br />so decided to go to bed.<br /><br />anyways. here i am.<br />Elects Camp 2008..<br />shall just touch on the 2 imprt events, nightwalk and amazing race.<br />n i'll talk about others randomly if i can recall.<br />haha.<br /><br />so yea. <br />nightwalk. friday night..<br />as usual..<br />they watched a movie, Ghost Camp, or something like tat followed by a random tales..<br />partnered Janice at the pe store. i hid myself in the spoilt cupboard.<br />its just about the corner. <br />so i'll bang the cupboard once the elects r near me.. <br />n i'll walk out holdin an umbrella.<br />haha. <br />think it aint tat scary..<br />more like LOL.<br />haha!<br />but some were still frightened. <br />had fun wit chinadoll too..<br />so yup!<br />good job well done..<br />hahas..<br /><br />amazing race.<br />tho its relatively short compared to "Pioneer: Need For Speed"..<br />bcos of time constraint n shortage of manpower.<br />it was still fun.<br />objectives set were still met.<br />so yup! good job.<br />the grp i was with got second.<br />=D<br />went limbang, causeway, lower seletar reservoir n science centre...<br />enjoyed myself. tho it was tiring !<br />okay. it wasnt thattttt tiring compared to the other amazing race.<br />haha.<br />only thing i felt was missing was the element of team spirit?<br />but guess its okay la. <br />since its covered by the camp itself..<br />=)<br /><br />objectives of the camp was TIC.<br />Teamwork. Initiative. Communication.<br />essentials for a council !<br /><br />overall..<br />camp was fun !<br />dont know why i was so high throughout.<br />haha. mayb at the back of my mind...<br />i know i hav to enjoy this.<br />there wont be another chance.<br />this is prob our last chance to stay in sch organising some event.<br />sigh.<br />i'll miss stayin in school.<br />late nights due to debrief.<br />the constant waking up from sleep bcos its too cold.<br />n when u open your eyes.. u get to see all your fellow councillors ard you.<br />i'll miss these!<br />=(<br /><br />during council sharing to the 9th.<br />we are suppose to say a few sentences each.<br />so yea.. up went Espirit headed by Natalie.<br />it was a short emo moment for us i guess.<br />at least for me..<br />reflected on what we did..<br />kinda promoted the role of hse capt.<br />Andrew and i mentioned about interacting with alot alot alot of people.<br />bcos we'r hse capts..<br />we'll have to interact wit our fellow hse members..<br />n we will have to build good rapport with them in order to get good response for whatever activities we'r gonna carry out.<br />its a tough job i would say.<br />as in.. it is real hard to get everyone's support.<br />n not only students.<br />being a hse capt enables you to work with different tchers..<br />we get to work wit our hse master.<br />n sports day n lalala.. we get to work with the tchers from the pe department.<br />n there r other events tat r headed by the other hse masters.<br />thats when u get to work wit different tchers.<br /><br />n for me. n this batch of hse capts..<br />we'r exceptionally happy n proud bcos we'r people with VERY DIFFERENT personality. <br />being able to work tgt is a tough tough thing to do.<br />im gonna copy Firdaus n talk a little on each hse capts.<br />lets start with..<br />Nazri, Byron - Wide network. did quite a lot of the external relations. CNB, sponsors, tshirt.. lalalaa. our english-man aka arty-farty since he's the only one in arts class. =)<br />Firdaus, Darwin - admin king ! just pass all the paper work to him n he'll do a wonderful job for you. quiet worker i wuld say. but always fun to work with him since he'll pop out at most random times to give shocking ideas. haha!<br />Darren, Keller - tall slacker. haha. always lighten the mood bcos he's always on a different frequency. tho he always slows down meeting.. haha. we got used to it n it became more of a joke than a chore to repeat our points. link everything to bball. haha. big time lover of it. =)<br />Andrew, Owens - the nearest we have to a bitch. haha! stubborn monkey. takes freakin lots of effort to chnge his mind. work with him the most. o1, o2 n lalalal.. we hav personalities tat are opposite of each other. North n South pole apart. but somehow.. we are able to compliment each other n make things work. i duno how. but it just happens. haha! <br />see how different we are !? haha.<br />oh hey. just tot of something darn cliche.<br />we make up a figure of 5 sides.<br />we'r the tip of every side.<br />n tat forms u a STAR !<br />hahahaha.<br />stars unite.<br />=)<br />oh. not forgetting Natalie.<br />our only girl in Espirit now.<br />haha.<br />VERY cheerful head we have huh. haha..<br />always make her presence felt.<br />n we, the hse capts, definitely appreciate what she's doing.<br />=)<br />though its weird for her to kinda join in our work at times..<br />she always make it a point a give us encouragements n lalala.<br />so yea. <br />presenting to you, the 8th Student Council's EspiritCo.<br />ahha!!<br />=D<br /><br />it was a year ago that i complained non-stop about this role.<br />n it was a year ago that someone told me..<br />in the blink of an eye. your council term will end.<br />yeah. now i know its true..<br />its definitely happening now.<br />sighs.<br />i rmb telling tat person.<br />im just gonna slack throughout my entire term in office.<br />im not gonna care about it.<br /><br />i wonder.. <br />what would be happening should i like the role right from the start..<br />will i like it this much now? <br /><br /><br />council term is ending.<br />real soon.<br />=(<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i'll miss all the nonsense n saikang n camps n countless meetings n all the arguments with fellow councillors.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />byes.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5598498866596631262?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-59561034546410274552008-04-16T20:48:00.002+08:002008-04-16T21:05:04.780+08:00heys.<br /><br />dont know why im here..<br />but yeah. just need a place to whine n lalalala...<br /><br />feeling super shitty now.<br />rahh!<br />i know i got piles n tons of work waiting for me on the table. <br />n i know i gotta finish them.<br />i know i gotta study.<br />i know i gotta do all the tutorials.<br />i know i have to go thru all the notes.<br />i know geog mid-yr is coming real soon.<br />i know mid-yr is just like another month or so away.<br /><br />but i just dun have the mood to move.<br />okay. fine..<br />im lazy.<br />im having the mixed mood.<br />the worried but lazy n dun care feeling.<br />ahhhh.<br />its raelly shitty..<br />i dont like it at all..<br /><br />i need a break.<br />okay. had one ytd.<br />but though i was out. at the back of the brain.<br />i still know n rmb there's work to be completed.<br />i need a break BREAK..<br />one tat i totally dont care about work.<br />n the fact tat this weekend will only be one day..<br />cos we'r havin higher education day on sat.<br />n attendance is compulsory.<br />wth.<br />not like im gonna come sch n pay attention to whatever shit tats happening.<br />damn.<br /><br />i know what i wanna do.<br />i just wanna SLEEP....<br />dont care about ANYTHING !<br />but freak. thats not gonna happen.<br />im in Singapore.<br />there's never a 'rest time' here.<br />everything here is fast n hectic.<br />oh hey. read in some news some time ago that..<br />Singaporeans are the world's FASTEST walkers !<br />how about that man...<br />unconsciously.. <br />but guess its true la...<br />stand outside city hall mrt station on a tue morning 8am.<br />you'll see bullet trains everywhere man !<br /><br />everything is so planned. there's no time for u to chill n relax..<br />Singapore's education system means that you'll study all your life n then u join the workin force str away.<br />pri sch. sec sch. pae for jc. jae for jc. army. uni. WORK. n ultimately death at the end of this.<br />im not trying to be a pessimist here.<br />im definitely not one man!<br />im just stating facts..<br /><br />lets just stop here.<br />i need to go back to my work.<br />as much as i need a break now......<br />i gotta go back to the life that has been planned.<br /><br />this cycle is killing me.<br />=(<br /><br />bye.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5956103454641027455?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-28862788935785280172008-04-03T21:43:00.002+08:002008-04-03T22:07:56.276+08:00hellos..<br /><br />great. i can finally change the way i start my entry.<br />haha.<br /><br />so anyways.<br />life's occupied with studies and council work..<br />or rather amazing race.<br />n no. i didnt type anything there wrongly.<br />occupied with studies!<br />Andy is studyin recently.<br />hopefully.. i'll have this energy till end of A's.<br /><br />then i wont be far off from my target.<br />triple As.<br />yar. i know i cant achieve that. most prob.<br />but set a high target so that even if i fail..<br />its still somewhere there.<br />=)<br /><br />amazing race is another week away!<br />im looking forward to it man.<br />on paper. <br />our plan is definitely gonna be FUN and FUN !<br />but obviously.. <br />carrying it out is another matter.<br />but we'll make sure it'll be a bomb!<br />=D<br /><br />but it leads me to my next topic..<br />council term is gonna end.<br />life will definitely be different without council.<br />i mean.DIFFERENT !<br /><br />guess i've really matured alot ever since i joined council.<br />yar. i know this is not the first time i said tat.<br />but its really the case.<br />i really cant imagine myself not joining council.<br />my results will prob be disastrous.<br />though its alr very bad now..<br />it'll prob be worst if im not in council.<br />cos im those who need to get pressured before i start studying.<br />okay. not TOO pressurised..<br />but pressured.<br />so yup.. council prob took up half of my time. <br />n prob took away most of my playing time.<br />thats why i'll go do work n lalalal..<br /><br />n council made sure that my attitude is on the right track.<br />if not my conduct will prob be woohooo..<br />oops.<br /><br />ahhh.. im lazy to type already.<br />n i should prob return to my table n study.<br />haven do math.<br />n wasnt exactly paying attention in the past few lectures.<br />so yup.<br />better catch up man.<br /><br />taking off.<br />bye people!<br /><br /><br /><br />i want Bs and Cs in mid year !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2886278893578528017?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-70867343107349635602008-03-27T21:31:00.002+08:002008-03-27T22:14:20.878+08:00heys..<br /><br />Steven Curtis Chapman-Cinderella<br />http://youtube.com/watch?v=BUk5SZ18WhY<br /><br />couldnt find the imeem version. so no choice but to put youtube.<br />its very nice.<br />at least for my mood now.<br /><br />sigh. got back a few results.