your presence made this worthwhile .
you didnt make my heartbeat stop .
instead, you took those heartbeats n breaths away .
Sunday, March 22, 2009
hellos ..
=) yea . got my posting alr . sispec . hmmm . didnt get into ocs .. sighs .. too stupid ? hah . i guess so la .. but well .. not like i didnt expect it.. expect that i thought my performance was good enough ? i improved alot from the start okays ! be it mentally or physically .. at least i know i improved ..
but nvm ! there's still chance for crossing over to ocs ! only that one has to perform darn well la .. hahs .. im gonna go and be gungho ! lol .. we'll see .. why do i have a feeling it wont happen .. hahah !
and so block leave is coming to an end .. sighs . why does time go faster when im relaxing ... lol . whinings .......
but nonetheless . i enjoyed this few days . spent time with family, my girl and friends .. no complains . =) obviously i wont mind having more time la . duhhh .. hah . if only my girl is not working .. it will be even nicer .. but too bad ..
oh anyways . i think im gonna get myself a psp .. woo .. mum gonna sponsor half ? hahs . i guess so .. but im more interested in a Wii now .. damn it . but its freaking ex .. hah . slightly over the price of 2 psp .. but me wants to play with the controllers .. lol . looks darn fun can .. but aiya . no money no talk . stick to psp . hah ..
aiite .. time to sleep alr . gonna prepare breakfast for girl and parents tml . =)
yup . mr nice is here . hahah !
cya !
torn
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
hihi !
alrights . this is been awhile .. i nearly forget my password . hah ! so yea .. enlisted and botak-ed . lols ..
and .. pop-ed . last wed . everything's cool .
army is really the shit man .. people always say you'll only forge real bonds after going thru shit tgt .. and you tot school was shit enough . wait till you get into tekong . they'll show you shit man ! okays . obviously not literally .. unless you'r talking about field camp . hah ..
so yea.. made lotsa friends there . =) everyone's cool and all .
and 24km was hell .. but yeah . its definitely beter than 16 . that sucks ..
but in a nutshell .. i did grow up . by alot .. army is where boys grow into men . yup ! its true . hah . well .. im alot more independent now .. and i know whats respect all about . you really gotta earn it . no point talking .. its all about action . and whatever it is .. just make it happen . dont whine. dont complain .. just do it .
and A's is out . screwed up badly .. but im not gonna retake . gonna just do with what i have ..
guess a degree will do now . i mean .. everyone on the streets are having a degree man .. so its just how u wanna start your career ? yeah . at least this make sense to me . so a degree from sim/mdis wont make much difference to me when compared to a degree from say, nus ?
and that sounds as though im consoling myslf .. hahs . no im not ! thats what i really think . so yea .
sorry ah . brain not really functioning very well . just typing whatever that pops into my mind .
and i'll be going off .. shall gym tml morning ! =)
till the next time ..
torn
WANTS;
great A's results!!
trucks of cash!
new computer!
Haagen Daaz!
shirts!
pants!
smiles!