your presence made this worthwhile .
you didnt make my heartbeat stop .
instead, you took those heartbeats n breaths away .
Friday, June 29, 2007
hihi.
sighs. am i tat incapable? i was rejected in the exco. tot may be given the chance of a events head. now im neither.. shiok liao lor.
n im given this position.. wad can i do?! as in it aint tat bad considering the fact tat i dun need to follow any orders cause im the top person now. but then... wad stuffs can i do.... rahh..
i used 45min for this eh! u better be nice ah. =D let this be the first half of a present for 28th bahs. woohoo! im proud now. =)
torn
Friday, June 22, 2007
ello.
just got home from lamsoon. goin tml again! woohoo! =)
i wan the sea! but i hate it. it makes people emo. but it helps to ease the hectic life of a typical singaporean like me.
谢谢你。 thanks for being by my side. i'll try n cut down on my whining. =p
i wan lamsoon for a whole day and not have any worries about the next day. can i ?
holidays r OVER! =(
this is random.
so byebye.
~_~
torn
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
hellos..
boooo.. mid year sucks. im really gonna flung. tchers gonna draw smileys for me. U U U.. gonna be killed when the results come back. took GP, geog n chem.. okay la. GP aint that bad. but its still bad. geog initially i thought was okay. n den i realise.. i didnt answer the essay question properly.. so all i wrote = rubbish. n chem.. paper 1 was a killer to me somehow. i was guessing throughout? paper 2 was oookkkaayyy. until section B. woohoo. thanks huh. sighs.
this is so demoralising. totally no mood to continue study liao. but nehmind.. for PANDA. i must strive on!
因为有你,我才能这样。。 a few days more. it'll be over n done with. 我不想让你失望。
somebody something somehow.. please give me the strength to continue this mugging for the next few days! oh yeah.. it has gotta be myself. i'll try.... haix.
duno y im emoing. but the feeling now aint good. seriously. phy math chi. all that's left. i think phy will b a killer.. okay. everything's a killer for me. grr.
signing out. byes. =(
torn
Thursday, June 14, 2007
heys!
im back. was studyin.. boo...
went sentosa ytd. had a super super fun time! the starting aint really tat good la. cos it was super hot.. den like no mood at all. a few of them were down in the water. but a few of us was just stoning at the mini shelter..started to rain n we went into the bigbig shelter. rain stopped n we came out again.. went to play soccer. haha. fun fun time la. though we spend quite an amount of time gettin the ball back after the ball flew.. haha. n yeah.. went into the sea again after the long long game.. i thought we will be inside crapping but instead.. we went there to watch 'movie'.. haha! Alvin had fun commenting throughout the 'movie'..went off after tat.
duno y. but i just so miss the days in Dunearn.. the times where we crap around. the times where we dun care about hw. the times where we chiong into the street soccer court n run like we'v never did before.. aiya. just everything! n i am sooo ME! but now.. u gotta hide yourself n show yourself as a presentable idiot who is so well-mannered and so serious. at least tat applies to me.. as in. its so not myself can.. i feel so 'different'.. it just sucks. i need MYSELF back. damn.
mid yr coming real soon. i guess i'll get the UUU.. sighs. mayb im gonna consider the poly's second intake.. getting into poly will reunite me to my clique. n i tink when i get to poly.. i'll be able to get back to myself again. maybe...................
guess i sound real loser. runnin away from jc life. runnin away from the obstacles ahead. n yar. this is so unlike ME! damn.
suppose to go sentosa again tml. but i tink i'll skip it. sorry sg5!! im really too burnt! i miss u guys...
byebyes.. =|
刚刚好想握紧你的手不放开。。 但是那无奈的时刻还是来了。。 电梯门一开。。my heart skipped a beat.. it feels as though im gonna lose u for a long long time. somehow. but i still had to let go..haix. but i think i made the right choice to wait for u after that. to see your smile again just makes things so much better. sorry for my craziness.. love ya~
torn
Sunday, June 10, 2007
boo!
im back.. pretty lazy these days. so explaining y im not blogging nowadaes.. haha. blahs.
okay. so been studyin.. n chill out. 1more week left la! crap. gonna flung it like mad i think.. sigh! not really bcos i didnt study okays.. as in like i know quite a few of the basics.. but exam ques where got ask basics de.. rahh! die die die... haix. whatever. blahs.
went orchard today. im not supposed to be there as instructed. but i went in the end. not for the same purpose though.. yeah. so end up walkin ard wit my panda. n i figure out that she DONT shop! lol. oh yar.. started out havin the mind of gettin myself a funny funny thingy for my neck.. but couldn't find things like i like. so end up going home empty handed. again. i think i'll never buy smth when i go out with her bahs. haha.
running off. bye. =)
不要这么轻易就哭了好吗? you promised me that huh ! 你特别喜欢为那些小事流眼泪。。 每次都让我很害怕知道吗? remember your promise. =D
torn
Sunday, June 03, 2007
arlo !
just came back from elects camp. got home at noon ard 3. freaking tired la! unpack a little and den went to sleep. like so so so miss my bed man! haha. been long since i've slept in the classroom. yup. kinda miss it when i first went into the room. but on the 2nd day.. i was.. rahh! hard floor!! bcos we had fire drillS... n morning PT which was like so torturing! i didnt expect this at all for a SC camp la.. haha. but nehmind ar.. im so much fitter now. =p its really super tiring can. boooo! heard about havin fire drills in the middle of the night. but i nber expect it to hav 'takan session' as well. haha. ok la.. think it was more to instil in us the spirit of 'One For All, All For One!' n during pt.. we did like duno how many push ups. haha. we even had to do push ups while sayin the college creed. n 1 word 1 push up okay.. count the number of wrds in the college creed n tats the minimum number of push ups we did. lol. n i gotta admit tat i wasnt really puttin enough effort durin the first 2 days. gave my best in the last day though. hope its not too late. but i guess its alr too late, for myself. i duno y but i just cant seem to like get into the camp right from the start.. as in like. i didnt feel good.. nvm. the camp is alr over..
okay. enough of the camp. mid yr coming in 2 weeks time! n duno y. sudd everywhere also got gathering. hope i wont be skipping any of those! need to study real hard now la. alr lagging behind. n im still not studyin. gone la.. rahh! =(
till the next time. =)
torn
WANTS;
great A's results!!
trucks of cash!
new computer!
Haagen Daaz!
shirts!
pants!
smiles!