<br />im dead.<br />the supposed to be easiest paper, phy. i failed.<br />S. 40 flat.<br />i dont know wtf happened. <br />no chance to go thru the paper..<br />only counted the marks.. n the tcher wants it back.<br />maths. got D.<br />im alright with it since i didnt really study THAT hard..<br />gp. got U.<br />a very very very bad U.<br />damn.<br />so much for being english now man.<br />fuck.<br />i know i'll fail..<br />but i din expect it to be this bad.<br />this is real bad.<br />chem. im not even interested in getting it man.<br />prob gonna be worst than my gp ?<br />tat is how bad it'll be.<br /><br />this is the WORST result i've EVER achieve in my 12 years of education. 14 if u include kindergarden 1 and 2.<br />freaking hell !<br />yeah. i know the reason.<br />obviously. bcos of<br />my laziness.<br />i did study during march hol.<br />wait. i mug-ged.<br />i really did.<br />okays. except for 1 or 2 days..<br />but the rest of the hol. i really buried myself with notes.<br /><br />after collecting our phy paper back.<br />the tcher told us about her disappointment.<br />after which she showed us this on the visualiser:<br />"Are you ready to register for A levels?"<br />i got freak out.<br />i swear.<br />"silence" visited my class for 30s.<br />i never knew my class could be this quiet.<br />its real scary.<br /><br />bcos of that. my mind went BLANK. <br />stoned at canteen for awhile before i went home. <br />since i dont know when was the last time i got home at 3pm.<br />perhaps this is the first.<br />sigh.<br />on the com once i got home. <br />at the screen where im supposed to sign in..<br />i stoned there for 5min.<br />before i pressed "Turn Off Computer"<br />i forgot what happened in that 5min.<br />i only rmb i sat on the chair n stare at the com.<br /><br />"Are you ready to register for A levels?"<br />perhaps. this is the first time in my life that im so worried for my studies.<br />even for O's.. <br />im not this scared man.<br />there was poly. at the worst?<br />but now. once i flung A's.<br />my life is OFFICIALLY SCREWED.<br />like seriously screwed this time.<br /><br />oh yea.<br />EMO people dont say it out.<br />so if im spilling this out to the world, since this blog is on a World Wide Web.<br />does this mean im not THAT emo?<br />haha.<br />perhaps....<br /><br /><br /><br />"Are you ready to register for A levels?"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7086734310734963560?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-26886236850382022162008-03-24T23:15:00.002+08:002008-03-25T00:28:21.061+08:00hellos.<br /><br />2 ~ 3 weeks since i last entered this screen.<br />common test is over. <br />flung-ing it.<br />probably gonna drop down to j1.<br />sigh.<br />only confident of passing physics? <br />which is definitely not good.<br />cos im gonna fail everything else. badly.<br /><br />oh! i got B for A's chinese.<br />crap.<br />what happened to ace-ing it thru my life?!<br />ah well. emo-ed. its over.<br />there's more for me to ponder upon..<br />like PW which we shld be getting soon.<br />AND. duhh.. A level. in 1.5 yrs time?<br /><br />pool lost to man u last night.<br />3-0<br />definitely not what the result should be.<br />'lucky' decided to visit ferguson.<br />ref spoiled the game. totally.<br />both yellow for masch were unnecessary.<br />torres got whacked n everything. sightly injured.<br />hopefully he'll recover in time for derby !!<br /><br />amazing race is coming real soon!<br />response are great i think.<br />yeah!<br />=)<br />so yup. those who get to participate..<br />look forward to 12 April man!<br />im excited for it also..<br />haha.<br />duhhh....<br />but bcos of this. my nxt consecutive 3 saturdays are burnt.<br />damn.<br />this week. recce with hse capts and teachers.<br />nxt week. recce with station masters.<br />12April. "Pioneer: Need For Speed"<br /><br />so yup. thats a quick/rough update of what happened n whats to come in near future.<br /><br />now.<br /><br />back to my last post.<br /><br />sighs.<br /><br />like. infatuation. love.<br />i guess i really mixed them up.<br />someone tell me what exactly is in my brain?!<br />a frien told me some stuff. for once.. i hope tat frien of mine is wrong.<br />i dont know why.<br />but im feeling...<br />afraid. scared.<br /><br />n i lost the string thingy.<br />im sorry.<br />perhaps its really a sign for me to let everything go.<br />its been long. n this time, i really mean long.<br />for all the memories it held..<br />its time to say goodbye?<br /><br />on a positive note..<br />its a sign for me to get other stuff for myself!<br />=)<br /><br />alrights.<br />im done.<br />lazy to continue already.<br />guess its a long enough post.<br />or a crappy one.<br /><br />whatever.<br /><br />clock says: "Andy, its already 1130! time for bed!"<br />notes says: "Andy, we miss you!"<br />Andy says: "ahhh! screw life and i want my nano!"<br /><br /><br />for a frien of mine:<br />"The past is finished. There is nothing to be gained by going over it. Whatever it gave us in the experiences it brought us was something we had to know."<br />- Rebecca Beard<br /><br />for Andy:<br />"I never ran 1000 miles. I could never have done that. I ran one mile 1000 times."<br />- Stu Mittleman<br />"To succeed...You need to find something to hold on to, something to motivate you, something to inspire you."<br />- Tony Dorsett<br />"Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow."<br />- William Shakespeare<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />where is my motivation.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2688623685038202216?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-7844932924882192712008-03-09T22:38:00.003+08:002008-03-09T22:44:46.331+08:00hihi.<br /><br />now the fcuk is happening to my life.<br />n i thought its going on well.<br /><br />council stuff is cooled down alr.<br />studies are on the way.<br /><br />now i dun need to freakin hav another prob to my life man.<br /><br />i just wanna study peacefully for my common tests now.<br /><br />so. <br /><br />life goes on.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-784493292488219271?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-66566621887260546552008-02-24T01:07:00.002+08:002008-02-24T01:41:29.066+08:00heys!<br /><br />yup. finally got the time to rest n chill.<br />finally. <br />since last thurs. before the start of ogl camp.<br /><br />so yup.<br />orientation has ended.<br />one event down from my hand. another 2 to go.<br />x-country is nxt friday. amazing race is tentatively on 12 April.<br /><br />im supposed to feel happy.<br />isnt it ?<br />why am i not ?!<br />damn.<br />another event down would mean im closer to my end of term.<br />i'll so miss council work after i step down.<br />i swear.<br />sighs!<br />mixed.<br />so should i feel happy or not?<br /><br />ah well.<br />orientation was another great n new experience.<br />3rd time being a clan master.<br />4th orientation i've attended.<br />but 1st time i hav to work so hard to make sure i enjoy myself.<br /><br />first orientation. o1`07<br />as a participants. all i had to do was to just chill n relax.<br />was in "nathan" <br />so lucky to have Shawn as clan master. everthing was GREAT ! war cry is EXCELLENT !<br /><br />second orientation. o2`07<br />clan master for "myre"<br />learnt alot from this.<br />saw how different things were from another position.<br /><br />orientation 1`08<br />2nd time being a clan master.<br />this time round for "beta"<br />this is the best!<br />ogls in the clan are GREAT! <br />i didnt had to worry about anything.<br />i only had to go in to bring everyone to the highest.<br />n admin n money are so well taken care by the admin queen Janice.<br />everything was a BOMB. <br />totally enjoyed myself.<br /><br />orientation 2`08<br />3rd time being a clan master.<br />for "gamma" this time round.<br />supposed to be well-drilled and able to handle all situations without much trouble.<br />but no. <br />i even had problems during ogl camp!<br />didnt really make the best out of it i guess.<br />ogls are not really very proactive.<br />so, for the first time, i had to go in frequently to get everyone going.<br />especially during o2 itself.<br />im not saying that they are not good.<br />they'r definitely a great bunch to work with.<br />but maybe my pairings this time round are wrong.<br />so yup. at the finale. i was rather emotional. <br />i have to stress this. for the first time.<br />i really had to work myself off to make sure i get to enjoy my night in finale.<br />first 2 days in orientation wasnt tat great.<br />im like the only one shouting cheers?<br />really aint cool.<br />perhaps it was because i missed the clan time during the 2nd day.<br />had to attend the mayor dialogue.<br />no choice but to go.<br />dont know what happened during the clan time.<br />but i guess it wasnt as productive as i hoped it would have been.<br />pioneers din really know the cheers and mood wasnt that good.<br />n dance was only like 1/3 done.<br />so i was super worried.<br />i want to enjoy myself. n of course along with the ogls and pioneers.<br />so by pre-finale. the clan must be super high!<br />but till the 2nd day. i dont see it happening.<br />so at the end of the day. talked to the ogls.<br />3rd day. things became so different.<br />ogls started to get things going. <br />the difference was so significant.<br />had a short conversation with this pioneer. n he saw the change too.<br />everyone enjoyed the finale.<br />it was WONDERFUL !<br />all credits to the ogls.<br />thanks.<br />so yup. explaining why i was feeling emotional.<br />its really the first time i had to work this hard.<br />for the past few times. all i had to do was to just slack n enjoy myself.<br />so to see everyone enjoy n get so high at the finale. <br />im really errr.... ecstatic!!<br />thanks!<br />i really enjoyed myself.<br />finale was a rock man.<br />tarzan n jane.<br />i so love it !<br />woohoo.<br />3cheers to ogls n pioneers !<br />n everyone who constantly encouraged me to keep me positive and not give up.<br /><br />alright.<br />x-country up next.<br />hope it'll run smoothly.<br />n i'll be left with amazing race.<br /><br />but this means council term will end. <br />soon.<br />sighs.<br /><br />ahhh.<br />i wanna end the entry on a good note. <br />so im not gonna talk about it.<br /><br />till the next time.<br /><br />life's good.<br />as of now.<br /><br />busy.<br />yet motivated.<br /><br />sayos.<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6656662188726054655?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-58180432427578524952008-02-17T21:24:00.002+08:002008-02-17T22:31:16.824+08:00heys.<br /><br />just back from ogl camp.<br />i have alot alot alot of things on my hands now.<br />x-country, amazing race games, studies, assignments, homeworks.