Sunday, September 28, 2008
hellos .
boooo ..
wasted my weekend !!
left with 34days!?
thehell .
im dead ..
feeling so sick that i'll just lie on my bed or sofa for the entire day and not move .
damn it .
my dear throat is protesting against chips n chocs .
n the slight fever is here to accompany the throat .
bang wall .
had to go to grandma's hse in the noon cos it was her birthday .
=(
made plans to study with Serene n Bindy ytd .
but had to cancel it in the end ..
left the place at 4+ ?
only reach woodlands at 5 .
wanna watch F1 at 7 .
so cancelled the studying plans in the end .
=(
i swear i wanted to study !
i brought tys n notes along with me okayzxzxzx .....
damn it !
anyways .
finally bought my slip-ons after so long .
bang wall .
n as usual .. i couldnt keep to my budget .
bought it at a discounted price but its still expensive .
but nehminddd ...
i like the shoe !
=)
nike by the way .
hah . yes . nike do sell slip-ons ..
ohh .
got a rough idea of what im gonna wear during prom alr .
but i think i need to train up if i wanna pull it off ..
so gym will be my next best friend other than notes from now on .
=)
okays !
im done here ..
think i need to get my rest .
throat and head desperately wants sleep man .
hah !
byebyes !
i think i deserve more than this !!
come on ..
Andy needs a life .
a happening yet fulfilling one .
=)
torn
Friday, September 19, 2008
heys .
wow . prelims ended .
it past by at the speed of light .
i still remember whining about the start of prelims and how screwed my timetable is ..
but its over !
somehow ..
i didnt even realise the end .
until now .
i doubt i'll pass any h2 .
not cool at all ..
this means im dead .
im supposed to be able to answer all the questions by now ..
im supposed to be able to be aiming for at least Cs or at the worst Ds ..
but i'll be laughing n jump for joy if i can pass it .
what happened to working hard for prelims !?
what happened to getting good grades for prelims to at least ensure myself that i can still fall to plan B aka overseas uni ?!
aint gonna happen now man ..
its either i start studying now !
NOW !
or im dead ..
okays . maybe im already pronounced dead ever since i step foot into a Junior College .
am i dumb or what ..
i should have known that i''ll never survive here !!
there's no way im gonna study hard, consistently man .
its already proven since o's !
okays .
lets stop it here ..
whining aint gonna change the past .
what about the future then !?
MAYBE ...
its all not too lateeeeee ....
if i start now .
oh hey . this sounds familiar .. i said it since promos didnt i ?
fcuked .
aint cool .
left with 6weeks .
three h2s one h1 .
there's an average of 20 over chapters for every subj .
lets just take it as 20 .
that makes it 80 chapters within 42days .
taking into account i start tml ..
i'll hav to squeeze an average of 2chapters a day .
that is MANAGEABLE !!
the problem now is i wont start studying from tml .
n i wont study everyday!!
screwed . once again .
its really time for me to settle down and start MUGGING .
i didnt use study .
it has to be mug!
the kind where i need to sit at my study table throughout the day ..
only leaving it to eat and take toilet breaks .
thats it ..
its the time where i need to do what Mdm Ong said,
'you have to eat, sleep, breathe notes!'
i shouldnt be doing anything else !
my life should revolve around my notes and tys now .
im supposed to complete the tys thrice .
COMPLETE, THRICE .
i haven even complete the tys once !
let alone thrice .
was chatting with the usual crew just now .
yea . we went out to play pool n chill .
then there's this part where we started talking about how we get our allowance every month and how we want our life to be in the future .
i gave a thought about it ..
i concluded silently that i want a life that does not require myself or my family to worry about the bills or what not at the end of the month .
i must have extra cash to spare too !
i must be able to splurge on my desires ..
okay . probably not all . but at least some .
i think i need to be as rich as Bill Gates if i wanna fulfil all my desires man !
hah .
so yea . in order to get that ..
i've also concluded another factor .
i need to have a good pay .
n in order to get a good pay ..
i probably need to be well educated .
which means i'll need good grades !
of which, as of now ..
im NEVER gonna get !!
i say my life is screwed .
=(
i really need to settle down n start mugging !!
there's no more time for me to procrastinate any further .
its the do or die period now .
damn it .
i hate this .
now i know why they say you should really go all out during orientation and enjoy yourselves .
because in your jc life , there wont be any OTHER time for ya to enjoy yourself man !
you have to expect things of yourself before you can do them .
- Michael Jordan
give that a thought .
bye folks .
torn
Thursday, September 04, 2008
hihi .
okays .
everything's aint that bad .
just need to open up .
my world is definitely bigger than this .
hah .
as long as i find back myself ..
i'll do just fine .
i'll make confidence my best friend .
it already is ..
=)
short post before i hit the books ..
yes .
time to study ...
bye all .
=)
let it go and i'll see more ..
life revolves around more .
torn
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
hello .
yea. been awhile since i last came ..
busy studying .
hah .
no ..
prelims is in like 5days.
n im still here ..
totally gave up studying today .
just cant sit there ..
anyways . nothing is going in too ..
so why bother wasting time sitting around ..
im lazy .
thats all ..
bye ..
ANDYTHAM NEEDS TO START STUDYING BEFORE HE FCUK HIS LIFE UP .
SLAP HIM IF YOU SEE HIM ONLINE .
THANKS ..
WAKE UP !
oh .
such deja vu .
didnt i predict this all along ..
why am i still so upset and disappointed ?
love is too big a word .
yet an understatement for what i have for you .
if only you knew this is all ,
about you .
torn