<br />but i dont care. i cant concentrate if i dont 'pen' this down somewhere. i'll go crazy.<br />n i know im like the last person in council or in the world to have the right to say the following. but somehow.. somewhat. reality hit Andy. hard. n he realised if nobody is gonna do anything to this. the family tat grew him up is gonna break apart real soon.<br />but maybe im over-sensitive. n over-reading things.<br />so at any point of time u feel wronged or whatever. feel free to press 'alt-F4' to leave this page. n im sorry about it.<br /><br />this ogl camp has been a totally new experience. n i really mean DIFFERENT.<br />perhaps its because we'r having a new system.<br />n another reason would be because this o2 is at a freaking hell wrong time.<br />its halfway thru the term. n common test is right about the corner.<br />in actual fact. another 3weeks?<br />somehow. the teachers were right.<br />the debrief on the first night.. they were saying they feel that the mood of this ogl camp is weird. its not like the usual feeling. i totally agree with them.<br />right from the start of the camp. my mood was wrong. i was feeling so moody n irritated. guess the hse capts r feeling more or less the same as me.<br />we had a mutual consent to postpone all the deadlines for amazing race and carry on with x-country first. because x-country will happen earlier than amazing race so we thought that we should finish up the planning for x-country first before proceeding to plan amazing race.<br />n the fact that j2s are currently having their tests n catchin up with their works didnt help matters. totally.<br />but the teachers ic of amazing race had a talk wit the hse capts. n reason things out. like why we shouldn't postpone the deadlines n lalala..<br />we were obviously upset about it. but at the same time. we also feel disappointed with ourselves due to the lack of proper planning on our side.<br />n before that.. had to do out the x-country board. so was already rushing things n already feeling quite frustrated.<br />so we went into the camp with these feelings.<br />maybe because that was how we started. thats why things just got worst n went out of hand.<br /><br />i was talking to a scapper in the evening.<br />was talkin n talkin.<br />when i suddenly realise..<br />i really matured alot since the start of the investitute. i still remember that time at LT3, even before the invest. kind of like the 'elections' day? the time when we came out with the exco.<br />i did my part in running for exco.<br />i want to be Welco head.<br />but i was rejected.<br />n Andy Tham wasnt even in the names of the short-listed people.<br />he was SUPER disappointed n sad. n he still is.<br />i walked out of the LT. straight away.<br />such a childish thing to do.<br />i flared up outside the LT. while they'r doing their thing in the LT.<br />i stayed outside. talking to another frien.<br />i rmb Nic came out n consoled me. oh. Nic is the 7th Pubco head.<br />but ytd night. when we were discussing about the issue of whether j2s shld join in the opening performance.. i managed to keep my cool. i even had to play the role of 'chiller' n calm people down.<br />i've learnt how to stay cool at approriate times. n listen to others opinion n reflect on whether their ideas will improve things.<br />ever since i joined council. i always find myself becoming more n more matured.<br />this wont happen without the help of the 8th Student Councillors.<br />this big family really helped me alot.<br /><br />but for the first time. this big n happy family is facing a major problem.<br />we are starting to shoot down each other, criticise each other. <br />i dont know why. i have the feeling that its breaking up anytime soon.<br />i hope im wrong.<br /><br />nobody is perfect.<br />n i guess everyone is so tired after the energy-DRAINING camp that we cant process our thoughts properly.<br />humans being humans. we'r selfish to a certain extent.<br />when we'r at our most vulnerable time.. we'll only think for ourselves.<br />when we feel so frustrated n tired n tied up by all our worries for our studies.. <br />we'll lose our usual self. the composed n always-thinking-for-others self..<br /><br />so all i hope now.<br />is for all 8th to reflect about what happen during the camp.<br />n what we went through AS A COUNCIL. <br />from investiture to orientation 1 to orientation 2 now.<br />are we really gonna split up n continue to shoot each other after what we'v been through TOGETHER !?<br />let us go back to our usual self.<br />the composed, caring n wonderful 8th Student Councillor. <br /><br />n whatever the decisions u guys make. i respect it.<br />u'll have your own reasons.<br />i trust everyone to make the most sensible choice.<br /><br />life has its ups n downs.<br />let us stick together n go through this down period we'r experiencing.<br /><br />"We start out strong, and we'll end off even STRONGER !"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5818043242757852495?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-81546486959319651952008-01-31T20:53:00.000+08:002008-01-31T21:19:12.745+08:00hihi .<br /><br /><object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/cmxHhx8QQT/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/cmxHhx8QQT/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="80" wmode="transparent"></embed></object><br /><br />woohoo. half a month since i came. <br />n i realised something. i always start with that sentence.<br />haha.<br />im too lazy to blog.<br />n when i hav the mood to blog.. it'll be something emo.<br />so might as well dont blog.<br />=)<br /><br />anyways.life been alright these days. except that its rather packed.<br />rarely reach home when its still bright these days.<br />not cool man!<br /><br />n its thurs now. n im freaking tired.<br />i dont know why this week is burning me.<br />n i slept earlier than usual.<br />though 1230 is still quite late.<br />but its earlier than the previous weeks..<br />im tired !!!<br />burnt.<br />rahh.<br /><br />oh. tml got 3 tests. i suppose.<br />math<br />physics<br />geog?<br />not sure bout geog.<br />anyways.<br />this is week 5. n we'r bombed with testS !<br />n im just gonna sleep in phy test.<br />duno shit man<br />crap.<br />aint cool !!<br />now i know why everyone says that superposition is a killer..<br />its more like a mugger/nerd chapter can.<br /><br />n for people who know how my nano is like..<br />im gonna change it !<br />trying to add nice songs inside now !<br />n by nice. i dont mean emo!<br />idiots.<br />so yup. 1 month later.. <br />can borrow my nano alr.<br />hopefully..<br />it wont be emo like now.<br />haha.<br /><br />alrights.<br />thats all i have for now.<br /><br />leave u guys with the lyrics !<br />byes.<br /><br /><br /><br />Amber Pacific - If I Fall<br /><br />This is for the ones who believes their lives won't change<br />Hoping then someday things will meant and be the same<br />And this is for the ones who have lost it all and all that's left to gain<br />Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away...<br /><br />How can I say...<br />Say I'll be okay...<br /><br />And if I fall through these days that go by without cause<br />Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own<br />And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on<br />Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on<br /><br />Now that the lines been broken<br />I'm too afraid to just look back<br />The pages have left an empty space<br />You were all I had<br />Why does it have to be this way<br />These things they'll never change<br />Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need...<br /><br />And if I fall through these days that go by without cause<br />Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own<br />And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on<br />Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on<br /><br />And if I fall through these days that go by without cause<br />Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own<br />And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on<br />Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8154648695931965195?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-65865925694017847142008-01-15T22:56:00.001+08:002008-01-15T23:03:42.170+08:00hellos !<br /><br />alrights. its been a year since i last blog.<br />haha. not funny.<br /><br />okokays.<br /><br />orientation past.<br />great great great, awesome experience !<br />real cool.<br /><br />started to mug.<br />yes. MUG.<br />Andy's a mugger for now.<br />gotta catch up with all the holiday assignments..<br />n now. gotta catch up with the lectures n lessons that we missed..<br />first week was crap. still slacking n whatever..<br /><br />but met a dumb idiot during orientation.<br />n yes.<br />my study partner/best friend/girl/dumb/idiot/motivate-r .<br />woohoo. yup. all tat ARE actually, one person.<br />=)<br /><br />so yup. tired n stuff.<br />but its cool.. when i stay awake in tutorials..<br />to sit there n actually understand wad the teacher is saying.<br />okay. tat shld b the case.<br />but its rare for me.<br />haha.<br />felt especially good after today's chem tutorial.<br />woohoo.<br /><br />n freak.<br />i wanna buy new slippers.<br />tat red n white !<br />the one in the locker is not for me.<br />damn.<br />=(<br /><br />alrights. <br />bye for now.<br />gotta go do hw.<br /><br />ciao .<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6586592569401784714?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-82055262632401829082007-12-28T22:58:00.000+08:002007-12-29T00:27:23.085+08:00hello.<br /><br />sorry. been weeks since i came.<br />just too busy with stuffs. by stuffs i mean council/orientation1.<br /><br />i haven really enjoy my holiday thoroughly.<br />it aint that bad. but its not a wonderful one.<br />i haven do any of my hol assignments.<br />so i dont understand y im not enjoying it.<br />but whatever it is..<br /><br />im the clan master for BETA ! not BATA. read properly.<br />n ogls in the clan r rather fun.<br />most have the same character as me. in some ways..<br />so i blended in very well. n easily.<br />not much of a problem. as till today.<br />cos we'r the more 'greyish' side people.<br />so hopefully.. we wont run into any problems when o1 starts.<br /><br />n yup. had our performance rehearsal today. <br />went pretty fine. just tat i need to rehearse on the introduction part.<br />other than that.. i guess the clan's performance is pretty cool !<br />n also. the opening performance.<br />was labelled as kiddy.<br />ahhh!<br />dun understand wad it really meant.<br />but just str away shouted back something idiotic.<br />being the typical me.<br />but after that. realised that i need to like show more of myself.<br />n ACT out the role. <br />not just narrating my lines.<br /><br /><br />okays. enough of performance.<br />wanted da blog bcos of another reason.<br />something i mentioned before.<br /><br />its about exco.<br />i haven get over it.<br />n i doubt i'll never get over it until i march into the 9th investiture.<br />i really thought i got over it.<br />until today.<br />i feel disappointed with myself.<br />okays. again.<br />the gap/difference really showed today.<br />i am so not involve. in another word. so EXTRA. <br />it doesnt concern me in ANY way.<br />if i know den orh.<br />if i duno den things still move on.<br />exco is so involved.<br />in everything.<br />n hse capts..<br />hmmm. let me count the activities we have..<br />one two three.... <br />wait. let me count again...<br />one two three four...<br />oh please ! 2 hands can finish counting ?!<br />n probably still have a couple of fingers for u to play around with..<br />n activities we have are 50% completed by the tchers..<br />so thanks lor..<br />now we can count the activities that we do in 1 hand. <br />nope. i never type wrongly.<br />ONE hand.<br />that is BELOW FIVE. >5<br /><br />whatever it is. im too lazy to type.<br />the involvement rate is wayyyy toooo different.<br />there is nothing for me to step on.<br />n even if i hav the ability..<br />i have NOTHING to excel on.<br /><br />n yup. i can start something on my own what.. i can create something.<br />i gotta admit. im not at that level.<br />in fact. no where near that level.<br /><br />aaahhhhhhhh. WHATEVER !!<br /><br />bye.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8205526263240182908?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-75216281841883951202007-12-05T22:28:00.000+08:002007-12-05T23:09:40.160+08:00heys.<br /><br />yeah. so im back from japan trip. <br />its pretty good. <br />or maybe i should say its very good !<br />everything there was cool. <br />scenery and air there is awesome !<br />if i have the chance.. i'll definitely wanna visit the place again.<br /><br />n after i came back...<br />been busy with council stuffs. o1 coming soon ~<br />guess we really need to buck up. ogl camp is just a week away?<br /><br />ytd was j2s grad night. <br />"momento"<br />was the theme. <br />guess it was a pretty good job done.<br />Daniel Ong was the host.. n he's just GOOD !<br /><br />stayed over at frien's house after tat. <br />was supposed da go clarke quay n stay over.<br />but duno what happened n we got to his house.<br />played Risk till morning n we went for breakfast.<br /><br />we talked alot.<br />n i really mean alot.<br />we sat at the coffeeshop for like 1hrs+ ?<br />our topic was on the council. <br />somehow.<br />at the end of it. on my way home.<br />as usual. i was stoning and reflecting.<br />n i thought of something the SCTAs once told us.<br />the council will really start to bond in the december break.<br />where we will work on o1.<br />n that is the most crucial time of our council term.<br />tat will make or break the council.<br />guess tats really the case.<br />i mean. i haven feel so involve in council before.<br />this is like the first time.<br />n i really enjoy what is happening around now.<br /><br />had o1 meeting in the afternoon.<br />somehow. we were talking about house capts n the mindsets of certain people.<br />we were saying some of the people are not happy with their roles.<br />as they were not assigned to their preferred role.<br />n bcos of that. they dont perform to their standard that he/she can achieve.<br />we were saying that alot of people have potential.<br />n potential to be very very good n lead very well.<br />but bcos of their assigned role..<br />they quieten down.<br />bcos they'r unhappy with their assigned role..<br />they only follow and fade off..<br />Mr Tong was spear heading the discussion.<br />n he was saying something like no matter what.. <br />the roles have to be filled up by someone.<br />it was clearly stated out right from the start.<br /><br />oh. mayb im using the wrong word. mayb i shld be using 'we' instead of 'they'.<br />i have never like my role as a house capt.<br />n i do feel that i have the ability to be in the exco.<br />i never once doubt my ability n quality.<br />im a ego freak/bastard you see.<br />n bcos im a hse capt.<br />i dont work that hard anymore.<br />im just following whatever instructions that are directed to me.<br />when there's work to do den i'll do it.<br /><br />n so. i have never enjoyed council.<br />its just an ordinary cca to me for the past months.<br /><br />but after today. i guess it'll change.<br />Mr Tong is right.<br />sorry but its fixed.<br />i cant change anything now.<br />what i shld do is to get myself use to my role..<br />n work from there.<br />i think im pretty used to being the hse capt alr.<br />n i dont have much time left to get use to the role.<br />come april/may.. it'l be invest alr..<br /><br />so yup. im gonna work hard from now on..<br />at the end of my term.<br />i'll be able to tell myself that i have enjoyed this year.<br /><br />BLAHS !!!<br /><br />byebyes.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />it rained.<br />heavily.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7521628184188395120?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-2948364512711277892007-11-19T01:07:00.000+08:002007-11-19T01:25:17.272+08:00boo!~ <br /><br />okays.. gonna blog before i go off. <br />so yar. been busy with preparation of sis wedding.<br />n VERY busy i mean. <br />like its not my wedding..<br />but im still so busy helping out.<br />how bad can it be for my sis n bro in law man..<br />wonders..<br />but whatever it is..<br />its done. <br />successfully. beautifully, i wanna add.<br />its real nice.. <br />everything went so nicely...<br />maybe bcos it was my sis.<br />it was more affectionate for me..<br />she was telling something to my mum n family.<br />n tears immediately rushed to my eyes.<br />yes tears.<br />but. luckily i could control it. if not it'll be so embarrassing.<br />her friens since sec sch did a video for her.<br />it was really nice of them.<br />n my bro in law did his part of speech too.<br />n he promised that he'll take GOOD care of my sis !<br />he beta do man.<br />if not i'll definitely be the first to thrash him.<br /><br />so yar.. took alot of pictures..<br />450? yar i guess so.<br />i was the assistant cameraman on the day. <br />lol.<br /><br />so yup.<br />wish my sis all the best!<br />live a great life ahead man!<br /><br />oh ya. this random thought.<br />think i once wrote on my blog smth about my life..<br />was sayin smth like it was only revolving around a small grp of friens and bball.<br />n woohoo.. whats up now man..<br />so many things on.<br />together. at the same time !<br />guess its the law of attraction?<br />the video cheewan showed us.<br />mayb being optimistic really helps.<br />good things just comes along..<br />so nicely..<br /><br />so yup!<br />tats all..<br />law of attraction.<br />optimistic.<br /><br />smiles.<br /><br />=)<br /><br />gonna miss singapore weather! <br />n food.<br /><br />bye.<br /><br />till 28th.<br /><br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-294836451271127789?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-54584840111235613442007-11-08T22:50:00.000+08:002007-11-08T23:23:28.001+08:00heys.<br /><br />ahhh.<br />tomorrow.<br />the promote or retain day.<br />damn.<br />wasnt emo before this man.<br />was just worried.<br />seriously.. this aint cool nor fun.<br /><br />talking on msn.<br />n realise tat i had enough of giving myself hope.<br />i dont wanna give myself any more hope.<br />despite the clues i have.<br />i dont wanna think that i have promoted.<br />n then end up crying like a mad dog tml.<br /><br />i dont wanna climb up so high..<br />n realise that i have reached the end of the cliff.<br />the only way n chance for me to survive is to jump off. <br />n mayb hope tat i'll be alive down there.<br /><br />it has been the case for council.<br />one major point of my life.<br />i dont wan that to be the case this time round.<br />n at another major point of my life.<br />its so bcos its gonna change my life.<br />im sure it will..<br /><br />being the polo hse capt.<br />hmmmm.<br />what have i learnt?<br />or i din give a damn?<br />half of council term has past.<br />i hav 4more months left only.<br />council term is supposed da be fun, exciting, enjoyable..<br />im not saying im not.<br />but maybe it wasnt as fun, exciting, enjoyable as others have experienced.<br /><br />if life could be smooth sailing..<br />and we would not need to make any decisions..<br />how good will it be..<br />these life-turning points of life is driving me mad.<br />not that im making wrong decisions..<br />its just that..<br />how good can it get if i chose the other way..<br /><br />the decision to come to a jc is the classic example.<br />im not sayin that coming into a jc is not a bad thing.<br />but how good will it be if im in poly right now?<br />i'll never find out unless i go there..<br />but it'll never be the same.<br /><br />ahhh.<br />forget it.<br />whatever it is.<br />im gonna take it on my stride.<br />at most go esplanade.<br />time will heal everything.<br />i guess.<br /><br />calm n clear mind is what i need now.<br /><br />bye all.<br /><br />tml it shall be.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5458484011123561344?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-31766768624726377452007-11-04T22:39:00.001+08:002007-11-04T22:49:33.855+08:00halo.<br /><br />finally as my title doesnt mean i finally know my status. <br />i still DONT KNOW !<br />there's still another 5 days to go.<br /><br />not to emo here this time round.<br />but just that im bored n no one is talking on msn.<br /><br />"finally" bcos op is finally coming. <br />after preparing for so long..<br />we'll present tml n thats it.<br />it'll really be the END of school term.<br />there'll be nothing left for this year.<br />except revision. <br />if i promote.<br />haha.<br />haven prepare myself for the presentation for tml.<br />will try to wake up earlier to go thru it.<br /><br />so anyways. life's not good.<br />bored.<br />lonely.<br />n ANXIOUS !!<br /><br />n sis wedding is getting nearer.<br />duno y they like not anxious or whatever one..<br />maybe they done all that is needed alr..<br />haha.<br />ah well. sis wedding gets nearer.. means.<br />trip to japan is nearer too!<br />haha!<br />=D<br />im looking forward.<br />hohoho..<br /><br />ahh. dont know what to type alr..<br />ran out of things.<br />so byebyes..<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3176676862472637745?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-1178177173348797102007-10-30T22:34:00.000+08:002007-10-30T23:12:03.412+08:00hello.<br /><br />count down begins!<br /><br />10more days.<br />maybe i should consider spending all the nights at esplanade.<br />been long since i visit the durian.<br />god knows what happened the last time i visited tat place.<br />=)<br />so yar. <br />need the emo session there i guess.<br />need to clear out all the emo feelings inside me. somehow.<br />feelings n emotions r rather mixed these days.<br />as in like.. it can be good for now.<br />n the next moment.. i'll be sitting there listening to my nano.<br />mood SWINGS darn easily.<br />n of course. any small matters can make me rather emo, angry, vexed..<br />n all this can just happen within a minute.<br /><br />n seriously. <br />i dun wanna retain!<br />n its like i've wasted 2007.<br />oh wait. i read something somewhere tat mentioned something tats like:<br />no matter what happens.. u must not tell yourself tat u have wasted time n regret. u have definitely gained something from this time.<br />i wonder how many people understand tat. but im sorry for my bad english. just try n understand alright.. <br /><br />so yar..<br />look back at what i've gained:<br />definitely friendship.. wouldnt be so gay now if not for the past 6months plus..<br />studies wise? hmmm. tats gonna be a big question mark i would say.<br />this is where i've failed myself?<br />i guess la. <br />studies was suppose to be my priority. <br />but what happened?<br />fun replaced it.<br />my uncle told me that its alright to play. as long as i divide the time properly. n when i wanna play. i should play without worries. and thus, when it comes to studies. i must be serious n give my 110percent to study.<br />i always live by this. but maybe i edit it slightly?<br />n yar. no prize for having the correct ans. <br />obviously. i didnt give my 110percent when it comes to studies.<br />n since i've chose to come to a jc. i guess 110percent is not enough.<br /><br />gettin CCC aint gonna help you to get into a local uni.<br />people are getting smarter.. n standards r rising fast.<br />i cant live in the past n believe that CCC is gonna get me into uni.<br />cos its no longer the case now !<br />damn.<br /><br />i gotta<br />FACE THE REALITY !<br />aaahhhhh ....<br /><br />okays. 10days left. im gonna work hard if i get promoted.<br />i dont care if im gonna do tat alone.<br />or to pangseh anyone.<br />ah. i'll try.<br />=)<br />but seriously..<br />i must start working hard should i get promoted.<br />promoting without foundation is just like committing suicide.<br />n obviously. my foundation sucks big time.<br />j2 will be a very fast year. <br />n i cant even cope with what im having now..<br />not studying is really suicidal.<br />i can bid my life goodbye..<br /><br />so.<br />i must start STUDYING !<br />promoting means i only have to endure all these shit for 10months.<br />time will just fly by.<br />so easily.<br />blink 3times.<br />tadah..<br />"candidates. please place your entry proof n identification card on the top right hand corner of the desk."<br /><br />tats all for now.<br />till the next time.<br /><br />byebyes.<br /><br /><br /><br />hit hard by reality.<br /><br />its <br /><br />painful !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-117817717334879710?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-27227056247547503752007-10-24T22:08:00.001+08:002007-10-24T22:49:37.761+08:00hi.<br /><br />so everyone got back their results.<br />some r happy. some r emo. some felt unjustified? <br />i dont know. guess everyone is just having mix feelings?<br />ah well. at least for me.<br /><br />so yar.. talkin to the gays now.<br />gone r the days when we joke around. play the shit out of ourselves.<br />all of us r hit by reality. n i mean hit hard.<br />n IF we'r getting promoted.. <br />i guess we really have to study.<br />we have too much to catch up man..<br />n yup. worried about our A's..<br />bcos there's no point getting DDD.<br />gets you nowhere in singapore. <br /><br />n so we'r all blasting emo songs. <br />classic, pop, rock..<br />maybe its really time when we need to reflect on what we have done.<br />told mum my results.. n she was pretty alright with it.<br />she was telling me that its okay if i gave my best shot.<br />"but did i ?"<br />this question been running inside my brain for the past 24hrs.<br />before promos. i told myself i'll study hard for it.<br />yar. i did tat. <br />but was it too late? yes it is.<br />i got back what i deserved. no complains..<br />im not gonna think about the decision i made to enter a jc.<br />tat will be just an excuse for myself.<br />to run away from the fact that....<br />i did NOT gave my best.<br />i rmb Mrs Tan or Mr Yeo said before..<br />people will go to them after promos n swear vow that they'll work extra hard if they get promoted.<br />yar. now i understand y. n they'r not lying.<br />i probably need to do tat.<br />but hey! am i really gonna work hard? <br />given time.. will i really sit down n mug?<br />or will i spend it by playing pool?<br /><br />damn. i hav too many questions to ans.<br />seriously..<br />im just doubting myself.<br />but im not stupid. <br />i know i can do it.. <br />just like everyone else.<br />the fact tat we got the kind of results during o's<br />shows tat we do hav something in us.<br />im just lazy.<br />wait. im not having any prejudice against other people alrite..<br />n im not saying tat im clever.<br /><br />so yar.. recieving alot of songs from Larry. all the emo screamos..<br />maybe im too used to my mp3.<br />its not emo enough.<br /><br />maybe all i need is sleep.<br /><br />bye all.<br /><br /><br />"Disenchanted" - My Chemical Romance<br /><br />Well I was there on the day<br />They sold the cause for the queen,<br />And when the lights all went out<br />We watched our lives on the screen.<br />I hate the ending myself,<br />But it started with an alright scene.<br /><br />It was the roar of the crowd<br />That gave me heartache to sing.<br />It was a lie when they smiled<br />And said, "you won't feel a thing"<br />And as we ran from the cops<br />We laughed so hard it would sting<br /><br />Yeah yeah, oh<br /><br />If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)<br />How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)<br />Now will it matter after I'm gone?<br />Because you never learn a goddamned thing.<br /><br />You're just a sad song with nothing to say<br />About a life long wait for a hospital stay<br />And if you think that I'm wrong,<br />This never meant nothing to ya<br /><br />I spent my high school career<br />Spit on and shoved to agree<br />So I could watch all my heroes<br />Sell a car on tv<br />Bring out the old guillotine<br />We'll show 'em what we all mean.<br /><br />Yeah yeah, oh<br /><br />If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)<br />How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)<br />Now will it matter long after I'm gone?<br />Because you never learn a goddamned thing.<br /><br />You're just a sad song with nothing to say<br />About a life long wait for a hospital stay<br />And if you think that I'm wrong,<br />This never meant nothing to ya<br /><br />So go, go away, just go, run away.<br />But where did you run to? And where did you hide?<br />Go find another way, price you pay<br /><br />Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah<br /><br />You're just a sad song with nothing to say<br />About a life long wait for a hospital stay<br />And if you think that I'm wrong,<br />This never meant nothing to ya, come on<br /><br />You're just a sad song with nothing to say<br />About a life long wait for a hospital stay<br />And if you think that I'm wrong,<br />This never meant nothing to ya<br /><br />At all, at all, at all, at all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2722705624754750375?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-53983910983236279042007-10-18T21:22:00.000+08:002007-10-18T21:26:10.574+08:00i am BORED !<br /><br />n.<br /><br />im really turning gay.<br /><br />n.<br /><br />my english is improving.<br />haha.<br /><br />why am i always pressing enter?<br /><br />n twice?<br /><br />oh crap. i haven fix the board.<br /><br />n that retarded dee dee dee who destroyed the board.<br /><br />you are so so so CHILDISH.<br /><br />damn !<br /><br />but well.. <br /><br />guess u need the excitement in your life?<br /><br />im still bored.<br /><br />what can i do ?<br /><br />watch vcd again?<br /><br />aahhh.....<br /><br />i miss dunearn.<br /><br />byebye.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-5398391098323627904?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-88737601775926250032007-10-08T00:12:00.000+08:002007-10-08T00:30:24.993+08:00hello !<br /><br />wow ! this is really long.. near 1 month?<br />yup. its 3weeks. haha.<br /><br />alrite .. so an general update of Andy's life:<br />promos has ENDED !<br />the wonderful story came to an end.<br />inter house games is gone!<br />desire for shopping n GOING OUT is cleared..<br /><br />so yup. tats wad i hav been doing for the past 3weeks. <br />tats how boring life is..<br />but well.. <br />ihg was fun fun fun !<br />though i wanted to give up halfway through.<br />that sleep on the bench was really NEEDED man !<br />not cool to be under the HOT sun for the entire morning.<br />oh wait. guess i shun complain so much since we only need to play 2 games. while the rest gotta play 3.. <br />ihg taught me something. important as a lifeskill. n thanks to the team who made me learnt this. <br />n oh ya.. wanted to accompany hisham to fast.. but gave up halfway. couldn't take it anymore. i dun wanna faint because of dehydration. haha. it'll be super embarrassing. n oh ya! talkin about it.. calf cramped near the end of the game. im really sorry to waste everyone's time! super super paiseh la.. everyone was so eager to fight till the last moment.. n then i stopped them.. sorrysorry !<br />n oh ya.. polo won something ! like since i duno how long.. so yup. im happy ! or shld i say i felt satisfaction ! <br /><br />ah well..<br />so next is MT A's.. is at the end of this month. n obviously.. im not studyin for it. YET. i'll study for it !! i must get a A !! =)<br />n there's still OP.. pretty much done. just that we need to go through the technique and practice. this will probably occupy me till early november.<br />after these... guess there'll be some council work? not too sure.. then sis wedding. then JAPAN TRIP ! wahhaha! <br />gonna miss out on obs due to the japan trip. sigh!!! i wanna go obs ! damn..<br /><br />blahs.<br />running.<br />oh ya. the new song by jay chou is quite nice.<br />haha. just got to know this song.. at class blog. <br /><br />BYE !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8873760177592625003?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-92053574124020650822007-09-15T00:05:00.000+08:002007-09-15T00:11:18.505+08:00hello..<br /><br />long long no come liao.<br /><br />boo !<br /><br />this shall be my <br />'vent-anger'<br />n<br />'emo'<br />place. if tat makes sense la. meaning. shall just come here n crap if i need to. <br /><br />lalala .. <br /><br />promos round the CORNER.<br />like just a few more days away. n i still duno shit la. crap.<br />this is definately not motivating me man..<br />espeically when conversation these days is always on being unLOVED n shit like these.<br />damn it.<br /><br />rah! gotta run.<br />for now: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!<br /><br />bye.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-9205357412402065082?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-1903006104303833512007-08-26T02:35:00.001+08:002007-08-26T03:09:22.742+08:00<small class="min">it seems like it is still within me. it feels so yesterday even though 3years has past. a full 3 years i mean. the time when we progressed, the time we spend together, all the happy times.. and no. i did not forget the unhappy moments. the moment i realised what i was about to face, the moment when the teacher asked me if i need the washroom, the moment when everyone was staring at me not knowing what happened, EVERYTHING.<br />i didnt know i fell so deep in. after things became better, i really thought it was over. and at that moment, call me childish, bastard, what-you-name-it. i seriously thought that it wasnt a big deal. <br />but when my mind became clear, when it finally grew into this world called Earth, i lost her. completely. guess she hated me as well. what i did was really crap. looking back now, im really ashamed. how i wish i could change name, and run away from it. but nope, i must face it. this is what they call 'face the music' isnt it ? <br />its really pain. i mean painful. worried, anxious, blahblahs. it feels like its happening to me. but she is so far away.<br />not to worry. i wont get back into that shit i used to be. i just wanna clear everything out in my mind now. stupid Weijie wants to sleep. idiotic Fahrun is turning over a new leaf and is nowhere to be found. tall Vincent is probably asleep. short Clare is probably training her fitness. new friend Janice is ever so dao. so yup. leaving me my blog. <br />sorry to use up the bandwidth of Blogger to post this shit.<br />but i just gotta get it out to somewhere,something.<br /><br />till the next time. <br />bye.</small><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-190300610430383351?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-77968439895601622492007-08-21T00:20:00.000+08:002007-08-21T00:25:02.199+08:00<font color="#FF3300">TODAY IS A <span style="font-weight:bold;">BAD</span> DAY !<br /><br />THIS GUY IS <span style="font-weight:bold;">EMO</span> AND <span style="font-weight:bold;">ANGRY</span> !!<br /><br />DAMN !<br /><br />URGHH<br /><br />RAHH<br /><br />GRRR</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7796843989560162249?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-60165247882015737202007-08-18T13:44:00.000+08:002007-08-18T13:48:20.953+08:00hey.<br /><br />wow. 2weeks + since i've blog. kinda just no mood to blog everyday. i duno y.<br />lazy? yeah. probably.. just in no mood to blog.<br /><br />realise lotsa things been changin. n tat includes me. im gettin lazier? definately not good since promos is in like lesser than 40days!? <br />TIME CHANGES EVERYTHING!!<br /><br />boooo...<br /><br />byes.<br /><br />dun wan anything to end.<br />i will regret.<br />change back to what it was !!<br />加油。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6016524788201573720?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-44266334437379306392007-08-02T23:37:00.000+08:002007-08-02T23:48:52.902+08:00hello ~<br /><br />like kinda long since i've been here. been mugging these days !! since the school implemented the night study prog.<br /><br />EoM is done n over ! something to be happy again. haha.. now still left with OP and WR. the 2 major component of pw.. i think. =x<br /><br />late liao. gotta sleep.<br />byebyes..<br />=D<br /><br />“空虚”<br />在你msn的pm看到。。<br />好像是在暗示我。。<br />我知道最近好像没什么和你在一起。。<br />有很多东西要做。。<br />而且， 考试也要到了。。<br />like i've told u..<br />all my fri n weekends are yours. =)<br />we just gotta go thru the next 2mnths.. <br />things will be back to normal again.<br />i promise.<br />笑一个。。<br />=D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4426633443737930639?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-85966345376439962492007-07-29T01:29:00.000+08:002007-07-29T01:30:32.792+08:00booo!<br /><br />im here again. super bored. duno wad to do. cant seem to fall asleep either..<br />bored bored bored..<br /><br />byebyes.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8596634537643996249?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-24079995092649902762007-07-28T13:08:00.000+08:002007-07-28T13:27:38.546+08:00hello!<br /><br />back with a new skin. hehe! =)<br /><br />hmm. this week was cool. everything was on the perfect level. workload, stress level, council, everything, was just nice. woohoo. enjoyed this week. olwaz had time for a short break. which is quite essential when nowadaes students have to work ALL day long.. grrr..<br /><br />oh ya. i got a class bag! haha. not exactly a class bag la.. but its a zince black backpack. =) den eeveryone got a different bag except for me n Halim who did not want other bag.. booo... but nehmind. we gay. =p <br />class is getting better and better each day. somehow.. haha. at least now i will talk to random classmates on msn. not like the past where i onli talk to a few people. so yeah.. life's cool these days. <br /><br />birhtday reaching! anyone interested in gettin me present? hmmmm! bcos i wan the new Rooney shoes! its ultra nice.. saw it at queensway when we went to search for our bag. white + black! darn cool please.... can someone be nice n get me that? =p<br /><br />i miss my sec sch friends. THAT CLIQUE. been long since i met them. boooo! duno how they'r doin also. haix. its time to meet up!<br /><br />blahs. bye.<br />=D<br /><br /><font color="#FF9900"><br />28号又到了。。<br />好快。。<br />been great to have u with me.<br />smile more!<br />=D</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2407999509264990276?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-75379831024381486462007-07-17T22:13:00.000+08:002007-07-17T22:44:35.031+08:00hi.<br /><br />sigh. im sooo tired. i need a break soon. a short one will do. been busy like crap these few days. investiture is reaching. n we had a major change last week. so we had around 1 week to change n adapt to the new LT. so much things had to be edited. entrance? seatin arrangments? blahblahs. the list goes on and on.. <br /><br />when i first met the council n told them about all the changes.. it was chaotic. n i mean CHAOTIC!! haix. used 1.5h to go thru everything. i duno y its so disorganised. but yar.. it was. sighs. i really regretted not doing enough preparations.. i wasted so much time. n not only the 8th councillors. 7th.. and the ushers. im really sorry. 1.5h could hav been enough to revise at least 1 chapt of stuff?? i duno.. oh ya. n the tchers too. they were all ard when we were rehearsing. sigh. sorry. <br /><br />had a rehearsal again ytd. it went alrite.. at least much much beta than the previous one. when most of us were still unsure about this n that.. n also the AV joined us for the first time during tat rehearsal. so things were quite bad tat day. but kudos all everyone. things went relatively well.. went thru twice. n dismissed at 8 !! but i guess its worth the effort bahs.. <br /><br />tml will be the investiture already. gone will be the days when i'll be involved in planning of the official events like tcher's dae, grad night, blahblahs. honestly. i haven get over it. i know i sound real irresponsible now. but tats the truth. i still need time bahs. but one thing is certain.. its definately gettin better. =)<br /><br />oh ya.. to everyone: if i appear dao or arrogant or wadeva. please forgive me! im probably just tired n my face so no emotion. im sorry.<br /><br />just here to whine a little. gotta get back to find my article for eom already. sighs.<br /><br />bye.<br /><br /><br /><br />好像对你很不公平。。<br />im like soo busy. <br />根本没时间陪你。。<br />我刚在巴士就是在想这个。。<br />如果我们只是朋友，你就不需一直等我。。<br />i duno. maybe i wont feel so bad.<br />sigh. <br />头好痛。。<br />but im not gonna let go.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7537983102438148646?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-78600306140202590862007-07-03T21:50:00.001+08:002007-07-03T22:07:26.245+08:00hello.<br /><br />okays. im here again. kinda emo-ing now. i rmb someone told me before tat it'll be super hard to juggle 3things now.<br /><br />n yar. now i realise how true it is. especially after today.. endured a long day of school till 5. got a council meeting to go for.. where there was an information overload into my brain. after that.. gotta wait for her. didnt send her home. bcos i was super tired. yeah. tired. this time. both mental n physical. guess enjoyed holiday too much. now my brain cant function as usual. as in cos today's timetable aint tat torturing. i had a break after every lesson.. except the last 2 where i hav PE after chem tutorial.<br /><br />i nidda get my engine started !! this term will be important. especially so after this mid year. got back phy n chem. both was above my expectations. simply because my expectation is above U. tats y i perform 'better' than my expectations. need to get better.. far far better results than this. think my other subjs wont be good bahs. cos the paper im most confident is chem. n i got it back today. but its still kinda sucky. grrr.. <br /><br />n i guess im slowly beginning to accept what i got.. especially after the trip home just now. maybe it aint tat bad.. n anyway. i must still admit tat the group of people are good. hav got nth to say bahs. <br /><br />Andy jiayou! blahs..<br /><br />outta here.<br />byes.<br /><br />如果觉得我很冷淡。。<br />你一定要告诉我知道吗？<br />这一阵子可能会有点忙。。<br />但是我会尽量不忽略你的。<br />keep on smiling. <br />=D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-7860030614020259086?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-40514478449914535322007-07-01T00:45:00.000+08:002007-07-01T00:57:39.362+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/RoaK7fvnCoI/AAAAAAAAAAM/v2N-fvV7UVU/s1600-h/30062007535.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_1CZOs34PkQk/RoaK7fvnCoI/AAAAAAAAAAM/v2N-fvV7UVU/s200/30062007535.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5081901984272288386" /></a><br /><br />woohoo!<br /><br />went to watch the ndp rehearsal before going to cousin's b'dae.<br />went wit my family n that panda. =x<br />this year's ndp quite nice. kinda impressive.<br />bcos its at the sea.. they r able to showcase the stuffs from navy too. <br />enjoyed today.<br /><br />short one. running off.<br />bbyes.<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4051447844991453532?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-15254685308976505022007-06-29T22:42:00.000+08:002007-06-29T22:47:03.454+08:00hihi.<br /><br />sighs. am i tat incapable? i was rejected in the exco. tot may be given the chance of a events head. now im neither.. shiok liao lor.<br /><br />n im given this position.. wad can i do?!<br />as in it aint tat bad considering the fact tat i dun need to follow any orders cause im the top person now. but then... wad stuffs can i do.... rahh..<br /><br />maybe im incapable bahs.<br /><br />maybe its my behaviour bahs.<br /><br />maybe im just not fated bahs.<br /><br />maybe im destined for this.<br /><br />maybe i made the wrong choice from the start.<br /><br />...<br /><br />my fault.<br />tats all. <br /><br />byes.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1525468530897650502?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-92047539233049198752007-06-26T22:26:00.000+08:002007-06-26T23:02:44.221+08:00<object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/_jFQ6R3yuO/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/_jFQ6R3yuO/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="80" wmode="transparent"></embed></object><br /><br />非你莫属 by Tank<br /><br /><font color="#66FF33">你知道吗?<br />我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉<br />发生什么样子<br />我好希望再来一次</font><br /><br />懂得让我微笑的人<br />再没有谁比你有天份<br />轻易闯进我的心门<br />明天的美梦你完成<br />整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头<br />每颗渺小星球<br />全都绕着你走<br />爱我非你莫属<br />我只愿守护<br />由你给我的幸福<br />爱我非你莫属<br />也许会笑着哭<br />但那人是你所以<br />不怕苦<br /><br />懂得让我流泪的人<br />给的感动一定是最深<br />在我心中留下伤痕<br />你同时点亮了星辰<br /><br />整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头<br />每颗渺小星球<br />全都绕着你走<br />爱我非你莫属<br />我只愿守护<br />由你给我的幸福<br />爱我非你莫属<br />也许会笑着哭<br />但那人是你所以<br />不怕苦<br /><br />那麽多相遇<br />偏偏只和你<br />天造地设般产生奇迹 ooohhh<br />我心的缝隙<br />我想除了你<br />任谁也无法填补这空虚 woowww<br /><br />爱我非你莫属<br />我只愿守护<br />由你给我的幸福<br />爱我非你莫属<br />也许会笑着哭<br />但那人是你所以<br />不怕苦<br /><br /><br /><font color="#FF9933">好喜欢好喜欢你。。<br />你知道吗？<br />你让我很害怕失去你。<br />因为我知道如果我失去你后，<br />我一定会失去现有的平衡，现有的快乐。<br />很期待明天的来临。。<br />过了明天，就能‘绑架’你了哦。<br />28号也要到了。<br />和你在一起时。。<br />时间似乎过得很快。。<br />所以每当和你在一起。。<br />都很希望时间能停留在那一刻。<br />朱霈洁! 你要记得你答应过我的事喔。。<br />每当我知道你的泪水流出来时，<br />你知道我很心疼吗？<br />还有。。<br />你不能离开我哦。<br />如果是我。。<br />你要抓紧我，不可以放开我。<br />好不好？<br />还有。。<br />不能一直喝汽水啊。<br />=p<br />这首歌好听吧。。<br />=D<br /><br />i used 45min for this eh! u better be nice ah. =D<br />let this be the first half of a present for 28th bahs.<br />woohoo! im proud now. =)</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-9204753923304919875?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-38739506649772809892007-06-22T23:26:00.000+08:002007-06-22T23:30:46.433+08:00ello.<br /><br />just got home from lamsoon.<br />goin tml again!<br />woohoo!<br />=)<br /><br />i wan the sea!<br />but i hate it.<br />it makes people emo.<br />but it helps to ease the hectic life of a typical singaporean like me.<br /><br />谢谢你。<br />thanks for being by my side.<br />i'll try n cut down on my whining.<br />=p<br /><br />i wan lamsoon for a whole day and not have any worries about the next day. <br />can i ?<br /><br />holidays r OVER!<br />=(<br /><br />this is random.<br /><br />so byebye.<br /><br />~_~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3873950664977280989?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-63845773091956844332007-06-19T21:27:00.001+08:002007-06-19T21:36:13.157+08:00hellos..<br /><br />boooo.. mid year sucks. im really gonna flung. tchers gonna draw smileys for me. U U U.. gonna be killed when the results come back. took GP, geog n chem.. okay la. GP aint that bad. but its still bad. geog initially i thought was okay. n den i realise.. i didnt answer the essay question properly.. so all i wrote = rubbish. n chem.. paper 1 was a killer to me somehow. i was guessing throughout? paper 2 was oookkkaayyy. until section B. woohoo. thanks huh. sighs. <br /><br />this is so demoralising. totally no mood to continue study liao. but nehmind.. for PANDA. i must strive on!<br /><br />因为有你，我才能这样。。<br />a few days more. it'll be over n done with. <br />我不想让你失望。<br /><br />somebody something somehow.. please give me the strength to continue this mugging for the next few days! oh yeah.. it has gotta be myself. i'll try.... haix.<br /><br />duno y im emoing. but the feeling now aint good. seriously. phy math chi. all that's left. i think phy will b a killer.. okay. everything's a killer for me. grr.<br /><br />signing out.<br />byes.<br />=(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6384577309195684433?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-82220554921369804612007-06-14T22:20:00.000+08:002007-06-14T22:51:58.552+08:00heys!<br /><br />im back. was studyin.. boo...<br /><br />went sentosa ytd. had a super super fun time! the starting aint really tat good la. cos it was super hot.. den like no mood at all. a few of them were down in the water. but a few of us was just stoning at the mini shelter..started to rain n we went into the bigbig shelter. rain stopped n we came out again.. went to play soccer. haha. fun fun time la. though we spend quite an amount of time gettin the ball back after the ball flew.. haha. n yeah.. went into the sea again after the long long game.. i thought we will be inside crapping but instead.. we went there to watch 'movie'.. haha! Alvin had fun commenting throughout the 'movie'..went off after tat.<br /><br />duno y. but i just so miss the days in Dunearn.. the times where we crap around. the times where we dun care about hw. the times where we chiong into the street soccer court n run like we'v never did before.. aiya. just everything! n i am sooo ME! but now.. u gotta hide yourself n show yourself as a presentable idiot who is so well-mannered and so serious. at least tat applies to me.. as in. its so not myself can.. i feel so 'different'.. it just sucks. i need MYSELF back. damn.<br /><br />mid yr coming real soon. i guess i'll get the UUU.. sighs. mayb im gonna consider the poly's second intake.. getting into poly will reunite me to my clique. n i tink when i get to poly.. i'll be able to get back to myself again. <br />maybe...................<br /><br />guess i sound real loser. runnin away from jc life. runnin away from the obstacles ahead. n yar. this is so unlike ME! damn. <br /><br />suppose to go sentosa again tml. but i tink i'll skip it. sorry sg5!! im really too burnt! i miss u guys...<br /><br />byebyes..<br />=|<br /><br /><br /><br /><font color="#FF9933">刚刚好想握紧你的手不放开。。<br />但是那无奈的时刻还是来了。。<br />电梯门一开。。my heart skipped a beat..<br />it feels as though im gonna lose u for a long long time. <br />somehow.<br />but i still had to let go..haix.<br />but i think i made the right choice to wait for u after that. <br />to see your smile again just makes things so much better.<br />sorry for my craziness..<br />love ya~</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8222055492136980461?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-22264376889774127252007-06-10T00:03:00.000+08:002007-06-10T00:22:27.103+08:00boo!<br /><br />im back.. pretty lazy these days. so explaining y im not blogging nowadaes.. haha. blahs.<br /><br />okay. so been studyin.. n chill out. 1more week left la! crap. gonna flung it like mad i think.. sigh! not really bcos i didnt study okays.. as in like i know quite a few of the basics.. but exam ques where got ask basics de.. rahh! die die die... haix. whatever. blahs.<br /><br />went orchard today. im not supposed to be there as instructed. but i went in the end. not for the same purpose though.. yeah. so end up walkin ard wit my panda. n i figure out that she DONT shop! lol. oh yar.. started out havin the mind of gettin myself a funny funny thingy for my neck.. but couldn't find things like i like. so end up going home empty handed. again. i think i'll never buy smth when i go out with her bahs. haha. <br /><br />running off.<br />bye.<br />=)<br /><br />不要这么轻易就哭了好吗？<br />you promised me that huh !<br />你特别喜欢为那些小事流眼泪。。<br />每次都让我很害怕知道吗？<br />remember your promise.<br />=D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-2226437688977412725?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-84977536432726470142007-06-03T22:12:00.000+08:002007-06-03T22:35:46.678+08:00arlo !<br /><br />just came back from elects camp. got home at noon ard 3. freaking tired la! unpack a little and den went to sleep. like so so so miss my bed man! haha. been long since i've slept in the classroom. yup. kinda miss it when i first went into the room. but on the 2nd day.. i was.. rahh! hard floor!! <br />bcos we had fire drillS... n morning PT which was like so torturing! i didnt expect this at all for a SC camp la.. haha. but nehmind ar.. im so much fitter now. =p its really super tiring can. boooo! heard about havin fire drills in the middle of the night. but i nber expect it to hav 'takan session' as well. haha. ok la.. think it was more to instil in us the spirit of 'One For All, All For One!'<br />n during pt.. we did like duno how many push ups. haha. we even had to do push ups while sayin the college creed. n 1 word 1 push up okay.. count the number of wrds in the college creed n tats the minimum number of push ups we did. lol.<br />n i gotta admit tat i wasnt really puttin enough effort durin the first 2 days. gave my best in the last day though. hope its not too late. but i guess its alr too late, for myself. i duno y but i just cant seem to like get into the camp right from the start.. as in like. i didnt feel good.. nvm. the camp is alr over..<br /><br />okay. enough of the camp. mid yr coming in 2 weeks time! n duno y. sudd everywhere also got gathering. hope i wont be skipping any of those! need to study real hard now la. alr lagging behind. n im still not studyin. gone la.. rahh! =(<br /><br />till the next time.<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8497753643272647014?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-10362789421460436062007-05-28T22:35:00.000+08:002007-05-28T22:42:48.488+08:00hey!<br /><br />temporary out of bounds..<br /><br /><font color="#00FF00">今天好开心好开心。。<br />故事就从这里开始。。<br />只想和你这样一直往前走。。<br /><br />im in the world of our own..<br />n im gonna shout this out:<br />piggy loves panda!!<br />keep the smile with ya girl.<br />=D<br /><br />28 May 2007</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1036278942146043606?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-45505609897658334552007-05-27T21:39:00.000+08:002007-05-27T22:04:45.130+08:00hey people!<br /><br />okay. im finally back to blog.. been darn long since i've visit this page man. hehe.<br /><br />alrite. had pre u sem and everything. was super busy. it ended on fri. this is definately the most enrichin 'camp' i've been to. for the first time.. i feel so much like crying in the closing ceremony. maybe its the effort put in bahs.. i have nber threw in so much effort and hardwork for a thingy like this. i mean yar i do put in effort. but i just dun go the extra mile.. but this time, im sure i have given my best! or shld i sae given more than my best?! haha. lets not b overconfident.<br /><br />was told to handle sg5. it started so well. bcos 5 is my fav number! hehe. n anyway, first day when i met the group.. i think was pretty alrite.. maybe i could have done better. but well.. <br />during the pre u sem itself, things were great! everything was fun.. people in my group definately make my job easier man.. at the start, i was still doubting the group. bcos of its diversity, i was super afraid tat i cant bond them together.. but who knows.. the nxt moment i see them happily chattin.. =D<br />shall not talk so much bout the sg grp. bcos one word can summarise this whole event.<br />AWESOME !<br />thank you SG5!<br /><br />Mr Chia is leavin PJ. i duno to where. but i sincerely wish him all the best. n omg la.. for the first time, i teared at the ending. i hav nber experience this in my life okays!! i think its bcos i saw the effort he put in bahs. im sure not only i noticed it. everyone else saw it too. i hav nber seen a tcher so committed before. n he care about us. most of the thing he does, he'll think about us first.. he'll take care of our welfare before continuing his task. not all tchers do this alrite.. i got no offence to other tchers! <br />Mr Chia.. Thanks alot!<br />i've definately grown under your guidance. im sure everyone else did. Thank you!<br /><br />till next time..<br />take care people.<br />i miss PRE U SEM and SG5 !!<br /><br />=D<br /><br />我不可能也不会放手。<br />只想握紧你一直不放开。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4550560989765833455?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-37258945953302054452007-05-08T21:54:00.000+08:002007-05-08T22:26:03.444+08:00heys!<br /><br />okays.. haven been bloggin for quite awhile. the previous post aint really an entry la huh. hahas. so life hav been rather simple for the past weeks. been lectures, tutorials, council and hw. but this is jc life i suppose? yeah.<br /><br />ytd was really a terror. for the first time, i actually managed to stone. stone at cck interchange.i didnt even notice that the bus came. i mean.. i just sit there. i rmb i was staring at some stuffs on the floor. n the nxt thing i knew was i was asked to take my bus.. but i didnt take. nxt bus came.. it was mine again. n i was cheated. den i board the bus. boo! so yar.. kinda felt lost on my way home.. i really thought im just gonna wait for the worst outcome. but was lucky enough..<br />it hurts to hurt you. im sorry. maybe i should have told you right from the start what happened. trust my words? =)<br /><br />had napfa. 2.4 todae. wahh. cant make it la. 11min50s. seriously crappy timing. at least for me. had my pull ups last week. i onli did 2 times. which is also quite crappy la. sigh. gotta really train hard liao. n my sit & reach. still as LOUSY! screw it. lucky IPPT dun hav sit & reach. woohoo! =D<br /><br />alrites. gotta run. got quite a few stuff to do.. n chem spa tml. booo..<br />byes.<br />=)<br /><br />谢谢你。<br />it just feels so good to be around.<br />smile!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-3725894595330205445?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-64688180231824949582007-05-06T20:18:00.000+08:002007-05-06T20:20:42.113+08:00我不会怪你对我的伪装<br />天使在人间是该藏好翅膀<br />人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良<br />怎能让你为了我被碰伤<br />小小的手掌厚厚的温暖<br />你总能平复我不安的夜晚<br />不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光<br />我才看见它原来在前方<br />没有谁能把你抢离我身旁<br />你是我的专属天使<br />唯我能独占<br />没有谁能取代你在我心上<br />拥有一个专属天使<br />我哪里还需要别的愿望<br />小小的手掌大大的力量<br />我一定也会像你一样飞翔<br />你想去的地方就是我的方向<br />有我保护笑容尽管灿烂<br />wo要不是你出现<br />我一定还在沉睡<br />oh绝望的以为生命只有黑夜<br />wo……<br />woo……<br /><br />请你相信我。<br />piggy just have a simple wish of having a world that consist of that panda and that piggy. 就这样。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6468818023182494958?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-45477357635664002562007-04-23T20:16:00.000+08:002007-04-23T20:25:52.857+08:00<font color="orange">sigh<br /><br />我知道我不应该再退缩。<br />但是我不知道为什么我会偶尔会想要距离你。。<br />心里很害怕你会觉得我很烦，很害怕让你感到厌倦，所以会这样。<br />对我自己超没信心！<br />好像是因为怕你会离开，所以有了这个念头。。<br />just whats my problem?!<br />对不起。<br /><br />piggy was here.</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-4547735763566400256?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-19765165086825471902007-04-22T10:54:00.000+08:002007-04-22T11:15:50.467+08:00hey! <br /><br /><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://stat.radioblogclub.com/radio.blog/skins/mini/player.swf" allowScriptAccess="always" width="180" height="23" bgcolor="#ECECEC" id="radioblog_player_0" FlashVars="id=0&filepath=http%3A%2F%2Forykeene.free.fr%2Fteam%2Fblog%2Fradio.blog%2Fsounds%2FAvril%20Lavigne%20-%20Girlfriend.rbs&colors=body:#ECECEC;border:#BBBBBB;button:#999999;player_text:#999999;playlist_text:#999999;"></embed><br /><br />sorry! so long nber update le. n i duno wads up with blogger.. sudd got this red lines telling me im not typing proper english! grrr. <br /><br />okays. for the days i wasnt updating.. i took part in the amazing race. organised by the hse exco. headed by Izzah. great job! though i didnt win.. i kinda enjoy myself bahs. haha. uploaded a few pics. feel free da go n see. =)<br /><br />then same old stuffs bahs.. study n study n council works.<br /><br />now is in the election period. wahh. scary la. putting up photos on the walls. talkin on the mini stage.. talkin to the Polo House people. blahblahs.. its super scary la. n our photo got kinda vandalised. i duno which guy/girl did it.. but its just super childish? c'mon. we'r 17 ! blahs. we still did what we r supposed to do though. everything went alrite except the photo thingy. <br /><br />oh hey! nearly forgot. tml got election! omg.. people! please vote for me!! im Andy Tham, 07S18, POLO House!<br /><br />n SLO. pre-u sem ! coming soon i guess. 1 more mnth bahs.. its gonna be sooo fun i guess! in Shee Kwang's group. he changed his image totally la. okay. at least for me.. he's so different when u duno him and after u know him. so try da know him! fun guy. =) oh ya. im paired or rather grouped with Guo Min and Yolanda. =)<br /><br />went to the movie marathon i think organised by the astro club. yeah. n star gazing! now i hav more knowledge at stars! woohoo! kinda saw Gemini last night.. oh yar. there was suppose to hav meteor rain.. sky was kinda clouded. so only some got the chance to see it. wanted to go watch de. but end up sticking ourselves to the seats in the LT while watchin Night At The Museum. funny la.. =)<br /><br />alrites. time da go. till the next entry.<br />bbyes.<br />=)<br /><br /><font color="green">好像已经确定了。。已经确定我的感觉了吧。<br />i guess we'll talk about this again when u find yourself comfortable telling me about your problems ? yea.<br />我一直都在<br />你身后等待<br />等你有一天回过头看我<br />我的笑送给你<br />希望你快乐<br />你的难过都给我。。</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-1976516508682547190?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-87570528172137174302007-04-07T00:07:00.000+08:002007-04-07T00:15:48.401+08:00heys!<br /><br />飞轮海 - 找幸福给你<br /><br /><font color="orange">不顾一切的勇气<br />不会说谎的眼睛<br />爱你不需要经过你同意<br />放掉手中的回忆<br />像空中飞人别犹豫<br />我一定会抓住你<br />想念从每一天张开眼睛就开始<br />每个心跳都在提醒<br />talk to me<br />说我有这个荣幸</font><br /><font color=33FF66>翻天覆地找幸福给你<br />拥有喜欢的事让人变坚强</font><br /><font color="orange">baby holding me</font><br /><font color=33FF66>我的天堂就在你手里</font><br /><font color="orange">承受所有的雨滴<br />像大海无边又无际<br />包容你是我温柔的使命<br />把让你伤心的人都忘记<br />我会治好你的心<br />天使不是谁都爱得起<br />我终于明白双手存在的意义<br />为了抜卫心爱的你<br />为了紧紧拥抱你<br />翻天覆地找幸福给你<br />让人刻骨铭心什么都不怕 </font><br /><br /><font color=33FF66>this is so cool. woohoo. such a good day. smile on!<br />=D</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-8757052817213717430?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-66009221871493194532007-04-04T21:48:00.000+08:002007-04-04T22:10:52.906+08:00arlo<br /><br />finally. im back on my com again. was busy with stuffs for the past 2 days. homework? yeap. haha. n ytd night had a dinner.. <br /><br />nth much to update. been pretty routine life these days. so gonna talk about sat. amazing race! organised by the hse exco. guess it'll be super fun! hahas.. all around singapore. from 730 in the morning till 9 at night! woohoo. it'll sure be tiring though.. oh ya. tml got council interview. n diao.. onli got 5 polo hse people applied.. sighs. duno how many slots will be allocated to our hse. i wanna get into council man! polo hse members.. please vote for me! =D <br /><br />today. stayed back at sanctuary to study. okay. im suppose to study. but i fergot to bring anything. so end up sleeping. n i was 'violated' during my sleep la! Pris go take my pic. tats not the worst. she go take video la! omg.. lucky i dun hav the habit of snoring nor dripping saliva. haha. i wanna report to police le la! =p<br /><br />gotta run liao. chi hw. sian!<br />bye.<br /><br /><br /><font color=33FF66>最近的日子不知为什么会这么开心。。 <br />越来越喜欢在巴士车站等巴士。。<br />看着你笑会让我跟着你一起笑？ <br />maybe.<br />=D</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6600922187149319453?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37802895.post-68644362262310617332007-03-31T14:09:00.000+08:002007-03-31T14:30:45.127+08:00halo.<br /><br />hmm. wanted to blog ytd. but sis slept. so didnt wanna disturbed her. although i tink she is already used to me using com with the lights of the room on and sleep. haha. sorry. =x<br /><br />alrite. this few days been pretty bored. oh wait. how interesting can a JC life get? haha. blahs. mon - thurs i'll be studyin after school. maybe concourse maybe sanctuary. hmm. n yup. i've been workin on my chem. but shall stop.. now shall focus more on geog. i wan my triple A's ! rahh! haha. wadeva la.. i dun tink i'll get it.. with my pace of learning. <br />rmb i stopped on thurs? fri shld b my playin day! but somehow.. friends of mine apparently are those muggers who study 7days a week. omg.. i'll be crazy with them. but at least im given the motivation from them to study hard. hehe. somehow bahs.. so ytd. i end up sleeping in sanctuary. sian.. sat n sun will b my sleeping days.. haha. yeah! but i'll try to revise my work on sat la.. or mayb if sun too bored den can study a little also. haha..<br /><br />election coming soon.. oh wait. interview comes first. whether i can go for election n campaigning.. still depends on the result of my interview. sighs! i wanna remain as my position now! grrr... got a strong feeling i wont get it though. sian. i guess i'll be pretty busy with these for the near future bahs.. but i tink after that. if i get in.. i can chill a little liao. but if i dun get in.. i'll get a big headache of my life.. <br /><br /><font color="orange">你的难过都给我。。我只想看到你笑，而不是你在掉泪。你知不知道你在掉泪的脸很不好看，所以你要一直笑好吗？ =D<br />好讨厌那盏红绿灯！=p <br />keep the smileS with you. =]</font><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37802895-6864436226231061733?l=nolonger-young.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A - |\| - T - |) - !http://www.blogger.com/profile/07456116326388660962noreply@blogger.com0